What's up with me? I have an ample dick (7.5x6) that my wife really digs. She and I have awesome sex - she has a hot bod and loves sex in varieties of ways. We were both virgins when married and have grown sexually together and have some very hot experiences. (I often think about our "adventures" when younger and more recent hot fucks when I get off.) So, why do I (I feel, sometimes,) waste hours on this site and lookin at porn when she's away or I have time I'm not accountable for. Sometimes I jack off a couple times a day. I have other more productive things to be doing. Am I hooked, addicted, or do I just need to quit obsessing over it and enjoy myself? I have been curious about craigslist and meeting people to see some really huge cocks - a fantasy is meeting a guy with a huge cock to watch fuck my wife. What do you think? Do I need to try to curb this behavior or not? I'm asking because I've enjoyed reading some of your thoughtful responses in the past. I think some of you really care and try to be helpful.