So this happened Monday and I have not stopped thinking about it since, so I'm putting it here.
I'm 23, I drive for Amazon. Dreads, tatted up, built decent — I stay in the gym. My route that morning had me on the rich side of town, the kind of neighborhood where the lawns look like carpet and everybody's house sits way back off the street. Last stop before I had to run the van back to the depot.
Two story white house. Garage door wide open. White F-150 in the driveway. And inside the garage there's a man at a table saw, shirtless, sweating, cutting wood. White guy, sandy brown hair, built like a house himself — broad back, big shoulders, sawdust all over his arms and chest. The saw was screaming so he didn't hear me the first time I called out.
He kills the saw and turns around and just looks at me. Slow look too. Uniform, package, all of it. He wipes his hands on a rag and goes, "Delivery for me?"
Package said Destin Bucker. That was him. Destin, 27, carpenter, does woodworking out of his garage. When I handed him the box our fingers brushed and neither one of us was in any kind of rush to move. He sets it down, looks around, kind of laughs at himself standing there with no shirt, and goes, "Cold out here. Come in a sec, get out the wind."
I went in. Of course I went in.
He had a folding chair under the workbench. I sat. He didn't go back to cutting — he leaned on the bench with his arms crossed and we just talked, and the whole time he's looking at me and I'm looking at him and nobody's pretending otherwise. I told him "Damn, you nice," and he laughed and said he tries to keep himself presentable. I told him I meant the welcome, but yeah, him too. He steps closer, bare feet on the concrete, asks what I do besides deliver packages to handsome men. I said: work out, fuck, eat. Name's Ant. That got a real laugh out of him.
He touches my arm. Then the side of my neck. Just testing. I asked him what he got delivered and he said tools, he likes to keep his hands busy, good way to unwind. Asked if he had a wife, kids — no wife, no kids, just him and his tools, keeps to himself mostly. He said he likes the quiet but he likes the company too, and the way he said company it was not small talk anymore.
Then he says he's got real coffee inside, not gas station stuff, and do I have time for a cup. I looked at my phone. The depot was not going to close because I took ten minutes. I said let's make it quick.
He puts on a white tank top — didn't help, the tank fit him like it was painted on — and takes me into the kitchen. Granite counters, big farmhouse sink, coffee already made. We drink coffee and he asks where I like to work out and I say anywhere, and he starts flexing slow, showing off, talking about how some places are about the grind and some are about getting a good sweat in, and the whole time his eyes never leave me.
Then he looks at me sitting there and goes, "You look like you could use a rubdown. All that hauling, your shoulders gotta be wrecked."
Fellas. He has a massage table. Set up in the middle of his living room, towels stacked next to it, like it's just a normal thing in his house. I asked him if he massages all his delivery people and he said only the ones who look like they could use it.
I took the thermal off and got on the table and I am not ashamed to say this man has the best hands I have ever felt on me. Carpenter hands. He poured the oil — lavender something — and went to work on my neck and shoulders and found every knot I owned. I was groaning out loud and did not care. He told me to breathe out, that I was holding my breath, and when I did my whole back went flat. His hands went down my spine slow and steady and at some point they went past my lower back and his fingers hooked my waistband and pulled my pants down, slow, giving me all the time in the world to say something. I did not say anything. Cool air, then his warm hands on my ass, kneading slow and heavy, and he's leaned over me with his chest against my back going "You really don't skip leg day, do you?"
I told him it might be the greatest tip I ever got since I started this job. He laughed against my back, worked my legs, worked my spine one more time, and then he made me get up before I fell asleep on his table.
I get dressed and he watches me get dressed. Does not look away, does not pretend. Then he goes, "You gonna give me your number or you gonna stand there looking like you want another round?" I handed him my phone. He typed his number in himself and put a wink emoji next to it. I told him I'd probably come back by later if he was still up and he said he'd be there, leaving the light on for me.
So I go back to the depot, drop the van, go home, shower. My roommate's at the warehouse. I'm standing in my bathroom with water still dripping off my dreads, replaying the whole thing, and my phone buzzes. Destin. "Still thinking about them knots in your back lol." Then: "You still owe me for that massage btw. Send me a pic. Let me see what I was working with this morning."
I sent the pic. Grey pajama pants hanging low, mirror still fogged, I wiped a circle clear and took it. He wrote back damn near instantly. "Damn. Now I see what I was working with. You still got time to come back over today? I got the saws fired up. Could use another practice model."
It was 11:15 in the morning. I had hours before I owed anybody anything. I put on black cargos and a tight black tee and walked back over there. He texted me the door was unlocked and the garage was open. He was in the kitchen with fresh coffee, tank top riding up, barefoot, and when I asked about that second massage he set his mug down, came up close, touched the hem of my shirt and said he was thinking we skip the table this time. Go straight to the good stuff.
I was not about to argue with the man.
We stripped right there in his kitchen in the sunlight. He's even bigger out of the tank top. He got his hands on my chest, thumbs working my nipples, then his mouth — tongue, sucking, a little bite that went straight through me. I had my fingers in his hair holding him there and my hands full of his ass, and he squatted down in front of me with his ass out and kept going until he looked up at me and said "Ant, I need you."
So I took him in my hand. Thick, heavy, hot, hard as a rock. I stroked him slow, took my time with it, thumb over the head every pass, and watched him fall apart. His hips started pushing into my hand, his fingers dug into my hips, and he came hard right there in my fist, groaning, spilling all over my fingers. I worked him through it till he was shaking.
He stands up, kisses me soft — first kiss of the whole thing, after all that — and then he tells me he wants to see me dance. I said what dance. He points at the living room. This man has a pole in the corner of his living room. He pulls a stack of hundreds out of his wallet, fans them on the coffee table, and says a dollar for every move that turns him on.
So I danced. Naked, in the sunlight, in this man's living room at noon on a Monday. Spins, slow rolls up the pole, upside down tricks — my core does the talking. Bills started hitting the floor. He was hard again already watching me, stroking himself on the couch in time with me, and I stroked myself while I circled the pole and kept my eyes on him the whole time. I took the room over. When I finished it was all over his chest and abs and he was coming apart underneath me at the same time.
After, he just held me. Fingers in my dreads, stroking my hair, both of us catching our breath, and he goes, "You're incredible. I've never seen anyone move like that on a pole."
I got dressed slow. He watched that too. At the door he told me I better come back, that he's got a lot more to teach me. I told him I'd hold him to that.
I walked home with the sun going down and his number in my phone. I deliver to that neighborhood every week. Every single week.
To be continued...
I'm 23, I drive for Amazon. Dreads, tatted up, built decent — I stay in the gym. My route that morning had me on the rich side of town, the kind of neighborhood where the lawns look like carpet and everybody's house sits way back off the street. Last stop before I had to run the van back to the depot.
Two story white house. Garage door wide open. White F-150 in the driveway. And inside the garage there's a man at a table saw, shirtless, sweating, cutting wood. White guy, sandy brown hair, built like a house himself — broad back, big shoulders, sawdust all over his arms and chest. The saw was screaming so he didn't hear me the first time I called out.
He kills the saw and turns around and just looks at me. Slow look too. Uniform, package, all of it. He wipes his hands on a rag and goes, "Delivery for me?"
Package said Destin Bucker. That was him. Destin, 27, carpenter, does woodworking out of his garage. When I handed him the box our fingers brushed and neither one of us was in any kind of rush to move. He sets it down, looks around, kind of laughs at himself standing there with no shirt, and goes, "Cold out here. Come in a sec, get out the wind."
I went in. Of course I went in.
He had a folding chair under the workbench. I sat. He didn't go back to cutting — he leaned on the bench with his arms crossed and we just talked, and the whole time he's looking at me and I'm looking at him and nobody's pretending otherwise. I told him "Damn, you nice," and he laughed and said he tries to keep himself presentable. I told him I meant the welcome, but yeah, him too. He steps closer, bare feet on the concrete, asks what I do besides deliver packages to handsome men. I said: work out, fuck, eat. Name's Ant. That got a real laugh out of him.
He touches my arm. Then the side of my neck. Just testing. I asked him what he got delivered and he said tools, he likes to keep his hands busy, good way to unwind. Asked if he had a wife, kids — no wife, no kids, just him and his tools, keeps to himself mostly. He said he likes the quiet but he likes the company too, and the way he said company it was not small talk anymore.
Then he says he's got real coffee inside, not gas station stuff, and do I have time for a cup. I looked at my phone. The depot was not going to close because I took ten minutes. I said let's make it quick.
He puts on a white tank top — didn't help, the tank fit him like it was painted on — and takes me into the kitchen. Granite counters, big farmhouse sink, coffee already made. We drink coffee and he asks where I like to work out and I say anywhere, and he starts flexing slow, showing off, talking about how some places are about the grind and some are about getting a good sweat in, and the whole time his eyes never leave me.
Then he looks at me sitting there and goes, "You look like you could use a rubdown. All that hauling, your shoulders gotta be wrecked."
Fellas. He has a massage table. Set up in the middle of his living room, towels stacked next to it, like it's just a normal thing in his house. I asked him if he massages all his delivery people and he said only the ones who look like they could use it.
I took the thermal off and got on the table and I am not ashamed to say this man has the best hands I have ever felt on me. Carpenter hands. He poured the oil — lavender something — and went to work on my neck and shoulders and found every knot I owned. I was groaning out loud and did not care. He told me to breathe out, that I was holding my breath, and when I did my whole back went flat. His hands went down my spine slow and steady and at some point they went past my lower back and his fingers hooked my waistband and pulled my pants down, slow, giving me all the time in the world to say something. I did not say anything. Cool air, then his warm hands on my ass, kneading slow and heavy, and he's leaned over me with his chest against my back going "You really don't skip leg day, do you?"
I told him it might be the greatest tip I ever got since I started this job. He laughed against my back, worked my legs, worked my spine one more time, and then he made me get up before I fell asleep on his table.
I get dressed and he watches me get dressed. Does not look away, does not pretend. Then he goes, "You gonna give me your number or you gonna stand there looking like you want another round?" I handed him my phone. He typed his number in himself and put a wink emoji next to it. I told him I'd probably come back by later if he was still up and he said he'd be there, leaving the light on for me.
So I go back to the depot, drop the van, go home, shower. My roommate's at the warehouse. I'm standing in my bathroom with water still dripping off my dreads, replaying the whole thing, and my phone buzzes. Destin. "Still thinking about them knots in your back lol." Then: "You still owe me for that massage btw. Send me a pic. Let me see what I was working with this morning."
I sent the pic. Grey pajama pants hanging low, mirror still fogged, I wiped a circle clear and took it. He wrote back damn near instantly. "Damn. Now I see what I was working with. You still got time to come back over today? I got the saws fired up. Could use another practice model."
It was 11:15 in the morning. I had hours before I owed anybody anything. I put on black cargos and a tight black tee and walked back over there. He texted me the door was unlocked and the garage was open. He was in the kitchen with fresh coffee, tank top riding up, barefoot, and when I asked about that second massage he set his mug down, came up close, touched the hem of my shirt and said he was thinking we skip the table this time. Go straight to the good stuff.
I was not about to argue with the man.
We stripped right there in his kitchen in the sunlight. He's even bigger out of the tank top. He got his hands on my chest, thumbs working my nipples, then his mouth — tongue, sucking, a little bite that went straight through me. I had my fingers in his hair holding him there and my hands full of his ass, and he squatted down in front of me with his ass out and kept going until he looked up at me and said "Ant, I need you."
So I took him in my hand. Thick, heavy, hot, hard as a rock. I stroked him slow, took my time with it, thumb over the head every pass, and watched him fall apart. His hips started pushing into my hand, his fingers dug into my hips, and he came hard right there in my fist, groaning, spilling all over my fingers. I worked him through it till he was shaking.
He stands up, kisses me soft — first kiss of the whole thing, after all that — and then he tells me he wants to see me dance. I said what dance. He points at the living room. This man has a pole in the corner of his living room. He pulls a stack of hundreds out of his wallet, fans them on the coffee table, and says a dollar for every move that turns him on.
So I danced. Naked, in the sunlight, in this man's living room at noon on a Monday. Spins, slow rolls up the pole, upside down tricks — my core does the talking. Bills started hitting the floor. He was hard again already watching me, stroking himself on the couch in time with me, and I stroked myself while I circled the pole and kept my eyes on him the whole time. I took the room over. When I finished it was all over his chest and abs and he was coming apart underneath me at the same time.
After, he just held me. Fingers in my dreads, stroking my hair, both of us catching our breath, and he goes, "You're incredible. I've never seen anyone move like that on a pole."
I got dressed slow. He watched that too. At the door he told me I better come back, that he's got a lot more to teach me. I told him I'd hold him to that.
I walked home with the sun going down and his number in my phone. I deliver to that neighborhood every week. Every single week.
To be continued...