oh why don't you......

don't worry, in a few minutes you'll give a fuck again. happens to a lot of us.

haha! keep going Amber!

Been there.
Two weeks would have been "Heartbreak Lite"
We're pulling for you

Yes.... but I needed to move on I have my son to look after and I've been a miserable emotional......

I've done the intense grieving period but now I just think if I was that good to someone and they throw it back in my face....well they really can't be worth it can they!!

or all the stress I was putting myself through!!

Awww, what happened there, Pixie? Some bonehead fucked witcher heart then left? good for you venting it all out like that.

I just read your last few blogs and it has occurred to me that it is possible your ex-bf was not, in fact, separated for 3 years. Now, I don't know the details, of course, but it seems strange to me that he would pretend on the phone in front of his wife that he didn't know you ( as in the "where did you get this number" comment) if he was really separated for that amount of time. If you look back and realize that this is possible, then he is more a jerk than you realized. So...good riddance.

To nicenycdick....

Yup...I did give that some thought but I know they were living in seperate households...

He was sharing and paying the mortgage on his old house I met him through friends... I've been to his house.

As FAR as I know the only time he saw her was to see his kids and she made that difficult... but I guess they were still emotionally involved cos he went back...

Its weird, right after she attacked him he told me "we haven't slept together in ages"... "we've only done things together with the kids...thats it!!"

He slagged her off all the time and seemed so genuinely unhappy and was saying he couldn't wait for his divorce!!

Why he went back is a mystery to me...Why he still cares for her is a mystery to me...

But I just can't be bothered to tear myself apart analysing it anymore!!

She treated him like total shit before and everyone in the Town we live in knows it. One thing I do know is he's a FOOL!!

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