The Goon Zone: straight porn addict has homoerotic adventures trying to quit

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The Goon Zone



Part 1



The bate was an addiction. It was bad and it was wrong, but it was just a dirty little secret. It had never been a problem before. In the summer of 2023, though, in ways ridiculous and sublime, it became a problem. And it all started with Robert’s brother-in-law’s new wife.

Meera was sexy. As soon as she came in the door, that Friday night, swinging her travel bag in one hand, a plastic bag of wine and crisps in the other, telling them Brian was looking for somewhere to park, flashing her smile, Robert was struck by her sexiness.

At Brian’s wedding, Robert had thought it was a taboo thing. Fancying the unattainable bride. He had seen scenarios play out like that on his screen before. It had been on his mind all night, but then he was always fancying women, and so often in situations like this where he really shouldn’t. But out of that scenario, she was still sexy.

He leaned in to peck her on the cheek hello, and he could feel his dick stiffening in his trousers. At once, he took the bag of wine and nibbles into the kitchen and tried to think of boring things.

It wasn’t that she was physically attractive – you couldn’t even really quantify that, because she wasn’t especially curvy or slim, was maybe a bit shorter than the average, nice warm smile too. An ‘I Just Got Married and It’s Still Exciting Smile’ that she shared with everyone. She didn’t dress like someone in one of Robert’s videos.

That was the thing he couldn’t say. He couldn’t tell Melissa, his wife, as they plumped the cushions in the guest bedroom together: “I watch so much porn, every week, see so many girls from across the decades – I watch new videos all the time, because I get desensitized to their power and am always craving something new – I even have my old favourites that I’ve been watching for years, or that I could pretty much summon up in my mind’s eye. I am the expert on women looking sexy, and that’s not the thing about Meera. She’s not looking sexy, she just is sexy. It’s just who she is, the way that she is in the world.”

No, he couldn’t tell Melissa that. But Melissa more or less admitted it, herself, as they were standing around drinking in the kitchen, with Bolognese bubbling on the hob. “God, but you’re so lovely, Meera,” she said, clinking glasses. “How did you end up with an ugly little weirdo like my brother?”

They all laughed, but Robert found himself thinking, I bet Brian’s got a huge dick.

He tried to cut the thought off at the root and think of something else. He asked Brian about his mortgage. Brian wasn’t ugly but he wasn’t sexy either. He was a thirty year old horror film addict with a big beard and skinny little arms. Robert always felt like a gym bro when they were talking together, even though he had only been going for a couple of years and always skipped leg day.

Now he looked into Brian’s eyes and tried to think sincere thoughts about inflation and house prices. He tried not to wonder about Brian’s dick size but he just couldn’t stop.

To make it worse, he kept seeing Brian and Meera catching one another’s eye. They were just so in love, still in the golden halo of the wedding.

Robert kissed his wife and wished it felt as charged with passion as it had in the year after their own wedding. It was still loving: it just wasn’t in capitals and italics like Brian and Meera’s loving.

After dinner, Robert did the washing up and thought about the standard porn scenario of sneaking into the guest bedroom while Brian was cleaning his teeth, and Meera’s eyes burning with lust, and Robert unzipping his trousers for her to taste his– no, Robert, you’ve washed those plates and not rinsed them, and this is ridiculous, Brian’s your brother in law.

They said their goodnights and see you in the mornings.

“I really can’t get over seeing Meera and Brian together,” said Melissa, with a yawn, as the pair of them turned in. “It’s like a Disney movie with my brother CGI’d into it.”

“He’s won the lottery there,” said Robert, cuddling up to her. His dick was hard, pleasure was rippling up his groin, the first pulse of the bater’s high. He kissed his wife’s neck, stretched a hand around to her tummy – but she was already asleep.

In that case, there was only one thing. Just one way he could avoid lying awake all night. But that wasn’t a problem either – he had been in a similar situation on so many other nights, just never with a hot, unattainable woman asleep in the house with him. He stole along the landing to the bathroom, put one foot up on the toilet seat and hooked his boxers under his balls. Just one hit: he knew exactly what to do. Then the rest of the weekend would go peacefully, exactly as if he was a normal guy, and not a pervy addict.

He pictured Meera. He pictured his face between her legs. The sounds she would make. The words she would use. He stroked his dick slowly, slowly, then breathing hard, caressed his leaking cock-head.

At that moment, the door handle turned and his brother-in-law came in.

“Fuck!” said Brian, and then dropped his voice to a whisper. “Sorry mate, I just – sorry.”

“Oh, no problem, no problem,” gabbled Robert. Could his brother-in-law see what he was doing? The lights were off but there was moonlight coming in at the window. His heart was racing and at the same time he felt sort of high. The addict in his element. “Do you want to…?”

“Oh no, I just wanted, ah…” Brian reached past Robert for his wash bag, took something out of it as quickly as possible, but not quickly enough. “Night!” And he was gone.

Not quickly enough that Robert didn’t see it was a bottle of lube.

And not quickly enough that Robert didn’t think to look down at the hard-on bulging in Brian’s pyjamas. After which he thought: oh jesus, I was right.

No, don’t think about that now. The question isn’t, does Brian have a big dick. It’s – did he see me jerking off just now?

First he couldn’t sleep without an orgasm. Now he couldn’t sleep without knowing.

The guest bedroom was on the floor above. Robert somehow knew that the floorboards didn’t creak if you put your weight evenly on both ends. He didn’t put an eye to the keyhole, just an ear.

He heard Meera sigh with pleasure. “Let me put some of that on you.”

Brian groaned. “Oh yeah, take your fucking time.”

“You take some too, I need your fingers nice and slick first of all.”

“I’m so glad you brought it, baby. You knew I couldn’t spend all weekend without getting inside you.”

Fuck’s sake, thought Robert.

“We both need it,” said Meera. “I’m not complete without you inside me.” She chuckled. “But I need plenty of lube to do it. You know that.”

Robert had heard enough. More than enough, in fact. His wank was about to get even spicier. Maybe it was a win-win.

“It was even worth walking in on my brother-in-law cracking one off in the bathroom.”

Fuck! No!

Meera chuckled. “Maybe I should have gone for it after all. He’s kind of hot.”

“No way!” Brian laughed. “I thought you didn’t like muscle guys.”

“Well, it’s true that there’s only one muscle I really care about,” he heard her murmur. “So – is he like you, my little pony?”

Robert heard his wife’s brother sigh. “Not my place to say,” he murmured. “But – no. I’m pleased to tell you he’s about half my length. About a third as thick.”

“Especially right now. Fuck, look at that big dick!”

Robert couldn’t help himself. He fixed his eye to the keyhole and took a look too.

“I’d rather make it disappear inside you.”

Kneeling on the carpet, rubbing his pecs against the door, breathing light and quick, Robert knew he absolutely shouldn’t be doing this. He knew it was a mistake. It wasn’t even his choice. It was the goon, the bate, the addiction, making him get his dick out, with his gaze through the keyhole, the perfectly framed view. It was like the greatest video ever, he thought. Such a huge, fat dick. Such a hot woman caressing it. Guiding it inside her pussy with a low moan of pain and pleasure. And the whole thing so very, very fucking wrong.

And it was as he spunked his load against the door of the guest bedroom, biting his lip to prevent himself groaning aloud, that he knew he had to do something about that addiction.

But somehow, that was how things really started to go wrong.


TO BE CONTINUED
 

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Here's Part 2.





Next morning’s breakfast was a jolly occasion. On the surface at least.

Robert had got up early to wipe down the guest bedroom door and check there were no tell-tale stains on the carpet. Then, as if it had been his plan all along, he went down to the kitchen and baked some bread. Then some American pancakes. Then he slow fried some bacon till it was meltingly crisp. And some scrambled eggs that were almost the consistency of waterfall spray. Everyone was so fucking impressed. They sat around the kitchen table enjoying their breakfasts with sparkling eyes and warm smiles, chatting and laughing and cooing with pleasure.

Meera and Brian looked so wholesome and good-natured that it made Robert start feeling horny all over again. He looked at the three of them, his lovely wife included, and thought: we all love sex, all of us love to give and receive pleasure, why am I the only one who thinks about it during my ordinary life?

Why can’t I take Meera off to bed right this minute?

And why can’t I stop imagining us doing just that?

It was like he could hear the roll of thunder and see the flicker of lightning where the others just saw an ordinary white sky. He was glad of his apron with its cartoon strong man design, covering the hard-on in his trousers. And then he wondered if it would be as easy to hide Brian’s hard-on in the same apron, and the hard-on began to leak pre-cum.

“I’ll take first shower,” he said, and jogged upstairs still wearing the apron.

In the privacy of the shower, he soaped up his nipples, belly, balls and dick. God, it had been so wrong watching his in-laws fuck last night. They had been so good at it, so into one another, so attuned with one another. But what if they had seen him?

His dick softened in his hand, the chill raindrops of fear on the back of his neck.

He would never take such a huge risk again. The shame, the arguments, the incomprehension of his wife – Jesus, of his wife’s brother – would have been too much to bear. He would have seemed completely crazy to them. Perhaps he had been going a bit crazy.

His dick was suddenly hard again. So he had tasted a drip of juice from the most forbidden fruit, but hadn’t it been sweet? Hadn’t it given him enough material for wank fantasy for the rest of his life?

The look on Brian’s bearded face as Meera gagged on his extra-large member.

Brian was proud of his size and disdained Robert’s smaller penis. Maybe he would have found it a turn-on to be watched, to be jerked off over, to be treated like a porn actor?

Yes, now Robert was lost in his fantasy, wanking again, the bate spirit was upon him once more.

“Hey, Rob? Don’t mind me, I just really need to go…”

The door. Robert froze, his knob sticking out hard in front of him, his eyes wide. Brian, in just his boxer shorts and tatty band t-shirt was suddenly in the bathroom with him, standing over the toilet bowl. The sound of piss in the porcelain.

“Uh, no worries, bro!”

Nearly caught a second time! Robert turned to face the shower-head, disguising his hard-on as best he could. It throbbed in the hot water.

He switched the temperature down to cold. That ought to sort him out.

“That breakfast was crazy delicious. You’re so talented!”

So are you, Brian, but not in the kitchen. “Oh, that’s nothing. Glad you liked it.”

“I’m jealous. Meera was in heaven. All I can make is a cup of tea.”

The piss went on. A long piss. Like a horse. You know I envy you what’s between your legs. This is extreme humiliation. Please don’t stop. Why wouldn’t the hard-on die? “It gives me as much pleasure as it does you.”

“I know it’s wrong, but I just want more. It’s alright for you with your trips to the gym. How am I gonna burn it off?”

Just slam that hot wife of yours like you did last night. Drill her like a slut. “That’s actually a misconception about calories. I’ll explain later.”

He couldn’t keep this up. He turned off the water, covered his hard-on with his towel – he knew he could do this in such a way Brian would find difficult – and stepped out onto the bathroom mat as if everything was normal between them. He was just in time to see Brian shake his huge soft dick like he was flicking water from a rolled-up towel.

As Brian turned, the two men made eye contact and there was momentary silence. Then Brian gave a short laugh.

“Sorry I interrupted you last night.”

“Oh, likewise, bro,” said Robert, without thinking.

There was another pause, and Brian’s eyes moved awkwardly as he considered the words, as if he were assessing Robert, standing there in his towel.

“Yeah,” he said, still seemingly not understanding. “Well, see you in a mo.”

Robert dressed hurriedly and busied himself washing up in the kitchen. Meera was impressed at his industry.

“Wow,” she laughed, watching him over her coffee, “you’re my ideal man. Cooks, washes up – and has biceps.”

“He’s got it all,” said Melissa. “The washing up being the best bit.”

“I was just thinking the same.”

“Anyway,” said Melissa, “this afternoon I thought we’d do the local museum –”

And the rest of the day unfurled. Civilised, warm, peaceful.

Still, the thunder was rolling around Robert’s head all day.

You need to get help, he told himself. You need to stop thinking like this.

In the Museum gift shop, Melissa gave him a kiss on the back of his neck that made him want to put his hand in her pussy right there by the novelty erasers. “Are you okay?” she asked him. “You have a little furrowed brow, sweetheart.”

“Sorry,” he said, rubbing his hand over his neck as if wiping away the kiss and the thrill it had set off in him.

“Oh, it’s kind of cute,” she said, “I just don’t know why it’s there.”

How could he tell her it was the urge, the bate, the goon, unsatisfied and stoked like a fire?

“I was just thinking of – uh, the gym,” he said.

She rolled her eyes at this. “Of course,” she said. “My selfish wish to spend time with my only brother and his new wife has mucked up your schedule. I’m so, so sorry.”

It was easier for them to argue about the lie, than deal with the truth. This has got to change, he told himself. This can’t be how it is for the rest of our lives.

“I’ll go for a swim,” he said, “I won’t be long. We’ll still have the evening together.”

She smiled and squeezed his hand. “That sounds reasonable to me.”

The couples hugged and parted in the car park. Robert tried not to inhale Meera’s perfume as he kissed her cheek goodbye. He tried not to do an ‘alpha male’ handshake with Brian.

Melissa dropped him off at the gym, and despite his swim plans, he found himself lifting weights to try and blot out the rolling thunder, the need to bate. Concentrate on the ache in your forearms, your biceps, your pectorals, your back.

It was no good. He dived into the shower room, kicking off his shoes, tearing off his gym shorts, peeling the t-shirt from his pumped and sweaty upper body, and in the shower cubicle, he finally the bank he’d been craving.

He blissed out, moaning, his hard dick in his hand, eyes shut, his mind full of his favourite porn images.

A guy across the way was watching him. Trying to catch his eye. An older guy, with a huge bodybuilder’s physique and a salt and pepper moustache. Gay.

For a moment, the pair of them were wanking together in synthesis and then Robert realised what was happening, what he was encouraging. Fuck no!

He smiled in embarrassment. “Sorry,” he mouthed, “got carried away.”

The guy didn’t stop wanking his dick, playing with his nip, biting his lip.

“I’m not gay,” mouthed Robert.

The guy shrugged a big meaty shoulder.

Robert could feel the force of the goon sweeping him away. Who cares what this guy thinks. You need to cum. Spunk that load. This is just what guys do. Jerk off together. Release the animal.

I’m crossing a line, he thought, as he began to jet a big load of creamy spunk into the swirling waters of the gym shower. I need help.

Because otherwise, I don’t know who I’ll become.

The gay bodybuilder across the way just smiled.


TO BE CONTINUED

My other stories (some under another profile):
The Complete and Utter...
Dads
Stretch and Give
The Goon Zone: Serial
Recognised Off X-Tube
Daddy Dick
Awakening
Fictional Interviews: Chris Evans
Fictional Interviews: Harry Judd
Fictional Interviews: Henry Cavill
Wife Learns A Lesson