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AMBER'S FURY
My mood is black, I am cancerous and full of spite.
I am bent on only one thing; the total destruction of all that was between us.
Do not offer me kind words or excuses.
Do not try to comfort me, I do not want to hear your "there, there."
For I will heap scorn and derision on...
I have been wrapped up in this love stuff for wayyyyy 2 long!!
And it got me nowhere!!
Not in love anymore anyway cos he turned out to be an ARSEHOLE!!!
Hmmm I need 2 find me a fling...
Some excitement!! Meaningless sex!! Or maybe meaningful I don't know...But not too meaningful....
No...
Oh why don't you????
Love me??
Why don't you want me????
What did I do wrong???
Why did you go back to her???
BECAUSE YOUR A DICKHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have spent two weeks tearing myself apart asking myself the same questions over and over again and I have come to the conclusion...
People have been sooo nice and I'm really suprised....
In three short days I have gone from walking round feeling like total and UTTER shit to starting to feel human again!!!
So I just wanna thank everyone on here who posted on my blog and in the thread about guys treating nice girls badly...
So the guy I was seeing that I mentioned before who was getting a divorce the one with the three kids....he has just gone back to his abusive wife!!! Who treats him like total and utter shit and he was on the BRINK of divorcing....Three years they been split up!!!
And to make matters worse...
Date or see a man going through a divorce again!!! as long as I live!!!!!
I have just come out of a relationship with a guy who is in the middle of getting a divorce from his derranged ex who he has been split up from for 3 years and has 3 kids with.....
Ughhhhh!! It has been...
Hey,
So I just read a poem by Pitbull and very good I thought too!!
and it made me feel inspired...I thought what If I posted a poem I found that I really loved here and then others could do to????
It could be anything....one you wrote urself...classic, modern, short, long, graphic sexy or...
Fuckin shattered and goin to bed and just thought I'd announce that 2 anyone who mite be interested!!!!
Yes I am BACK!!! Hehe!!
I have been offline due to lack of funds....thats right I've been as broke as a bitch!!
But now I'm back!!
So...to all those that like me "Haare Krishna to you" and to all those that don't " Go F*ck"................
Anyway yeah nice to be back online...mite even...
No I did not go down on the taxi driver...you wish!! hahaha!! :tongue:
One of my taxi drivers picked me up the other nite from shopping...
Well this is really random short but I just felt like sharing it...
He is as mad as a hatter!! But sooo funny!!
When he picked me up he was like...
Comic Relief is on Tonight in the U.K
www.comicrelief.com
It's on right now. it gives money raised through mostly comedy sketches and entertainment on the programme which leads to phone in and online pledges to thirdworld countries...A lot of the money raised goes to helping children affected...
So who knows what
I might say.....................
I might say anything?????
dunno................
Hiya,
So I was just sitting here flicking through my latest copy of 'More'....British weekly girls fashion mag and I thought sod it,
I'll give my take on what I thought of the Oscar stuff as its the first time I've seen the outfits, so I never got round to replying to NJ's properly...
A poem about men who don't text.......
He hasn't text me......................
The shit!!!
(c) Me!! 2009
If u starve me I'm in need.
If u cut me I bleed.
I need somethin' on which 2 feed.
Path where do u lead????
(c) Me!!! lol.
I'm still sick and I don't like it!!!
IT SUCKS!!!!
Sorry to go on and be boring.....
But just a bit frustrated at bein' waylaid...
I was up in London at the weekend seeing my family and spent a vast amount of it hiding under a duvet cover!!
Which is a bit shit innit!! ;-)
Anywayz I...
I would just like a man.....
A NORMAL MAN!!!!
One who is not already in a relationship and hides it from me for months and months......
Not one who tries to hit on my mates and thinks he's the local Cassanova!!
Not one who NEVER smiles, seems really weird and expects me to JUST strip off...
Oh, oh I feel so ill!! I need cuddles.....
Thats it really I just feel ill!! :smile:
And errrm thought I'd seek ur attention!!
All cuddles male or female, sexual/nonsexual will be appreciated!!! :biggrin1:
So,
I thought I might have a go at chat with this fella and he is from abroad!!!
No danger of sex there I suppose!!! Lol!
Anyway the mood just took me.
So I went on msn...I never promised him nothing...and I told him I didn't cam naked....
And after about half an hour he pisses off and...
I feel so TIRED and GRUMPY....
I dnt even know why!!????
And it is NOT even that time of the month!!!!
I think I need my bed!?
And I have no1 to share my bed with...
which is shit!!!
And Valentines Day is cummin!! :frown1:
Which sucks!!
And I want the undefinable....
Cos I dnt even know...