Originally posted by friskykitty@Oct 15 2004, 08:41 PM
sexialexia....
i don't doubt your situation because i am experiencing about the same thing. not only can i not get my hand completely around his penis, i can hardly get more than an inch past the head of his penis in my mouth. so we end up doing other things and using other parts of my body....but not my vagina yet. he has issues about his size, and has also been rejected more so than accepted because of his size(he's almost 30 and only had sexual relations with one woman because of it, other women he dated rejected him on the spot after seeing it). he was really flakey with me at first when we started getting intimate because as he says he "didn't want to ruin the moment." which of course it wouldn't have ruined it for me because i want to make him happy regardless. i desire to have sexual intercourse with him but i know that i will not be able to for a long time. it will take a lot of working up to on my part....but then again maybe i give my body more credit than it has. it may never be possible for me to have sex with him and that worries me because i don't want to lose him because of it. so in some respects i share the same issue as he does....in that he thinks he's too big, and i think i'm too small. this is a very mental situation, its difficult to determine when to stop or to let go. i've considered breaking it off with him because i'm not sure i will be able to make him happy sexually and i'm a monogamous type when it comes to relationships. he's assured me that the sex wasn't the most important thing to him, which i was happy about....but i am still concerned.
i also don't doubt that many other women, and men for that matter, go through this. thank you for sharing your situation, it gives me some hope.
~frisky
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Friskykitty I am very moved by your story. You obviously have tender feelings for him and feel that you would have a warm and close long term relationship with him. My friend entering me is still quite painful for me but it is easing up. We have only been going together for a few months and I have stretched enough just in this short period so that it doesn't remind me of childbirth. So please persevere and dismiss all thoughts of breaking up. You've got a great thing going and they don't come along too often. I hope you post regularly and keep everyone updated. All the best Alexia