Okay this may sound completely ridiculous but I was hoping for someones opinion....It's a bit long...sorry! This is what happened and I need to know if i fucked this up...my fiance has never allowed himself to get rough with me because he doesnt want to hurt me (because of his size) and I've wanted nothing more than for him to fuck the shit out of me...here's the story book version lol My fiance was at a football party the other weekend at a good friend of ours (our friend and wife are our best friends) and about 2 minutes after the game ended I stopped by to surprise him. I felt a wee bit adventurous and wore high heels and my latest addition from Fredrick's of Hollywood under a trench coat. My fiance was the one who showed up at the door and luckily the guys were all still in the kitchen...funny enough he took one look at the trench coat and knew something was up lmao...He was surprised to see me and pushed me up against the wall and started kissing me...he undid the jacket and long behold...instant hard on lol I told him that if he didn't get his ass home if 15 minutes I was going to start without him...he made it in 16 min. and caught me in our bed rubbing myself out...everything was going great...amazingly fucking great...then after we had sex he panicked...started apoligizing like crazy and came close to crying about how sorry he was for getting so rough. And I even told him I liked it and I'm pretty sure he liked it because he was much louder than usual...I fucking loved as a matter of fact, but now my fiance hasn't touched me and treats me like glass...What do I do?! I love how rough he gets because it's almost like an emotional release for me...how do i make him see that? Thanks guys!