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Chapter 6d
“Oh, I see. So, you’re not really here to meet little ol’ me then. How disappointing.”
“We must discuss Kratos. He didn’t die, you destroyed him and denied me my due. Having done so, you are intruding upon my territory.”
“Elias destroyed Kakia, have you already given him this speech?”
“Kakia used the Chronosian blade in the senseless destruction of a mortal beloved by Eros, and in turn, Elias destroyed her for it. Eros has asked me to consider it justice served, and that I would do. Besides, he no longer has the blade, and despite his status, one day he could be mine. You can still destroy gods, and now—having stood in your presence—I sense you permanently beyond my reach; you are not really alive in the traditional sense and therefore incapable of dying.”
“That’s right. You can never have me, but I could destroy you, and do you know what? I really hate that it boils down to a question of a god getting their way—whether I like it or not—or me having to destroy them just so they would leave me alone. None of you can have me under your thumb; I won’t tolerate it.”
“If you should destroy me,” said Death, “no one would die ever again, and that would be dangerous.”
Ronan shook his head. “No, I’m not falling for it. Kratos was the divine personification of strength. He’s gone, and I can assure you that strength still exists. Your mother is Nyx, the personification of night. If she didn’t exist, would the sun suddenly begin shining on the entire planet simultaneously, or would half always remain in shadow? So, death exists independent of you. Do you know why humans stopped believing in the gods? Because they realized you weren’t necessary, and yet, here you are…superfluous…redundant…expendable even. No doubt, you have power, but you’re not invulnerable to me.”
“That remains to be seen,” said Death, “but you’re not completely invulnerable to me either, so I suggest we come to an arrangement.”
“What sort of arrangement?”
“I ask that you leave me to my job and refrain from destroying any more gods. In exchange for that, I will avoid anyone you designate off-limits.”
“I see three problems with that,” said Ronan. “One, it implies that I would destroy gods for no valid reason like I’m stalking them for sport or something. Two, if gods would leave me alone and not make threats on my friends and loved ones, they’ve nothing to fear from me, so let’s not pretend they have no choice. And three, my friends and loved ones are already off-limits, and I could view what you just said to me as a threat, so back off. I will destroy anyone who touches them, so no deal. If you feel the itch to tackle someone, come after me. You’ll find me a challenge. Have you ever seen what bad kids do to butterflies? You wouldn’t enjoy it. However, I will play just as fair with you as I had with Kratos. You are welcome to leave now in peace, but you will be responsible for what happens to you if you choose to stay. Give Zeus a message. I won’t put up with his shit. He can either leave me, my loved ones, and my friends alone, or he can lose his throne. The choice is his.” Death began to beat his wings and took to the air, but just before he left, Ronan yelled to him, “And one last thing, Death, you visit me again at your peril.”
In the sky, Death faced Ronan while he moved away, as if he feared turning his back on him. With Death in the distance, Ronan’s wings burned away as he picked up his shirt and returned to the superstructure.
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“I don’t get it,” he said. “If Zeus thinks that I will dethrone him, why does he keep poking me with a stick?”
He met his friends, including the captain and first mate on the bridge. The first mate called them there to watch as Ronan spoke to the winged man. Dolos—in the guise of Emma—immediately recognized his brother Thanatos and told the others who he was.
“All the other Stallions kept their head down,” said Emma, “and in doing so, they appeared non-threatening. You’ve drawn attention to yourself. And now, in believing you mean to dethrone him, you have challenged his authority, but worse still, you’ve told him what he must do. If he complies, then he’s not King of the Gods, you are.”
“Ugh…that’s absurd,” said Liam.
She shrugged a little. “He does what he wants, not what he’s told.”
“I’ve told him to leave me alone,” said Ronan. “He’s mistaken if he thinks he has the right to harass anyone he wants just because he’s Zeus.”
“Herr Stallion,” said Captain Stettler, and everyone turned, “I’ve heard the concerns of several crew members after last night. It seems that some of the crew believe you present a danger. I have had time to think on it, and it has occurred to me that if Zeus would try to sink the ship, it would have a greater likelihood if you were aboard. It was bad enough to have Zeus, Poseidon, Hades, and Kratos here, but now we have had a visit by Death. I have never believed in omens, but it doesn’t bode well. I think the time has come for you to leave the ship.”
“Captain…,” said William.
“No, William,” he said, “I think it’s best.”
“I’m truly sorry it has gone this far, captain,” said Ronan, “but I think your first instinct was the right one. I ask that you not allow our recent visitor to change your mind.”
“You said if Zeus tried to sink the ship you weren’t sure what you could do about it.”
“Yes, captain, but if I’m not here, I can do nothing.”
“That assumes he would bother in your absence,” said Captain Stettler. “Now that you have access to more abilities, I need you to find a way off the ship and go. This isn’t just about the ship, it’s about the crew’s livelihood. We need this vessel to complete its round. I will keep my word and donate to the children’s charity. I’m sorry it must be this way, but it’s settled. You should go as soon as you can accomplish it.”
“I understand, captain.” Ronan looked upon Liam, Emma, and William.
“Can you do that?” asked Liam.
“I better start learning how,” he said and made to leave the bridge.
“I’ll be there to help you as soon as I can,” said Emma as he left.
With brows drawn in a severe angle, William broke his usual reserve, “Captain, I believe you misunderstand the depth of the problem. They are gods, and Zeus sounds irrational to me. To hurt Ronan, he could use any or all of us at any time. The distance from him won’t make a difference.”
“If we take our chances either way, then as captain, I think we should take our chances alone.”
“This ship and its cargo can be replaced,” said William, “our lives cannot.”
“If Ronan can do it,” said Emma, “we will take anyone who wants to reach land for safety.”
“Encouraging people to abandon the ship in the middle of the voyage is tantamount to inciting mutiny,” said the captain.
“I couldn’t say that any of the crew is willing to go,” said William, “but if Ronan leaves, I am not staying.”
“You’re the purser,” said Paul, the first mate, “we need you.”
“I am unwilling to take chances with my life. The captain has the legal right to make decisions for this ship; he doesn’t have the legal right to make anyone stay. I have much respect for you, captain, but this isn’t the Deutsche Marine; it’s just a job. I was looking for a job when I found this one; I can find another.”
“What will we do without you?” asked the captain.
“That’s up to you, captain, but if Ronan must leave, consider me resigned as purser of this ship.”
“Do you think to give me an ultimatum?”
“No, I merely exercise my right to leave based on your decision.”
“I will refuse to let you back me into a corner. I will fire you.”
William shook his head. “You mistake me. I know that when you’ve made up your mind about something, you refuse to change it. Ronan was leaving no matter what, so you can’t fire me, I’ve already resigned.”
“You’re making a mistake,” said the captain to William.
He gave that a moment’s thought. “If I leave, and I’m wrong about the ship, good, I can live with being wrong, but I think your judgment in this matter is faulty.”
Emma left to help Ronan, and on return to Emma’s cabin, Liam and William met the attractive blond steward, Garit Bruckhauser, waiting outside the door wearing his white smock.
“Is something wrong?” asked Liam.
“I wanted to speak to William. I know that Otto and Kurt apologized to you this morning, and Frau Nordström returned them to normal. Gustav asked me to tell you that he intends to apologize, but his duties have kept him extremely busy this morning. I also wanted to tell her how much I appreciate her having cursed them.”
“Why is that?” Liam asked.
“I have worked aboard this ship for three years, and Gustav knows I’ve had a serious crush on him, but he thought I only wanted his big dick, and don’t get me wrong, I love it, but he now knows that isn’t the only reason. We had talked before, but we have had in-depth discussions over the last three days. Gustav said the words ‘I’m gay’ aloud last night for the first time, and he admitted that when we complete a circuit and return to Hamburg, he misses me when we don’t see one another on our off days. He also realizes what a jerk he has been.”
“That’s nice to hear,” said William who began to pack. “If he wants to apologize to me in front of Emma, he needs to do it before our passengers leave today. I have resigned as purser, so I’m going with them. I’m unsure when. It depends on how quickly Ronan can do it; it could take just a few hours.”
“Why have you quit?”
“Because when Thanatos showed up, the captain asked our friends to leave, and I think the ship could be in danger if Ronan isn’t here. I have no guarantees of that, and admittedly, I could be entirely wrong, but we have only this one life, so I’m taking no chances. I’m leaving.”
“Well, I’ve always had respect for your intelligence, if you think the chance of danger to the ship is enough to make you leave, then I’m not sure I want to stay.”
“Emma said anyone who wishes to leave with us may do so,” said Liam.
“Don’t leave without me,” he said, “I will talk to Gustav and pack a bag.”
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Emma found Ronan leaning against the railing overlooking the ocean on the main deck outside the port-side hatch. She joined him, and he hadn’t acknowledged her presence before he started talking.
“Are you at all upset that I destroyed your cousin Kratos?”
“It wasn’t personal,” she said. “You hadn’t destroyed him because he was my cousin, or because he was a god; although his being a god forced you to destroy him. He was a problem, and at the time, you hadn’t used your abilities, so you had limited means to deal with him. But that’s not why we’re just standing here, is it? You have a fear of your power.”
He turned to her. “How did you know?”
“The look on your face before you left the bridge. The captain is pushing you before you’re ready. And…because most anyone else would be so excited about it that they would explore it as soon and as quickly as possible. You’ve not even attempted to manifest anything external from yourself, have you?”
He glanced downward. “No,” he whispered, sounding ashamed. “Have I disappointed you?”
She gazed up at him and saw the evidence of his concern writ across his face. She laid her hand on his cheek and stared into him for a moment. “Here you are, probably the most powerful being in the universe, and you worry that you’ve disappointed me.” She started to laugh but the wetness of her eyes showed more than amusement, and she hugged him. “How wonderful you are.”
Suddenly, they heard a series of unknown, heavy metallic sounds at an extraordinary volume from the stern of the ship. TANK…TANK TANK…TANK…TANK, and a BOOM accompanied by a rapid, violent earthquake-like shaking of the ship as Ronan ran into the superstructure. The ship stopped, the general alarm sounded, smoke poured through the hatchway from the bowels of the ship, and people began to run out onto the deck. On his way to the bridge, he met the captain in the process of evacuating the structure.
“What’s happened?” Ronan asked in a hurry.
“We’ve been hit by a meteor shower; we watched them fall. The engine is out, we’re taking on water, and I don’t know whether to blame you or not.”
“There are men trapped in the engine room!” yelled a crewman from the floor below.
A message came from the radio on the captain’s shoulder. “Captain,” said the man, “the lifeboats are missing. I repeat; the lifeboats are missing.”
“Oh, I see. So, you’re not really here to meet little ol’ me then. How disappointing.”
“We must discuss Kratos. He didn’t die, you destroyed him and denied me my due. Having done so, you are intruding upon my territory.”
“Elias destroyed Kakia, have you already given him this speech?”
“Kakia used the Chronosian blade in the senseless destruction of a mortal beloved by Eros, and in turn, Elias destroyed her for it. Eros has asked me to consider it justice served, and that I would do. Besides, he no longer has the blade, and despite his status, one day he could be mine. You can still destroy gods, and now—having stood in your presence—I sense you permanently beyond my reach; you are not really alive in the traditional sense and therefore incapable of dying.”
“That’s right. You can never have me, but I could destroy you, and do you know what? I really hate that it boils down to a question of a god getting their way—whether I like it or not—or me having to destroy them just so they would leave me alone. None of you can have me under your thumb; I won’t tolerate it.”
“If you should destroy me,” said Death, “no one would die ever again, and that would be dangerous.”
Ronan shook his head. “No, I’m not falling for it. Kratos was the divine personification of strength. He’s gone, and I can assure you that strength still exists. Your mother is Nyx, the personification of night. If she didn’t exist, would the sun suddenly begin shining on the entire planet simultaneously, or would half always remain in shadow? So, death exists independent of you. Do you know why humans stopped believing in the gods? Because they realized you weren’t necessary, and yet, here you are…superfluous…redundant…expendable even. No doubt, you have power, but you’re not invulnerable to me.”
“That remains to be seen,” said Death, “but you’re not completely invulnerable to me either, so I suggest we come to an arrangement.”
“What sort of arrangement?”
“I ask that you leave me to my job and refrain from destroying any more gods. In exchange for that, I will avoid anyone you designate off-limits.”
“I see three problems with that,” said Ronan. “One, it implies that I would destroy gods for no valid reason like I’m stalking them for sport or something. Two, if gods would leave me alone and not make threats on my friends and loved ones, they’ve nothing to fear from me, so let’s not pretend they have no choice. And three, my friends and loved ones are already off-limits, and I could view what you just said to me as a threat, so back off. I will destroy anyone who touches them, so no deal. If you feel the itch to tackle someone, come after me. You’ll find me a challenge. Have you ever seen what bad kids do to butterflies? You wouldn’t enjoy it. However, I will play just as fair with you as I had with Kratos. You are welcome to leave now in peace, but you will be responsible for what happens to you if you choose to stay. Give Zeus a message. I won’t put up with his shit. He can either leave me, my loved ones, and my friends alone, or he can lose his throne. The choice is his.” Death began to beat his wings and took to the air, but just before he left, Ronan yelled to him, “And one last thing, Death, you visit me again at your peril.”
In the sky, Death faced Ronan while he moved away, as if he feared turning his back on him. With Death in the distance, Ronan’s wings burned away as he picked up his shirt and returned to the superstructure.
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“I don’t get it,” he said. “If Zeus thinks that I will dethrone him, why does he keep poking me with a stick?”
He met his friends, including the captain and first mate on the bridge. The first mate called them there to watch as Ronan spoke to the winged man. Dolos—in the guise of Emma—immediately recognized his brother Thanatos and told the others who he was.
“All the other Stallions kept their head down,” said Emma, “and in doing so, they appeared non-threatening. You’ve drawn attention to yourself. And now, in believing you mean to dethrone him, you have challenged his authority, but worse still, you’ve told him what he must do. If he complies, then he’s not King of the Gods, you are.”
“Ugh…that’s absurd,” said Liam.
She shrugged a little. “He does what he wants, not what he’s told.”
“I’ve told him to leave me alone,” said Ronan. “He’s mistaken if he thinks he has the right to harass anyone he wants just because he’s Zeus.”
“Herr Stallion,” said Captain Stettler, and everyone turned, “I’ve heard the concerns of several crew members after last night. It seems that some of the crew believe you present a danger. I have had time to think on it, and it has occurred to me that if Zeus would try to sink the ship, it would have a greater likelihood if you were aboard. It was bad enough to have Zeus, Poseidon, Hades, and Kratos here, but now we have had a visit by Death. I have never believed in omens, but it doesn’t bode well. I think the time has come for you to leave the ship.”
“Captain…,” said William.
“No, William,” he said, “I think it’s best.”
“I’m truly sorry it has gone this far, captain,” said Ronan, “but I think your first instinct was the right one. I ask that you not allow our recent visitor to change your mind.”
“You said if Zeus tried to sink the ship you weren’t sure what you could do about it.”
“Yes, captain, but if I’m not here, I can do nothing.”
“That assumes he would bother in your absence,” said Captain Stettler. “Now that you have access to more abilities, I need you to find a way off the ship and go. This isn’t just about the ship, it’s about the crew’s livelihood. We need this vessel to complete its round. I will keep my word and donate to the children’s charity. I’m sorry it must be this way, but it’s settled. You should go as soon as you can accomplish it.”
“I understand, captain.” Ronan looked upon Liam, Emma, and William.
“Can you do that?” asked Liam.
“I better start learning how,” he said and made to leave the bridge.
“I’ll be there to help you as soon as I can,” said Emma as he left.
With brows drawn in a severe angle, William broke his usual reserve, “Captain, I believe you misunderstand the depth of the problem. They are gods, and Zeus sounds irrational to me. To hurt Ronan, he could use any or all of us at any time. The distance from him won’t make a difference.”
“If we take our chances either way, then as captain, I think we should take our chances alone.”
“This ship and its cargo can be replaced,” said William, “our lives cannot.”
“If Ronan can do it,” said Emma, “we will take anyone who wants to reach land for safety.”
“Encouraging people to abandon the ship in the middle of the voyage is tantamount to inciting mutiny,” said the captain.
“I couldn’t say that any of the crew is willing to go,” said William, “but if Ronan leaves, I am not staying.”
“You’re the purser,” said Paul, the first mate, “we need you.”
“I am unwilling to take chances with my life. The captain has the legal right to make decisions for this ship; he doesn’t have the legal right to make anyone stay. I have much respect for you, captain, but this isn’t the Deutsche Marine; it’s just a job. I was looking for a job when I found this one; I can find another.”
“What will we do without you?” asked the captain.
“That’s up to you, captain, but if Ronan must leave, consider me resigned as purser of this ship.”
“Do you think to give me an ultimatum?”
“No, I merely exercise my right to leave based on your decision.”
“I will refuse to let you back me into a corner. I will fire you.”
William shook his head. “You mistake me. I know that when you’ve made up your mind about something, you refuse to change it. Ronan was leaving no matter what, so you can’t fire me, I’ve already resigned.”
“You’re making a mistake,” said the captain to William.
He gave that a moment’s thought. “If I leave, and I’m wrong about the ship, good, I can live with being wrong, but I think your judgment in this matter is faulty.”
Emma left to help Ronan, and on return to Emma’s cabin, Liam and William met the attractive blond steward, Garit Bruckhauser, waiting outside the door wearing his white smock.
“Is something wrong?” asked Liam.
“I wanted to speak to William. I know that Otto and Kurt apologized to you this morning, and Frau Nordström returned them to normal. Gustav asked me to tell you that he intends to apologize, but his duties have kept him extremely busy this morning. I also wanted to tell her how much I appreciate her having cursed them.”
“Why is that?” Liam asked.
“I have worked aboard this ship for three years, and Gustav knows I’ve had a serious crush on him, but he thought I only wanted his big dick, and don’t get me wrong, I love it, but he now knows that isn’t the only reason. We had talked before, but we have had in-depth discussions over the last three days. Gustav said the words ‘I’m gay’ aloud last night for the first time, and he admitted that when we complete a circuit and return to Hamburg, he misses me when we don’t see one another on our off days. He also realizes what a jerk he has been.”
“That’s nice to hear,” said William who began to pack. “If he wants to apologize to me in front of Emma, he needs to do it before our passengers leave today. I have resigned as purser, so I’m going with them. I’m unsure when. It depends on how quickly Ronan can do it; it could take just a few hours.”
“Why have you quit?”
“Because when Thanatos showed up, the captain asked our friends to leave, and I think the ship could be in danger if Ronan isn’t here. I have no guarantees of that, and admittedly, I could be entirely wrong, but we have only this one life, so I’m taking no chances. I’m leaving.”
“Well, I’ve always had respect for your intelligence, if you think the chance of danger to the ship is enough to make you leave, then I’m not sure I want to stay.”
“Emma said anyone who wishes to leave with us may do so,” said Liam.
“Don’t leave without me,” he said, “I will talk to Gustav and pack a bag.”
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Emma found Ronan leaning against the railing overlooking the ocean on the main deck outside the port-side hatch. She joined him, and he hadn’t acknowledged her presence before he started talking.
“Are you at all upset that I destroyed your cousin Kratos?”
“It wasn’t personal,” she said. “You hadn’t destroyed him because he was my cousin, or because he was a god; although his being a god forced you to destroy him. He was a problem, and at the time, you hadn’t used your abilities, so you had limited means to deal with him. But that’s not why we’re just standing here, is it? You have a fear of your power.”
He turned to her. “How did you know?”
“The look on your face before you left the bridge. The captain is pushing you before you’re ready. And…because most anyone else would be so excited about it that they would explore it as soon and as quickly as possible. You’ve not even attempted to manifest anything external from yourself, have you?”
He glanced downward. “No,” he whispered, sounding ashamed. “Have I disappointed you?”
She gazed up at him and saw the evidence of his concern writ across his face. She laid her hand on his cheek and stared into him for a moment. “Here you are, probably the most powerful being in the universe, and you worry that you’ve disappointed me.” She started to laugh but the wetness of her eyes showed more than amusement, and she hugged him. “How wonderful you are.”
Suddenly, they heard a series of unknown, heavy metallic sounds at an extraordinary volume from the stern of the ship. TANK…TANK TANK…TANK…TANK, and a BOOM accompanied by a rapid, violent earthquake-like shaking of the ship as Ronan ran into the superstructure. The ship stopped, the general alarm sounded, smoke poured through the hatchway from the bowels of the ship, and people began to run out onto the deck. On his way to the bridge, he met the captain in the process of evacuating the structure.
“What’s happened?” Ronan asked in a hurry.
“We’ve been hit by a meteor shower; we watched them fall. The engine is out, we’re taking on water, and I don’t know whether to blame you or not.”
“There are men trapped in the engine room!” yelled a crewman from the floor below.
A message came from the radio on the captain’s shoulder. “Captain,” said the man, “the lifeboats are missing. I repeat; the lifeboats are missing.”