I want...(quick rant)

MASSIVEPKGO_CHUCK

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I want a guy to want me, a hot one. I want to see it in his face. I want him to chase me, innocently and with purpose. I want to live in a gay world. When I am just being myself, I want to not be judged for it. It sickens me when a man's reaction to me judging his body similarly to how he judges a woman's causes him to fear me so automatically.

I want it to go away...I want it all to go away. I want to relax in my life so I don't have to constantly consider/remember my own gayness because it is such a focus to everyone around me.
You sound like these guys;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cN9ky04SOMk
 
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The Faith No More, I definitely liked the song. It will take a couple more listening's and reading through the lyrics for me to fully appreciate the song and how it relates to my OP.

Thanks for the hugs and the empathy LaFemme and August86, it means a lot!

In reference to my latest post before this one, I really am just trying to describe the evolution of my thoughts and beliefs on the topic as I live through life. I by no means think that this is the only way of thinking, or even the "correct" way. It is simply where I am at right now. It will grow, evolve and change over time. I am not trying to insult or anger anyone...