To start off, this may seem kind of rambling so bear with me. I have a problem. My life is pretty much consumed by thinking about penis size. Usually about every 15 minutes or so, I think about it. I think about it a lot. Its a real fucking problem. Mainly I think about whether or not Im adequate, am I big enough, will I disappoint my partner, is the guy next to me hung, how many guys in my class have a big dick, can I compare to them, etc. As Ive said before, I think about this shit a lot. I think a lot of it has to do with my own insecurities in my own penis size. For the record, Im 6.8 inches long, 5.8 inches in girth. Yeah, I realize a lot of you guys might be thinking I shouldnt be insecure about that, but I am. It could be worse, but it could be a hell of a lot better. Anyways, Ive only successfully had sex with one girl in my life. I say successfully because I didnt know how to operate a condom correctly so the previous two times didnt go well. This girl and I were fuck buddies for about 8 months and we had amazing sex. She is pretty wild, has been with about 60 guys, so she has a lot of experience. She told me not to worry about my size because I was big enough, but I dont know. I told her to rank me in comparison to the other guys. I thought Id be pretty high because out of the 60 she has been with, I was the only one who made her squirt (and it was through intercourse so I must be doing something right.) She ranked me 5th. Only 5th! I appreciate her honesty but it only left me more insecure. Guess how big #1 was? 8 inches. How the fuck am I ever going to compare to that? I also asked her how could I improve my cock to be perfect for her. She said I needed to be about a ½-1 inch longer and less thick. That sure doesnt make me feel any better, but I appreciate the honesty. I need to hear that. So I dont know what Im getting at here. I guess Im worried. Im going to be seeing this asian girl this Saturday who has a pretty tight pussy, so Im not that worried about being adequate enough for her. But what about whatever girl comes after that? (If another girl comes after that, hopefully!) This shit scares me. It also doesnt help that I cant approach a girl so I have to resort to craigslist in order to pick up chicks. And on craigslist, the true colors of women come out. Practically all of them want someone hung or well-endowed. Usually at least 7 inches at THE LEAST. Technically, I dont even qualify for that. I dont know what kind of replies Im going to get here but I just needed to get this off my chest. Its impossible to tell anyone this stuff so maybe someone here can understand where Im coming from. Some people might say in need to see a psychiatrist or something. Thats not going to help. The only answer that would help me is if girls told me I was hung or something, but Im not, so there really is no cure here. And please spare me the bs about how its not the size, its how you use and what not. Ive heard it all before and we all know size is very important. Too long; didnt read version- Im another guy who is insecure and lacks self confidence And sorry if this is in the wrong section. I didnt know where to put it.