:indifferent:OK realization she wasn't the bitch I always thought. My ex toward the end would hardly have sex with me. She said when something huts you don't do it. I never considered myself large, only about 7 long 5 around. But, after reading I do rember bottoming out on several occasions, I thought it was great to know I could fill her completly and in the younger days she never said a word. So when she started complaining I thought it was just an excuse. hmmm, live and learn evan after a 25 year marriage ended.