Am I Normal?

I'm new on here and straight. I don't find men attractive at all; I fancy women like crazy but I love big white cocks - they turn me on so much. A woman with a cock would be my idea of heaven. Is this normal? i would love to have one in my mouth - so thick and with precum. Help - its driving me mad with shame! I have a small 6 inch cock and have total penis envy when I see a big cock.
i love girls with cocks too :)
 
I'm new on here and straight. I don't find men attractive at all; I fancy women like crazy but I love big white cocks - they turn me on so much. A woman with a cock would be my idea of heaven. Is this normal? i would love to have one in my mouth - so thick and with precum. Help - its driving me mad with shame! I have a small 6 inch cock and have total penis envy when I see a big cock.
You sound to be in the same boat as me man haha... IRL i only go for the chesty ladies... and have a desire for sucking off hung hairy cocked men in secret....online in places like this and RP'ing sites is where i let my "desires" fly haha...

You're normal any which way you wanna cut it. Just.... possibly... repressing yourself....
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..... i think you might be repressing the idea that you're POSSIBLY Bisexual to some degree like me... you can say I'm wrong if you think so by all means. But from how you're attracted to cock and the Hung Lady Goddesses like me.... you sound like me... to me haha.

I am not attracted to men at all in the sense of desiring them for romantic purposes like kissing, cuddling, dating and relationships beyond friendship.... i am only into men for their big hairy man cocks and them shoving them in my mouth haha. The farthest a relationship would ever get with me with another man is "Best Friends who put their cock in my mouth" haha.

And like you.... I'm totally all for the Hung Ladies in both Real and Hentai forms haha...

To me you just, sound like me....

So like i said... call me wrong if you think i am wrong and i will shut up haha.... But just to "throw it out there" for ya. Whether you're fighting it "inside" as far as accepting it goes... i think you need to examine the idea / possibility that you might be bisexual to SOME degree. Even if it's only a 90 to 10 ratio like a lot of guys on here are.... me I'm more of a 60 - 40 ratio guy...

Food for self-examination thoughts.... and like i said. If I'm wrong I'm wrong. You just sound like me / how i use to be "back when" haha. Hope my wordsa help your mental struggles a little.o_O
 
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do you ever get the feeling you want to take your 6" cock and pound pussy with it?
all the time - women turn me on. I love oral. When I watch porn it is all about the woman being shocked by the size of a huge cock and in total awe. Its all about the intense surprise and slow sucking. and seeing her face of desire - being submissive and unsure and overwhelmed. Its the worship and the "first experience". I'd love to watch my wife with a huge cock and realise what she never thought of before.
 
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Humans are complicated. I've never had an emotional connection with women but love having my dick and tongue in a pussy. And I have an especial hunger for fake breasts. I've always turned to my male friends for emotional needs but I've never had the urge to have sex with them.
 
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You sound to be in the same boat as me man haha

Hey Nick,

Great post.

As I was reading it, I realised you sounded like me to me, but me about 5 years ago.

At the time I was just like you; liked cock in my mouth, nothing more than friends and so on. Also married to a woman and loved her as well as my sexual relationship with her. And I believed I was more straight than homosexual; possibly about 70/30.

But then I met one guy. To keep it short, we fell in love and it fucked both our heads up; we both realised we were a lot more gay than we had thought.

The thought of that happening with a man never even crossed my mind, and when it did, it was deeper than with any woman I'd ever been in love with. I didn't know that level of love existed until that moment.

I guess what I'm saying is, be careful, maybe? Or that maybe you've not fully discovered yourself.

Whatever it is, I wish you well mate.
 
I'm new on here and straight.

Hey man, as I read your post, it reminded me of where I was in life about 10 years ago.

So deep in the closet, the only porn I watched was either lesbian or hardcore. My subconscious was always screaming out to me that I was a homosexual, but I tried to keep it in that unconscious part of my brain as much as I could.

Now I know why; the guilt, confusion, shame, embarrassment and so on was too much t deal with. Especially since I was married.

Being so deep in the closet, it gets seriously confusing and dark sometimes.

You don;t have to tell anyone else what your sexual preference is, just accept it within yourself. it will save you a lot of self-induced emotional turmoil and infliction.
 
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