Acceptance of Being a Cocksucker

[yeshucan]

I sucked a cock a couple times in my younger days, but then I met my wife got married and was faithful. 30 years later she wanted a divorce and left. I started fantasizing about the cock I had sucked and started checking out guys on a hook-up website. One of the black guys on there contacted me, and we emailed each other for quite some time. Eventually he invited me to his house. When we had talked I let him know about my past cock sucking. He said I should come over and we could talk more. When I got there he was just wearing a robe. We talked about my fantasy of having a dominant man use me as a cocksucker. He told me he wanted a white man cocksucker on call whenever he felt like it. He was so gentle, but insistent that I ended up sucking his cock that night and going back a couple times when he called to get sucked off. Now I crave his cock and now he fucks me too. I love sucking his cock. I love swallowing his cum too. I'm glad I became his cocksucker.

 

[brandon38]

I sucked a cock a couple times in my younger days, but then I met my wife got married and was faithful. 30 years later she wanted a divorce and left. I started fantasizing about the cock I had sucked and started checking out guys on a hook-up website. One of the black guys on there contacted me, and we emailed each other for quite some time. Eventually he invited me to his house. When we had talked I let him know about my past cock sucking. He said I should come over and we could talk more. When I got there he was just wearing a robe. We talked about my fantasy of having a dominant man use me as a cocksucker. He told me he wanted a white man cocksucker on call whenever he felt like it. He was so gentle, but insistent that I ended up sucking his cock that night and going back a couple times when he called to get sucked off. Now I crave his cock and now he fucks me too. I love sucking his cock. I love swallowing his cum too. I'm glad I became his cocksucker.

Wow so hot you sound happy good for you

 

[spoogecup]

I have a question for the male cocksuckers out there, as well as a separate question to the feeders out there who use male cocksuckers. For the cocksuckers out there what did you do, or what did it take, for you to finally accept the fact that you’re a male cocksucker? Are you now truly comfortable and happy as a cocksucker? Have you accepted the fact that being a cocksucker is who you are sexually? Are you still coming to terms with the fact that you’re a cocksucker? To the feeders out there, what have you done to help your male cocksuckers accept the fact that they’re a cocksucker? My early feeders when I first became a cocksucker actually did an excellent job in getting me to accept the fact that I’m a male cocksucker. Before I share my own story about what they did and said to get me to accept the fact that I’m a male cocksucker, I wanted to hear some stories from other feeders about what you’ve done to help your cocksucker accept who they are sexually.

I recognized and accepted myself as a cocksucker about five years ago.... I answered an add on Craigslist by a young guy wanting a good blowjob... He told me that I suck cock better than any male or female who sucked him off in the past... He asked me if I would like to be his personal "side bitch" and suck him on a regular basis... I quivered like a total little bitch and I've been sucking him ever since....

 

[thestrapkyle]

Feeder here. (I came across this post when I was bored but not sleepy. I meant to post a casual reply, but ended up writing like a whole blog entry on the topic. Maybe someone will be bored enough to read it...)

Two thoughts come to mind about "turning" a dude into a total cocksucker—or, maybe I should say, helping him realize his potential he already has for being a total cocksucker.

1. Giving firm, controlling instructions and guidance about the process/activity of sucking dick. I think most guys (even future cocksuckers) don't realize that sucking dick is, in and of itself, a sex act. They've always learned to see it as just a method, a means, a technique for busting a nut. In much the same way, all boys start out thinking of jerking off as just a means to blowing a load, not something you do for its own sake. Often when there's a dude on his knees in front of me, and I give him the cock he craves to suck, he starts furiously bobbing up and down on it, and trying to jack me off as well, because he thinks it's his duty to get the load out of my balls as soon as possible. As if that's the whole point of sucking dick. And if he's a true cocksucker, he does enjoy that—but he's not really experiencing the act of cocksucking. I usually have to introduce him to that experience by first holding him back, restraining him from going for my load, and instructing him to give my dick the treatment it deserves. I put the cum shot off the table, until he falls into line as a serious cocksucker. It's a lot like (no offense) training a puppy to heel, or to display controlled behavior before getting a treat. Soon enough, a real cocksucker realizes that this is all they really wanna do, ever! They could never grasp it before now because they were sort of skipping over the act of cocksucking, leaping straight to the idea of draining the guy's load.

2. We simply do not discuss his sexual arousal at all. I'm not into degrading his sexual feelings: I'd never act like his own cock was disgusting or pathetic (assuming he has a cock—although if I've ever even seen it, it was in passing or accidentally). Nor do I dig aggressive denial/depravation play (cock cages, chastity gear, etc.). The point is that his own sexual sensations are completely irrelevant to the act of sucking my cock. This has to be ingrained by me as a feeder, because most guys start out thinking there's something wrong with them if they enjoy a sex act where they're totally subordinate to another man's pleasure. But that is what they enjoy; that is what cocksucking is like. It's just not a mutual or reciprocal activity. I'll see inexperienced cocksuckers "pretending" to jerk themselves off while they suck dick, although their little penis is limp as a noodle. And they're already fully enjoying themselves anyway, just by getting to suck a cock. The problem is that their own dick is totally irrelevant to the situation—they just think they're "supposed" to be seeking some self-gratification. Same goes for when a guy obviously just wants my dick in his mouth, but he sheepishly mentions the possibility of me fucking his ass. He thinks it's weird if he just wants to suck cock. (Cocksuckers often tell me they like to jerk off while thinking about sucking my cock, at some totally separate future time. That's perfectly appropriate.) Anyway, by firmly refusing to consider his own sexual arousal, I find a cocksucker achieves clarity and focus, and realizes that this activity—servicing a man's dick—is the one thing they are devoted to, the one thing he truly desires to be doing.

love this post i believe i am a cock sucker, i always think about cocks. never been into recieving a blowjob or anything like that. sex is also fine but never a must i just want cock.

 

[HungBtmVegas]

love this post i believe i am a cock sucker, i always think about cocks. never been into recieving a blowjob or anything like that. sex is also fine but never a must i just want cock.

Same. I don't even need to be attracted to them facially if they have a nice enough cock

 

[Illbeg4BigCock]

Same. I don't even need to be attracted to them facially if they have a nice enough cock

All about big penis!!

 

[Blondeblowjob7]

All about big penis!!

Most definitely! For me as a male cocksucker cum slut, I honestly think that a big, thick, and cut white cock with a nice mushroom head is an extremely attractive thing of beauty. The sight of a penis like that genuinely makes me feel weak in my knees. I just absolutely crave the amazing taste and feel of a penis like that in my mouth whenever I see a big cock like that. I feel an almost irresistible urge to orally worship a big penis like that!

 

[Duke York]

Most definitely! For me as a male cocksucker cum slut, I honestly think that a big, thick, and cut white cock with a nice mushroom head is an extremely attractive thing of beauty. The sight of a penis like that genuinely makes me feel weak in my knees. I just absolutely crave the amazing taste and feel of a penis like that in my mouth whenever I see a big cock like that. I feel an almost irresistible urge to orally worship a big penis like that!

Same

 

[Brodie888]

In one of my first relationships, my partner told me that he had doubts about me. That I wouldn't be able to surrender control when it came to exploring my sexuality.

I was so desperately "in love" with him. I had to be with him.

He said if I wanted to be with him, I would be challenged but I would learn to love being his submissive.

The experiences I had really broadened my barriers.

From that point, I came to accept that I was a cocksucker, a cum slut, a cum dump for strong dominant men to relieve themselves and I have never looked back.

 

[FrankTO]

I love to suck but I like being sucked as well and I could never get into this dominant/submissive business. I actually dislike the idea that this particular sexual act is supposed to make you submissive in any way.

 

[HungBtmVegas]

In one of my first relationships, my partner told me that he had doubts about me. That I wouldn't be able to surrender control when it came to exploring my sexuality.

I was so desperately "in love" with him. I had to be with him.

He said if I wanted to be with him, I would be challenged but I would learn to love being his submissive.

The experiences I had really broadened my barriers.

From that point, I came to accept that I was a cocksucker, a cum slut, a cum dump for strong dominant men to relieve themselves and I have never looked back.

Omg same! He was patient because he knew I was in love with him and I wanted to submit and he taught me how to properly do so.

 

[Illbeg4BigCock]

All different strokes for different folks. Some like different roles.

 

[Lilwhiteweewee]

I suck a married black man’s cock usually twice a week almost weekly and have been for years. Perfect situation, he just wants to sit back and enjoy bomb head and doesn’t care who sucks his cock as long as they are good. He wants me to keep my clothes on, he’s not into any bi action and doesn’t even want me to take my shirt off, it’s all about him being alpha and that big beautiful black cock of his being worshipped and allowed to release. he calls me nothing but cocksucker. When we text, he’ll reach out to me and tell me, cocksucker, you ready to come take care of this cock? When i show up, he never really says much although I’ve been over 100’s of times now, he just gets naked, presents me with his big flaccid cock and tells me, there you go cocksucker, do your thing. I will say, i love being called cocksucker because that’s what i am and i embrace it. I love being the beta, knowing I’m going over and it’s 100% all about nothing more than pleasing his cock, balls and making him cum and giving him the option of where he cums. usually he nuts right down my throat with no warning. Sometimes, he pulls it out, puts a hand on top of my head To hold my face right at the tip of his cock and he shoots big ropes all over my face then takes his cock head or fingers to scoop it off my face and feed me all his cum. A few times a month, he likes to lay back in his chair and pull his legs up and have me eat his ass while he shoots cum all up on his chest and stomach and has me slurp it all up. When i first started sucking his cock, he would watch porn. The last several years, he watches me and tells me the little talking he does, what a goddamn great cocksucker i am and he wishes his wife sucked his cock half as good as i do. He likes to watch because he said he loves watching a cocksucker worship his cock and noone has ever worshipped it like me. I tease him, i kiss all around the base of his cock, i lick and nibble his inner thighs and lets his cock rub on my cheeks before i ever touch the cock itself. Then I’ll kiss my way from his pubic hair to the head of his cock and lick every single inch of his shaft. I lick all around the rim then i stop and go to his balls. I always lick and suck on his balls and then when i suck his cock, my hands are always teasing, squeezing, tickling his balls. I never waste one single drop of cum either. If some drips out of my mouth which is rare but he is a very heavy cummer, he loves to watch how I’ll get right down there and lick it off the chair or the floor. I never, ever fail to milk his spend cock as well. As he goes soft, I’ll grab it at the base and milk it like a near empty toothpaste tube getting out that last big drop of cum that I squeeze out and begins to run down the underside of his beautiful cock as my tongue flicks out to catch it and i lick up to his piss slit and take the head in my mouth with a big moan to show him my appreciation for feeding me his cum.

Yip, i love being a cocksucker and love it when that’s the name they call me by!