Im 21 years old, and I am a VERY sexual person. Fooling around and showing off on my webcam is something that I REALLY enjoy doing, the comments that people make are something that is really a rush for me and it gets me off in ways that I have never experienced before. My problem is, is that after I do it I feel so guilty because I know its not something my girlfriend likes me doing. The one time I told her she was very upset and I told her It wouldnt happen again, and since then I havent. But at the same time its really something that I like to do...I need advice I want our relationship to be to the fullest that i can be, but at the same time I want to do the things I want to do. Ive never cheated on her or anything of the sort, this website, and the things i do on it have always been some sort of a "dirty seceret" that I have never told anyone about. I enjoy getting off in the most involved and new ways that I can, and it doesnt come betwen our relationship. What I mean is if she came over after I was done, and wanted to have sex, i still would in a heart beat. What am I allowed/not allowed to do?