mar: Hello dear friends I would like to share with you my story and problem and I need your true advice! I have a close friend who is the same age as me 32years. We are close friends for 14 yrs since college days. I love him so much and he loves me so much too as friends and solo mates. He got accident and became handicapped using wheel chair (spinal core injury). He can not feel or sense or control any thing below his chest. We are so close that we share all things especially sex related issues and his suffers and his sex experience after accident. He is married and got a kid, however he is not having full satisfaction because he does not feel his cock even he got full erection. He knew that I like guys and always, he is curious to know what I do with them and I tell him everything in details. I have seen him naked many times and he has seen me too. I asked him many times if he is interested in guys. he said no way I am into girls only. However, sometimes he say jokes about gays or bring my attention to them if he seen any one walking or around. I am very passionate by his body and amazed by his cock size. He knew that and I told him that I wish to have with him soft sex. He always avoids answering or saying no with no offense or saying you are crazy. Recently I asked him to join me in group sex with one girl and two girls and he did and in that fun I watched him how he did it. And it touched his cock in many occasions, and later when we go around in the car he asks me about what did I see and he likes me to tell him every details about his body his cock and also his way he does girls, and I told him everything and my opinion and he feels smiley and happy. Lately, he started to write erotic stories on behalf of a girl that was dating him. He wrote very erotic stories about a girl that had date and sex with handicapped guy (himself) and gave all details and everything about that fun. He posted these stories in yahoo groups and got a lot of response form male mainly and he started to answer them as a girl and also chat with him in yahoo messenger as girl. I wonder always if he is becoming gay or has an interest in trying guys relation. I wish to know because I feel he is hiding something and also I am afraid to lose him if I push him to have sex with me. What do you advice me? What shall I do?