First Gay Experience

[Bob S]

I have always been curious, and have jerked to gay and bi porn a lot over the years, but never had the nerve to act on anything. Last year I was at a small get together at a friends house and ran into an old friend who just moved back to the area. We talked for a while and agreed to meet to watch a game and catch up. I assumed that was the end of it until we ran into each other again and made the same empty promise. Two days later Chuck sent me a text and asked if I wanted to come by and watch a game and have some wings and beer. I agreed to come over that Saturday afternoon.

Saturday I showed up, chips and beer in hand, realizing I knew very little about Chuck, and had no idea what he had been up to for the last 10 years. We started into the beer and chatted as he finished up getting the wings and other food together. As the game got out of hand we paid more attention to conversation and less attention to the game. Chuck said he moved back to the area after a bad breakup, and that he was trying to put his life back together. I told him about my divorce, and my fear of commitment and he said he could relate.

We turned our attention back to the game, and after a few minutes I went to the bathroom next to Chuck's office. As I walked by his office on the way back I noticed the rainbow flag on his desk and a box of old DVDs that he had not unpacked (and who still has DVDs??) Being nosy I looked at this collection and saw he had some gay and bi videos, which I was mildly interested in, but then I saw his collection of jerkoff videos. If I considered myself at all bi-curious it would be because of my desire to watch guys jerkoff and shoot a healthy load. I felt myself start to get hard, so I put the videos down and turned to walk back to the den, and as I turned I found myself looking at the smiling face of a very happy Chuck.

"Find anything you like?"

"Oh... I don't know... Sorry I was being nosy..."

Chuck said it was OK, and I could borrow any videos I wanted.

I said I was sorry again and I pushed past him to go back to the den. This time I sat as far to the edge of the couch as I could.

Chuck handed me another beer and sat down at the other end of the couch. I looked over and said "I am sorry, I am acting like a jerk. I just didn't know..."

"What, you didn't know I was gay? I am not embarrassed by it, I just don't announce it."

"I just... I don't know... I just..."

"You just have questions? You just want to know what it is like? You have not had sex in a long time and you want a blow job??"

"No, I don't know. I guess I am just trying to not act like an asshole. I am just embarrassed you busted me looking at your porn."

"Oh, you can look all you want. I would be happy to watch a video with you if you want to. I will also sit here and watch the game and never mention it again if you want to."

We sat in silence for a while. I was trying to get my thoughts together, and then I heard myself say, "Well, what is your favorite one to watch?" As I said it I wanted to get the words back, and I was also glad I said them. Chuck just tuned and looked at me for a few seconds, and then he took the remote, and started hitting buttons until a selection of videos came up. He selected a file and hit play. In a couple of seconds the screen was filled with two men standing face to face, sliding their shorts off. I felt my face flush as I watched them start to stoke their cocks, getting harder and harder. Soon I realized I was as hard as they were. Out of the corner of my eye I saw that Chuck was rubbing his cock through his shorts.

"You can rub yourself if you want to."

I just stared at the screen. I felt myself getting harder, my heart was racing... I let my eyes travel from the screen to Chuck. He was still rubbing himself through his shorts, but when he noticed me looking at him he slid his hand up and unzipped his pants. I could not take my eyes off him. He slid his hand up and unbuttoned his shorts... I could see he was not wearing underwear and my nerves began to give way to excitement and lust... He lifted himself up a bit off the sofa and slid his shorts down... his large, hard cock pointed toward the ceiling, and his hand started rubbing up and down his shaft.

I heard myself swallow hard. Chuck reached up and took off his shirt.

"Now it is your turn. Take something off for me."

Before I could think I took off my shirt and Chuck slid over and sat inches from me.

His hand slid to mine and he guided my hand to his chest. I closed my eyes as he ran my hand through his chest hair. He moaned and i started to pull away. He pulled my hand back to his chest... and then down across his abs...

"You ok?" he asked.

I nodded slightly.

He slid my hand to his cock. It was hard and soft, I touched it gently, but didn't know what to do. "Stroke me" Chuck moaned.

I felt Chuck's hand touch and start to rub my thigh. I closed my eyes and hoped he would stop, but I quietly begged him to keep going. His fingers slowly slid under my shorts and kept rubbing my leg. My skin was electric.

"I want to see you take off your shorts for me."

I reached down and unbuttoned and unzipped my shorts. Excited... unsure... they fell to the floor.

"Now your boxers."

My cock was straining against my boxers, and it flopped out as I slid them down.

"Close your eyes."

I laid back and closed my eyes.

Chucks lips touched my left nipple and I jumped.

"Don't be nervous."

His lips returned to my nipple, then across to my other nipple. then he kissed down my belly... covering every inch of my abs. I was on fire. I could feel myself surrendering to him.

Slowly he worked his way down as his hand slid to my now throbbing cock. his tongue slid across my tight balls, and I heard a primal moan slip form my throat. I looked down to see Chuck smile up at me. His tongue slid up my cock, and he slid his mouth over the head of my cock. I don't know what he did but I had never felt anything like the blow job he started giving me. My body felt like I was flying.

As I felt like I was about to explode he pulled my cock out of his mouth. "Not yet.. We have a lot more playing to do."

Chuck stood up and his cock hovered inches from my face. I could see the precum dripping from his thick cock. He started to slowly stroke himself. He then leaned toward me and touched the head of his cock to my lips. I slowly opened my mouth as he slid the head into my mouth. I could tase the sweet pre as his cock slid his cock across my tongue. My lips closed around his cock as he started sliding in and out of my mouth. I started sucking as hard as I could, burying my face in his thick pubes.

I choked as his cock filled my mouth and he slowed his thrusts, but not for long. He was soon filling my mouth as he thrust harder and harder. My mouth was a willing accomplice to his lustful thrusts, and suddenly he pulled out, stoked one or two times, and his cum started shooting all over my face. Rope after rope shot on me. Without thinking I opened my mouth and took a shot across my lips and deep into my mouth. When he shot his last rope he started rubbing his cock across my face, wiping his cum all over me. He then bent over and kissed my lips, taking his cum into his mouth as it run from mine.

I felt his hand on my cock, stroking me with as he kissed my lips. Before I knew it he was on his knees, sucking me as hard as he could, bobbing up and down on me. My brain exploded as my balls unleashed my load for what felt like minutes. He eagerly sucked my entire load into his mouth and swallowed as I collapsed back into the couch cushion.

Chuck sat down next to me, unsure how I would react. I looked up and smiled. He leaned over and hugged me as I caught my breath.

 

[AllDixNeedLuv69]

I knew I was gay… liked guys fror a very long time and never tried to hide it

 

[Thom Hewson]

I'm horned up to relive a very formative moment right now. But I'll try to cut to the chase.
I married and raised two wonderful sons having told my wife from the start of my attraction to men. "That's ok," she said, "I love you anyway." WIth those four words I fell blindly in love, smitten by the idea that no other woman would have me, and unable to see all the other incompatibilities between us.
For 25 years, I told myself being with a man was the one thing i wouldn't do, to honor my marital vows. I had had only a handful of furtive encounters..no glory holes, more like a college classmate slipping into my room at night and moments of frenzied action, but nothing even close to a real relationship. Even the undergrad i started to fall in love with in grad school bailed as i confessed my feelings of religious guilt and convulsed on the floor--only to learn years later i was having a full on orgasm.
The year my elder son was applying to college, i was at wit's end with all the put downs by my wife and all the attitude a very independent teen could muster.
Long story short (to get to the good part)... a salesman came on to me in a dressing room...that experience rocked my world (more like a slap up the side of the head). I started writing about it in a yahoo group, met a soldier in DC who encouraged me to "find someone local', and posted profiles on a couple sites to start talking with guys about their lives... to find out if i really wanted to turn my life upside down to live like them.

Out of the blue on silverdaddies, a mysterious younger man wrote to me. I wrote back. He seems self assured, yet shy, or extremely private. We talked on the phone and he asked me very direct questions i was not really prepared to answer. Eventually we met for drinks at an outdoor cafe. He told me to open the top buttons of my shirt so he could see my chest hair. i could feel myself swoon...

Tom is 12 years younger (he was in his 30s then). Native Polish software engineer, china white skin and the strapping build of a former gymnast. Rugged good looks, a very solid personality, not a flaky type at all. He'd been messed over by a failed relationship that tanked his credit as the home they owned went into foreclosure and he moved back to Chicago to care for his elderly mom.

our first date we had drinks at an outdoor bar. he wanted me to unbutton the top button of my shirt to see my chest hair.

a week later he had a dinner meeting downtown, and a room at a hotel nearby. we met around 3 before dinner... the world stopped when he slid the door shut with his heel.. turned around and groped me with a solid strong hand. i could feel his rocket already pointing out of his shorts as i reached for his shorts.

we did not fuck that time, but made out for hours and finally shot all over one another. i remember hitting his eye and he was so impressed.

After that he loved tossing me on the bed and rimming so thoroughly that his solid thick uncut 8" slid right in without lube. He likes being in charge and switching positions... then flipping on his back to get fucked long and slow... holding his knees to his chest with his eyes rolling back as i probe him deeper and deeper.

as i drove home that first time, to the wife and kids, i felt completely changed. all the guilt and loathing was gone. i truly felt like a new man.

the first time he came in me he took a photo of his cum seeping out of my hole. i treasure that photo as a souvenir of my new life. I look forward to seeing him again next week...

 

[daftman]

I have always been curious, and have jerked to gay and bi porn a lot over the years, but never had the nerve to act on anything. Last year I was at a small get together at a friends house and ran into an old friend who just moved back to the area. We talked for a while and agreed to meet to watch a game and catch up. I assumed that was the end of it until we ran into each other again and made the same empty promise. Two days later Chuck sent me a text and asked if I wanted to come by and watch a game and have some wings and beer. I agreed to come over that Saturday afternoon.

Saturday I showed up, chips and beer in hand, realizing I knew very little about Chuck, and had no idea what he had been up to for the last 10 years. We started into the beer and chatted as he finished up getting the wings and other food together. As the game got out of hand we paid more attention to conversation and less attention to the game. Chuck said he moved back to the area after a bad breakup, and that he was trying to put his life back together. I told him about my divorce, and my fear of commitment and he said he could relate.

We turned our attention back to the game, and after a few minutes I went to the bathroom next to Chuck's office. As I walked by his office on the way back I noticed the rainbow flag on his desk and a box of old DVDs that he had not unpacked (and who still has DVDs??) Being nosy I looked at this collection and saw he had some gay and bi videos, which I was mildly interested in, but then I saw his collection of jerkoff videos. If I considered myself at all bi-curious it would be because of my desire to watch guys jerkoff and shoot a healthy load. I felt myself start to get hard, so I put the videos down and turned to walk back to the den, and as I turned I found myself looking at the smiling face of a very happy Chuck.

"Find anything you like?"

"Oh... I don't know... Sorry I was being nosy..."

Chuck said it was OK, and I could borrow any videos I wanted.

I said I was sorry again and I pushed past him to go back to the den. This time I sat as far to the edge of the couch as I could.

Chuck handed me another beer and sat down at the other end of the couch. I looked over and said "I am sorry, I am acting like a jerk. I just didn't know..."

"What, you didn't know I was gay? I am not embarrassed by it, I just don't announce it."

"I just... I don't know... I just..."

"You just have questions? You just want to know what it is like? You have not had sex in a long time and you want a blow job??"

"No, I don't know. I guess I am just trying to not act like an asshole. I am just embarrassed you busted me looking at your porn."

"Oh, you can look all you want. I would be happy to watch a video with you if you want to. I will also sit here and watch the game and never mention it again if you want to."

We sat in silence for a while. I was trying to get my thoughts together, and then I heard myself say, "Well, what is your favorite one to watch?" As I said it I wanted to get the words back, and I was also glad I said them. Chuck just tuned and looked at me for a few seconds, and then he took the remote, and started hitting buttons until a selection of videos came up. He selected a file and hit play. In a couple of seconds the screen was filled with two men standing face to face, sliding their shorts off. I felt my face flush as I watched them start to stoke their cocks, getting harder and harder. Soon I realized I was as hard as they were. Out of the corner of my eye I saw that Chuck was rubbing his cock through his shorts.

"You can rub yourself if you want to."

I just stared at the screen. I felt myself getting harder, my heart was racing... I let my eyes travel from the screen to Chuck. He was still rubbing himself through his shorts, but when he noticed me looking at him he slid his hand up and unzipped his pants. I could not take my eyes off him. He slid his hand up and unbuttoned his shorts... I could see he was not wearing underwear and my nerves began to give way to excitement and lust... He lifted himself up a bit off the sofa and slid his shorts down... his large, hard cock pointed toward the ceiling, and his hand started rubbing up and down his shaft.

I heard myself swallow hard. Chuck reached up and took off his shirt.

"Now it is your turn. Take something off for me."

Before I could think I took off my shirt and Chuck slid over and sat inches from me.

His hand slid to mine and he guided my hand to his chest. I closed my eyes as he ran my hand through his chest hair. He moaned and i started to pull away. He pulled my hand back to his chest... and then down across his abs...

"You ok?" he asked.

I nodded slightly.

He slid my hand to his cock. It was hard and soft, I touched it gently, but didn't know what to do. "Stroke me" Chuck moaned.

I felt Chuck's hand touch and start to rub my thigh. I closed my eyes and hoped he would stop, but I quietly begged him to keep going. His fingers slowly slid under my shorts and kept rubbing my leg. My skin was electric.

"I want to see you take off your shorts for me."

I reached down and unbuttoned and unzipped my shorts. Excited... unsure... they fell to the floor.

"Now your boxers."

My cock was straining against my boxers, and it flopped out as I slid them down.

"Close your eyes."

I laid back and closed my eyes.

Chucks lips touched my left nipple and I jumped.

"Don't be nervous."

His lips returned to my nipple, then across to my other nipple. then he kissed down my belly... covering every inch of my abs. I was on fire. I could feel myself surrendering to him.

Slowly he worked his way down as his hand slid to my now throbbing cock. his tongue slid across my tight balls, and I heard a primal moan slip form my throat. I looked down to see Chuck smile up at me. His tongue slid up my cock, and he slid his mouth over the head of my cock. I don't know what he did but I had never felt anything like the blow job he started giving me. My body felt like I was flying.

As I felt like I was about to explode he pulled my cock out of his mouth. "Not yet.. We have a lot more playing to do."

Chuck stood up and his cock hovered inches from my face. I could see the precum dripping from his thick cock. He started to slowly stroke himself. He then leaned toward me and touched the head of his cock to my lips. I slowly opened my mouth as he slid the head into my mouth. I could tase the sweet pre as his cock slid his cock across my tongue. My lips closed around his cock as he started sliding in and out of my mouth. I started sucking as hard as I could, burying my face in his thick pubes.

I choked as his cock filled my mouth and he slowed his thrusts, but not for long. He was soon filling my mouth as he thrust harder and harder. My mouth was a willing accomplice to his lustful thrusts, and suddenly he pulled out, stoked one or two times, and his cum started shooting all over my face. Rope after rope shot on me. Without thinking I opened my mouth and took a shot across my lips and deep into my mouth. When he shot his last rope he started rubbing his cock across my face, wiping his cum all over me. He then bent over and kissed my lips, taking his cum into his mouth as it run from mine.

I felt his hand on my cock, stroking me with as he kissed my lips. Before I knew it he was on his knees, sucking me as hard as he could, bobbing up and down on me. My brain exploded as my balls unleashed my load for what felt like minutes. He eagerly sucked my entire load into his mouth and swallowed as I collapsed back into the couch cushion.

Chuck sat down next to me, unsure how I would react. I looked up and smiled. He leaned over and hugged me as I caught my breath.

my dick is out...

 

[AllDixNeedLuv69]

I'm horned up to relive a very formative moment right now. But I'll try to cut to the chase.
I married and raised two wonderful sons having told my wife from the start of my attraction to men. "That's ok," she said, "I love you anyway." WIth those four words I fell blindly in love, smitten by the idea that no other woman would have me, and unable to see all the other incompatibilities between us.
For 25 years, I told myself being with a man was the one thing i wouldn't do, to honor my marital vows. I had had only a handful of furtive encounters..no glory holes, more like a college classmate slipping into my room at night and moments of frenzied action, but nothing even close to a real relationship. Even the undergrad i started to fall in love with in grad school bailed as i confessed my feelings of religious guilt and convulsed on the floor--only to learn years later i was having a full on orgasm.
The year my elder son was applying to college, i was at wit's end with all the put downs by my wife and all the attitude a very independent teen could muster.
Long story short (to get to the good part)... a salesman came on to me in a dressing room...that experience rocked my world (more like a slap up the side of the head). I started writing about it in a yahoo group, met a soldier in DC who encouraged me to "find someone local', and posted profiles on a couple sites to start talking with guys about their lives... to find out if i really wanted to turn my life upside down to live like them.

Out of the blue on silverdaddies, a mysterious younger man wrote to me. I wrote back. He seems self assured, yet shy, or extremely private. We talked on the phone and he asked me very direct questions i was not really prepared to answer. Eventually we met for drinks at an outdoor cafe. He told me to open the top buttons of my shirt so he could see my chest hair. i could feel myself swoon...

Tom is 12 years younger (he was in his 30s then). Native Polish software engineer, china white skin and the strapping build of a former gymnast. Rugged good looks, a very solid personality, not a flaky type at all. He'd been messed over by a failed relationship that tanked his credit as the home they owned went into foreclosure and he moved back to Chicago to care for his elderly mom.

our first date we had drinks at an outdoor bar. he wanted me to unbutton the top button of my shirt to see my chest hair.

a week later he had a dinner meeting downtown, and a room at a hotel nearby. we met around 3 before dinner... the world stopped when he slid the door shut with his heel.. turned around and groped me with a solid strong hand. i could feel his rocket already pointing out of his shorts as i reached for his shorts.

we did not fuck that time, but made out for hours and finally shot all over one another. i remember hitting his eye and he was so impressed.

After that he loved tossing me on the bed and rimming so thoroughly that his solid thick uncut 8" slid right in without lube. He likes being in charge and switching positions... then flipping on his back to get fucked long and slow... holding his knees to his chest with his eyes rolling back as i probe him deeper and deeper.

as i drove home that first time, to the wife and kids, i felt completely changed. all the guilt and loathing was gone. i truly felt like a new man.

the first time he came in me he took a photo of his cum seeping out of my hole. i treasure that photo as a souvenir of my new life. I look forward to seeing him again next week...

Get a video of head of his dick penetrating your hole and sliding in and out few times then let him pull out and look at your hole at how much his dick just opened and stretched that hole .. then let slide back in… this scene is so freakin hot. To me

 

[Thom Hewson]

Get a video of head of his dick penetrating your hole and sliding in and out few times then let him pull out and look at your hole at how much his dick just opened and stretched that hole .. then let slide back in… this scene is so freakin hot. To me

@AllDixNeedLuv69 I'm sorry i didn't get any photos the other night...though i do have some video of my dick sliding in and out of his hole!

last week i was at a conference downtown.. he came to my hotel room on Friday evening. Couldn't stay the night, but we had quite a romp. He loves to get fucked and I love seeing his eyes roll back when i am in him. I especially like that he favors long, slow and gentle... in fact even before we shot together he wanted me to just spoon him buried deep inside... that is something i could have done for hours. He flipped between a few different positions and this time we tried him squatting on me on a chair. there is a lot of kissing and pec to pec contact... and once again, i am in awe that he just slide in me painlessly after giving me a good rimming.

I'm worried about him though... last time was the very first time in the almost 10 years I've known him that he only went one round. Usually after a half hour rest he is all charged up to fuck, and cum, a second time. He said 'it doesn't work like it used to' ... it didn't seem like he'd gained more weight but he probably has been more inactive and needs to at least get the circulation going some more... I pondered for a moment what kind of difference a Viagra or Cialis would make in a 48 year old because he was still the same amazing guy all the way through ... i think a lot is just worrying him and that stress certainly gets in the way...i was sad he couldn't make it back downtown Sunday morning for another round. His much older siblings don't pitch in equitably to care for their mom and give him a little break. He'd had dinner with the family Sat night and had a 'rough' night with them which was still upsetting in the morning.

 

[AllDixNeedLuv69]

i am 51 years old and a bottom...whoever my top is can go 1 round or 5 if he wants--i am there ready to take what he is ready to deliver into my ass or mouth

 

[lycraluvr223]

I have always been curious, and have jerked to gay and bi porn a lot over the years, but never had the nerve to act on anything. Last year I was at a small get together at a friends house and ran into an old friend who just moved back to the area. We talked for a while and agreed to meet to watch a game and catch up. I assumed that was the end of it until we ran into each other again and made the same empty promise. Two days later Chuck sent me a text and asked if I wanted to come by and watch a game and have some wings and beer. I agreed to come over that Saturday afternoon.

Saturday I showed up, chips and beer in hand, realizing I knew very little about Chuck, and had no idea what he had been up to for the last 10 years. We started into the beer and chatted as he finished up getting the wings and other food together. As the game got out of hand we paid more attention to conversation and less attention to the game. Chuck said he moved back to the area after a bad breakup, and that he was trying to put his life back together. I told him about my divorce, and my fear of commitment and he said he could relate.

We turned our attention back to the game, and after a few minutes I went to the bathroom next to Chuck's office. As I walked by his office on the way back I noticed the rainbow flag on his desk and a box of old DVDs that he had not unpacked (and who still has DVDs??) Being nosy I looked at this collection and saw he had some gay and bi videos, which I was mildly interested in, but then I saw his collection of jerkoff videos. If I considered myself at all bi-curious it would be because of my desire to watch guys jerkoff and shoot a healthy load. I felt myself start to get hard, so I put the videos down and turned to walk back to the den, and as I turned I found myself looking at the smiling face of a very happy Chuck.

"Find anything you like?"

"Oh... I don't know... Sorry I was being nosy..."

Chuck said it was OK, and I could borrow any videos I wanted.

I said I was sorry again and I pushed past him to go back to the den. This time I sat as far to the edge of the couch as I could.

Chuck handed me another beer and sat down at the other end of the couch. I looked over and said "I am sorry, I am acting like a jerk. I just didn't know..."

"What, you didn't know I was gay? I am not embarrassed by it, I just don't announce it."

"I just... I don't know... I just..."

"You just have questions? You just want to know what it is like? You have not had sex in a long time and you want a blow job??"

"No, I don't know. I guess I am just trying to not act like an asshole. I am just embarrassed you busted me looking at your porn."

"Oh, you can look all you want. I would be happy to watch a video with you if you want to. I will also sit here and watch the game and never mention it again if you want to."

We sat in silence for a while. I was trying to get my thoughts together, and then I heard myself say, "Well, what is your favorite one to watch?" As I said it I wanted to get the words back, and I was also glad I said them. Chuck just tuned and looked at me for a few seconds, and then he took the remote, and started hitting buttons until a selection of videos came up. He selected a file and hit play. In a couple of seconds the screen was filled with two men standing face to face, sliding their shorts off. I felt my face flush as I watched them start to stoke their cocks, getting harder and harder. Soon I realized I was as hard as they were. Out of the corner of my eye I saw that Chuck was rubbing his cock through his shorts.

"You can rub yourself if you want to."

I just stared at the screen. I felt myself getting harder, my heart was racing... I let my eyes travel from the screen to Chuck. He was still rubbing himself through his shorts, but when he noticed me looking at him he slid his hand up and unzipped his pants. I could not take my eyes off him. He slid his hand up and unbuttoned his shorts... I could see he was not wearing underwear and my nerves began to give way to excitement and lust... He lifted himself up a bit off the sofa and slid his shorts down... his large, hard cock pointed toward the ceiling, and his hand started rubbing up and down his shaft.

I heard myself swallow hard. Chuck reached up and took off his shirt.

"Now it is your turn. Take something off for me."

Before I could think I took off my shirt and Chuck slid over and sat inches from me.

His hand slid to mine and he guided my hand to his chest. I closed my eyes as he ran my hand through his chest hair. He moaned and i started to pull away. He pulled my hand back to his chest... and then down across his abs...

"You ok?" he asked.

I nodded slightly.

He slid my hand to his cock. It was hard and soft, I touched it gently, but didn't know what to do. "Stroke me" Chuck moaned.

I felt Chuck's hand touch and start to rub my thigh. I closed my eyes and hoped he would stop, but I quietly begged him to keep going. His fingers slowly slid under my shorts and kept rubbing my leg. My skin was electric.

"I want to see you take off your shorts for me."

I reached down and unbuttoned and unzipped my shorts. Excited... unsure... they fell to the floor.

"Now your boxers."

My cock was straining against my boxers, and it flopped out as I slid them down.

"Close your eyes."

I laid back and closed my eyes.

Chucks lips touched my left nipple and I jumped.

"Don't be nervous."

His lips returned to my nipple, then across to my other nipple. then he kissed down my belly... covering every inch of my abs. I was on fire. I could feel myself surrendering to him.

Slowly he worked his way down as his hand slid to my now throbbing cock. his tongue slid across my tight balls, and I heard a primal moan slip form my throat. I looked down to see Chuck smile up at me. His tongue slid up my cock, and he slid his mouth over the head of my cock. I don't know what he did but I had never felt anything like the blow job he started giving me. My body felt like I was flying.

As I felt like I was about to explode he pulled my cock out of his mouth. "Not yet.. We have a lot more playing to do."

Chuck stood up and his cock hovered inches from my face. I could see the precum dripping from his thick cock. He started to slowly stroke himself. He then leaned toward me and touched the head of his cock to my lips. I slowly opened my mouth as he slid the head into my mouth. I could tase the sweet pre as his cock slid his cock across my tongue. My lips closed around his cock as he started sliding in and out of my mouth. I started sucking as hard as I could, burying my face in his thick pubes.

I choked as his cock filled my mouth and he slowed his thrusts, but not for long. He was soon filling my mouth as he thrust harder and harder. My mouth was a willing accomplice to his lustful thrusts, and suddenly he pulled out, stoked one or two times, and his cum started shooting all over my face. Rope after rope shot on me. Without thinking I opened my mouth and took a shot across my lips and deep into my mouth. When he shot his last rope he started rubbing his cock across my face, wiping his cum all over me. He then bent over and kissed my lips, taking his cum into his mouth as it run from mine.

I felt his hand on my cock, stroking me with as he kissed my lips. Before I knew it he was on his knees, sucking me as hard as he could, bobbing up and down on me. My brain exploded as my balls unleashed my load for what felt like minutes. He eagerly sucked my entire load into his mouth and swallowed as I collapsed back into the couch cushion.

Chuck sat down next to me, unsure how I would react. I looked up and smiled. He leaned over and hugged me as I caught my breath.

That was intense. Love it.

 

[oUwUo]

I'm horned up to relive a very formative moment right now. But I'll try to cut to the chase.
I married and raised two wonderful sons having told my wife from the start of my attraction to men. "That's ok," she said, "I love you anyway." WIth those four words I fell blindly in love, smitten by the idea that no other woman would have me, and unable to see all the other incompatibilities between us.
For 25 years, I told myself being with a man was the one thing i wouldn't do, to honor my marital vows. I had had only a handful of furtive encounters..no glory holes, more like a college classmate slipping into my room at night and moments of frenzied action, but nothing even close to a real relationship. Even the undergrad i started to fall in love with in grad school bailed as i confessed my feelings of religious guilt and convulsed on the floor--only to learn years later i was having a full on orgasm.
The year my elder son was applying to college, i was at wit's end with all the put downs by my wife and all the attitude a very independent teen could muster.
Long story short (to get to the good part)... a salesman came on to me in a dressing room...that experience rocked my world (more like a slap up the side of the head). I started writing about it in a yahoo group, met a soldier in DC who encouraged me to "find someone local', and posted profiles on a couple sites to start talking with guys about their lives... to find out if i really wanted to turn my life upside down to live like them.

Out of the blue on silverdaddies, a mysterious younger man wrote to me. I wrote back. He seems self assured, yet shy, or extremely private. We talked on the phone and he asked me very direct questions i was not really prepared to answer. Eventually we met for drinks at an outdoor cafe. He told me to open the top buttons of my shirt so he could see my chest hair. i could feel myself swoon...

Tom is 12 years younger (he was in his 30s then). Native Polish software engineer, china white skin and the strapping build of a former gymnast. Rugged good looks, a very solid personality, not a flaky type at all. He'd been messed over by a failed relationship that tanked his credit as the home they owned went into foreclosure and he moved back to Chicago to care for his elderly mom.

our first date we had drinks at an outdoor bar. he wanted me to unbutton the top button of my shirt to see my chest hair.

a week later he had a dinner meeting downtown, and a room at a hotel nearby. we met around 3 before dinner... the world stopped when he slid the door shut with his heel.. turned around and groped me with a solid strong hand. i could feel his rocket already pointing out of his shorts as i reached for his shorts.

we did not fuck that time, but made out for hours and finally shot all over one another. i remember hitting his eye and he was so impressed.

After that he loved tossing me on the bed and rimming so thoroughly that his solid thick uncut 8" slid right in without lube. He likes being in charge and switching positions... then flipping on his back to get fucked long and slow... holding his knees to his chest with his eyes rolling back as i probe him deeper and deeper.

as i drove home that first time, to the wife and kids, i felt completely changed. all the guilt and loathing was gone. i truly felt like a new man.

the first time he came in me he took a photo of his cum seeping out of my hole. i treasure that photo as a souvenir of my new life. I look forward to seeing him again next week...

I am happy to read that you felt at peace after your first encounter. After years of self-control, you deserved a chance to experience the part of you that you were inhibiting. Wishing you all the best and continued joy.

 

[Thom Hewson]

I am happy to read that you felt at peace after your first encounter. After years of self-control, you deserved a chance to experience the part of you that you were inhibiting. Wishing you all the best and continued joy.

@oUwUo thank you.
I should add that Tom was all business.

after him I was lucky to experience love.. or at least someone who freely said back, I love you... but he was a contradicting mix of wonderful spontaneous passion... even in daringly unlikely places! ... and freaking out guilt about his public life as a grandfather and Lutheran school teacher in a rural town. He bailed and ran on me a third time right after driving 800 miles to do some genealogy research in my hometown (second trip like that ! ) when I was there visiting my parents. I even took him to dinner with them to celebrate their anniversary and him receiving his EdD. We had a night together in a cabin and a second night in the college dorms at my reunions. THEN he invited me to a BBQ at home to celebrate their 40th wedding anniversary... and broke it all off a couple days later as we were planning another visit in the city where his mom still lives in the childhood home....
This time.. I don't think I should encourage him any more or take him back even if he makes the first move. He didn't even answer a couple emails. Waiting to see if he should wish me a happy birthday in two days... even on Facebook... if not I will force myself to delete his in Nov from my calendar...

Tom is back though. There is more friendly interaction. But it seems his life caring for his mom doesn't allow much free time for just hanging out like at the beach which is so nice here but a really short season. I've had some hotel nights downtown and once he could come to my house.
Looking forward to a birthday fuck with him later this month. He said i always need one.. "it's like water..."
I couldn't agree more.

 

[oUwUo]

@oUwUo thank you.
I should add that Tom was all business.

after him I was lucky to experience love.. or at least someone who freely said back, I love you... but he was a contradicting mix of wonderful spontaneous passion... even in daringly unlikely places! ... and freaking out guilt about his public life as a grandfather and Lutheran school teacher in a rural town. He bailed and ran on me a third time right after driving 800 miles to do some genealogy research in my hometown (second trip like that ! ) when I was there visiting my parents. I even took him to dinner with them to celebrate their anniversary and him receiving his EdD. We had a night together in a cabin and a second night in the college dorms at my reunions. THEN he invited me to a BBQ at home to celebrate their 40th wedding anniversary... and broke it all off a couple days later as we were planning another visit in the city where his mom still lives in the childhood home....
This time.. I don't think I should encourage him any more or take him back even if he makes the first move. He didn't even answer a couple emails. Waiting to see if he should wish me a happy birthday in two days... even on Facebook... if not I will force myself to delete his in Nov from my calendar...

Tom is back though. There is more friendly interaction. But it seems his life caring for his mom doesn't allow much free time for just hanging out like at the beach which is so nice here but a really short season. I've had some hotel nights downtown and once he could come to my house.
Looking forward to a birthday fuck with him later this month. He said i always need one.. "it's like water..."
I couldn't agree more.

I hope it goes well and as you hope it goes. Out yourself and your needs first in the situation. If it makes you good great. If you feel it will hurt you then consider the alternative. Your happiness first.

 

[Thom Hewson]

@oUwUo Tom always feels great, thanks!
So gratifying to know he remembers little things like hitting his eye when i came or how much he enjoys having me in him.. seeing his eyes roll back is pretty cool. He finds my balls to be large ( or rather his are smaller) and that really turns him on. Mostly I think he just appreciates me being a loyal friend. I think as an oops baby much younger than his siblings.. one brother already died... he's been more of a loner or raised like an only child?? Very committed to family in a traditional old country way.. which is a good thing and rare these days... but i don't get the sense he's surrounded by a throng of close friendships with cousins like even I have with a much smaller immediate family

The one thing I feel bad for him, he was 38 or 40 when we met and so virile he always went two rounds when we got together. I guess he's gained a little weight ...mostly hasn't been working out for a long time..still sexy AF and very immediately responsive.. but I'm beginning to wonder if the general malaise of feeling cooped up caring for his aged mom, inactivity and stress over unsupportive family members not sharing the mom burden is behind some changes... he almost came very quickly and lasted awhile longer but demurred going a second round. Idk maybe felt time pressure to get home to mom. But distinctly said it doesn't work like it used to....

It's all good with me.... I'm not disappointed or anything but I'd love for him to really be able to relax fully. I'm afraid that won't happen till his mom is no longer with us and then I know he'll bail for his condo in Ft Lauderdale just as soon as he can dispose of the Chicago home.

 

[Sydnari]

I had my first experience when I was really young by 50s and 60s couple at a nudist beach. I felt l finally got that I really had been waiting for and I felt that was much better than my fantasy.

after that I had sexual experiences with plenty number of my age guys and I found out my preference is mature experienced guys.

 

[brandon38]

I have always been curious, and have jerked to gay and bi porn a lot over the years, but never had the nerve to act on anything. Last year I was at a small get together at a friends house and ran into an old friend who just moved back to the area. We talked for a while and agreed to meet to watch a game and catch up. I assumed that was the end of it until we ran into each other again and made the same empty promise. Two days later Chuck sent me a text and asked if I wanted to come by and watch a game and have some wings and beer. I agreed to come over that Saturday afternoon.

Saturday I showed up, chips and beer in hand, realizing I knew very little about Chuck, and had no idea what he had been up to for the last 10 years. We started into the beer and chatted as he finished up getting the wings and other food together. As the game got out of hand we paid more attention to conversation and less attention to the game. Chuck said he moved back to the area after a bad breakup, and that he was trying to put his life back together. I told him about my divorce, and my fear of commitment and he said he could relate.

We turned our attention back to the game, and after a few minutes I went to the bathroom next to Chuck's office. As I walked by his office on the way back I noticed the rainbow flag on his desk and a box of old DVDs that he had not unpacked (and who still has DVDs??) Being nosy I looked at this collection and saw he had some gay and bi videos, which I was mildly interested in, but then I saw his collection of jerkoff videos. If I considered myself at all bi-curious it would be because of my desire to watch guys jerkoff and shoot a healthy load. I felt myself start to get hard, so I put the videos down and turned to walk back to the den, and as I turned I found myself looking at the smiling face of a very happy Chuck.

"Find anything you like?"

"Oh... I don't know... Sorry I was being nosy..."

Chuck said it was OK, and I could borrow any videos I wanted.

I said I was sorry again and I pushed past him to go back to the den. This time I sat as far to the edge of the couch as I could.

Chuck handed me another beer and sat down at the other end of the couch. I looked over and said "I am sorry, I am acting like a jerk. I just didn't know..."

"What, you didn't know I was gay? I am not embarrassed by it, I just don't announce it."

"I just... I don't know... I just..."

"You just have questions? You just want to know what it is like? You have not had sex in a long time and you want a blow job??"

"No, I don't know. I guess I am just trying to not act like an asshole. I am just embarrassed you busted me looking at your porn."

"Oh, you can look all you want. I would be happy to watch a video with you if you want to. I will also sit here and watch the game and never mention it again if you want to."

We sat in silence for a while. I was trying to get my thoughts together, and then I heard myself say, "Well, what is your favorite one to watch?" As I said it I wanted to get the words back, and I was also glad I said them. Chuck just tuned and looked at me for a few seconds, and then he took the remote, and started hitting buttons until a selection of videos came up. He selected a file and hit play. In a couple of seconds the screen was filled with two men standing face to face, sliding their shorts off. I felt my face flush as I watched them start to stoke their cocks, getting harder and harder. Soon I realized I was as hard as they were. Out of the corner of my eye I saw that Chuck was rubbing his cock through his shorts.

"You can rub yourself if you want to."

I just stared at the screen. I felt myself getting harder, my heart was racing... I let my eyes travel from the screen to Chuck. He was still rubbing himself through his shorts, but when he noticed me looking at him he slid his hand up and unzipped his pants. I could not take my eyes off him. He slid his hand up and unbuttoned his shorts... I could see he was not wearing underwear and my nerves began to give way to excitement and lust... He lifted himself up a bit off the sofa and slid his shorts down... his large, hard cock pointed toward the ceiling, and his hand started rubbing up and down his shaft.

I heard myself swallow hard. Chuck reached up and took off his shirt.

"Now it is your turn. Take something off for me."

Before I could think I took off my shirt and Chuck slid over and sat inches from me.

His hand slid to mine and he guided my hand to his chest. I closed my eyes as he ran my hand through his chest hair. He moaned and i started to pull away. He pulled my hand back to his chest... and then down across his abs...

"You ok?" he asked.

I nodded slightly.

He slid my hand to his cock. It was hard and soft, I touched it gently, but didn't know what to do. "Stroke me" Chuck moaned.

I felt Chuck's hand touch and start to rub my thigh. I closed my eyes and hoped he would stop, but I quietly begged him to keep going. His fingers slowly slid under my shorts and kept rubbing my leg. My skin was electric.

"I want to see you take off your shorts for me."

I reached down and unbuttoned and unzipped my shorts. Excited... unsure... they fell to the floor.

"Now your boxers."

My cock was straining against my boxers, and it flopped out as I slid them down.

"Close your eyes."

I laid back and closed my eyes.

Chucks lips touched my left nipple and I jumped.

"Don't be nervous."

His lips returned to my nipple, then across to my other nipple. then he kissed down my belly... covering every inch of my abs. I was on fire. I could feel myself surrendering to him.

Slowly he worked his way down as his hand slid to my now throbbing cock. his tongue slid across my tight balls, and I heard a primal moan slip form my throat. I looked down to see Chuck smile up at me. His tongue slid up my cock, and he slid his mouth over the head of my cock. I don't know what he did but I had never felt anything like the blow job he started giving me. My body felt like I was flying.

As I felt like I was about to explode he pulled my cock out of his mouth. "Not yet.. We have a lot more playing to do."

Chuck stood up and his cock hovered inches from my face. I could see the precum dripping from his thick cock. He started to slowly stroke himself. He then leaned toward me and touched the head of his cock to my lips. I slowly opened my mouth as he slid the head into my mouth. I could tase the sweet pre as his cock slid his cock across my tongue. My lips closed around his cock as he started sliding in and out of my mouth. I started sucking as hard as I could, burying my face in his thick pubes.

I choked as his cock filled my mouth and he slowed his thrusts, but not for long. He was soon filling my mouth as he thrust harder and harder. My mouth was a willing accomplice to his lustful thrusts, and suddenly he pulled out, stoked one or two times, and his cum started shooting all over my face. Rope after rope shot on me. Without thinking I opened my mouth and took a shot across my lips and deep into my mouth. When he shot his last rope he started rubbing his cock across my face, wiping his cum all over me. He then bent over and kissed my lips, taking his cum into his mouth as it run from mine.

I felt his hand on my cock, stroking me with as he kissed my lips. Before I knew it he was on his knees, sucking me as hard as he could, bobbing up and down on me. My brain exploded as my balls unleashed my load for what felt like minutes. He eagerly sucked my entire load into his mouth and swallowed as I collapsed back into the couch cushion.

Chuck sat down next to me, unsure how I would react. I looked up and smiled. He leaned over and hugged me as I caught my breath.

Wow this is hot thing had read in long time thank you for share .

 

[djl102382]

Wow this is hot thing had read in long time thank you for share .

Great story.

 

[brandon38]

Great story.

Yes agree

 

[Alphalatinofit]

i am 51 years old and a bottom...whoever my top is can go 1 round or 5 if he wants--i am there ready to take what he is ready to deliver into my ass or mouth

 

[Thom Hewson]

@oUwUo Tom always feels great, thanks!
So gratifying to know he remembers little things like hitting his eye when i came or how much he enjoys having me in him.. seeing his eyes roll back is pretty cool. He finds my balls to be large ( or rather his are smaller) and that really turns him on. Mostly I think he just appreciates me being a loyal friend. I think as an oops baby much younger than his siblings.. one brother already died... he's been more of a loner or raised like an only child?? Very committed to family in a traditional old country way.. which is a good thing and rare these days... but i don't get the sense he's surrounded by a throng of close friendships with cousins like even I have with a much smaller immediate family

The one thing I feel bad for him, he was 38 or 40 when we met and so virile he always went two rounds when we got together. I guess he's gained a little weight ...mostly hasn't been working out for a long time..still sexy AF and very immediately responsive.. but I'm beginning to wonder if the general malaise of feeling cooped up caring for his aged mom, inactivity and stress over unsupportive family members not sharing the mom burden is behind some changes... he almost came very quickly and lasted awhile longer but demurred going a second round. Idk maybe felt time pressure to get home to mom. But distinctly said it doesn't work like it used to....

It's all good with me.... I'm not disappointed or anything but I'd love for him to really be able to relax fully. I'm afraid that won't happen till his mom is no longer with us and then I know he'll bail for his condo in Ft Lauderdale just as soon as he can dispose of the Chicago home.

Update: Tom and i hung out on Friday. We fucked for over two hours and he bred me twice. I can still make his eyes roll back and he's still talking about my long gone shot. He lost 20# on an intermittent fast, looks great and definitely has his mojo back. He also started some medication for his depressive moods and is seeing a counselor I referred him to someone who is both gay and native Polish.

I think I've got the formula down now: meet up about one a quarter. Next time I'll spring for the room.. nothing cheap but doesn't have to be the Ritz. Take the afternoon off from work and get cover to be out for dinner.. plenty of time for two rounds and a nice visit

Might be pushing it but I'd love to suggest maybe getting a ticket to Ft Lauderdale if I can swing it and stay for a weekend... 100% would build that into a business trip if we could coordinate our schedules but that might have too many moving parts I totally understand...