Wandering in from the world

So much freaking waffling in my life. So many pleasant and not so pleasant distractions, so little time. Since May Signifigant other's wife has had us guesting her younger brother. She has instigated a "no nookie" ban in the house and a "no luvin" ban on myself in particular as she doesn't want said brother bearing tales to her other relatives. Now the "no nookie" thing lasted all of a week for me, since I find it hard to say no sex in general and her husband in specific. A far as the "no luvin?" Well, I hand out footrubs and skritches and sneak the occaisional hug. but it's like an addiction, touching people.

And let me tell you, the Hubby seems to have gotten to really like bottoming for me (yeah the thought of me as a top threw me too) though I tend to find his signals hard to interpret (he tends not to talk during sex and there are times when he sounds pained but still tries to get more of me in there, he'll grind his ass into my crotch until I get hard but he will stay facing away from me with his arms clutched in the bedclothes, not changing positions unless I take charge ). and in reverse, he's certainly got enough for me to work with, but occaisionally I want something more substantial. and he's very picky about his positions both while topping and bottoming.

*grins* ah the joy of regular/exclusive partnerships