Joined today from New York -- Greetings

kelly_r_1983

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This certainly is an interesting site I've stumbled upon. I was Googling that FDNY calendar guy who caused all the fuss when everyone discovered his porn video. Wanted to see if he's bigger than I am (he is, alas). But I also found a link to LPSG, which got me stoked because I've been looking for a forum to discuss certain things with people who may have the same issues.

Penis size isn't supposed to matter in the grand scheme of things, right? But it's amazing how much my size has been a factor in my life, even when I was much younger and not sexually active. It got me beaten up in middle school (I was a tiny kid with a big dick), led to an embarassing and frightening mutual virginity loss with a high-school girlfriend (I hurt her rather badly -- try explaining that to her dad). Then it became a real confidence booster, and not just sexually, as I began to realize just how much bigger mine is than other peoples', and how they reacted when they saw it.

It turned me from a shy kid into a bit of an exhibitionist, which in turn opened me up socially. I don't think I would have done as well in college or gotten the good job I have if I hadn't started with the slightly shallow and vain "manly man" confidence that comes from winning the Giant Dick Lottery.

And then there's the gay thing, right? I'm completely open and comfortable with the fact that gay guys love big dicks, and they're so generous with their compliments and their attention. I've learned to enjoy being orally serviced by men, which is why I described myself in my profile as only 80% straight. The instinctive attraction is to girls -- and that's all I'd ever date, make love with or become emotionally attached to -- but the flattery and attention from guys has opened me up to at least one homosexual act (getting a BJ) that I really do enjoy.

So, that's the story of me and my dick. And I'm really glad to have found a place to share it with people who can tell me if they've had similar experiences.

Looking forward to reading through these forums and learning what's on people's minds.

--Kelly