I wrote my story here already. If you haven't you can click on my username and see the thread I created with penis injury. My penis got injured 5 years ago when I jelqed/masturbated too hard and pulled it the wrong way. I had tests the last few months and it shows that my problem with my penis are physical and not psychological. My urologist does not know what the actual physical cause is for my penis. He says my only solutions are Viagra, Cialis or injections. I asked many people only about my problem and though they are not doctors, they say I have a blood flow problem. I have this problem where I cannot get or maintain an erection unless I am sitting down with my legs squeezing towards my penis in order to get and maintain an erection. I also have venous leak as well on my left side. I read online that if you're young you can be a possible candidate for those vascular surgery. I'm 23 by the way. Does anyone know of any doctor/surgeon who would be able to examine you and do test and then allow you for surgery? I live in NYC and all these urologists I see don't want to do anything but just tell you to take the pill. I know I did great damage to my penis because immediately after that day back in February 2005, I completely lost my erection and COULD NOT get erect for 6-7 months. Does anyone know the name of any doctor that be able to help me? Most urologists I feel just don't want to do anything but give you the pill and say your fine. Been looking for help for all this time and never got any help. I been very depressed because of this. Thanks.