I was just wondering what you all feel when I say the shame side of things when you're big down under. Ok, look - my thing is not huge like some here - but it's pretty wide. My first try at sex was playing doctor at age 8 with my first crush. Yes, you heard me - 8 - ok it wasn't real sex, but I already knew from Dad's stash of porn that you put that thing into that hole - so I tried - I think maybe the tip got in a tiny bit - I don't know, but she screamed REALLY loud and it freaked me out completely. Somehow I thought i did something bad - shame... Then not till around 15 I started to have real sex with girls. Again - the first few times I couldn't get it in - then finally when I did they would scream in pain (I didn't get it that it could lead to 'good' pain so to speak, - and so the scream part freaked me out all over again) - that damn screaming thing? - I though ...they don't do that in movies - it's not supposed to hurt so much is it? ...I was very confused. At some other point in high school, after some gym class and in the shower room - all the guys were sizing each other up the way teens do - Later, after they saw mine - some football jock prick freaked out because I was dating his x - and so that day after school, him and 4 guys cornered me and beat the shit out of me - the jock finished it off by kicking me in crotch real hard - I remember limping all the way home and puking about half way. That traumatized me for a long time, and got me really wondering about this penis jealousy thing with guys... OK, last one - Like when I worked outside construction one summer in college, and was banging the bosses daughter. Stuff was going great, and I even tough - I could marry this girl. Until one day he saw me pissing on a fence at a job site and that was that - all of a sudden she could no longer see me any more - ignored calls, etc. It broke me. He even told her I'd been stealing or some crap and fired me - all not true - all to convince her I was no good - and all because he didn't want me sticking that fat cock in his precious little girls (extremely tight by the way) pussy. Talk about penis envy. I mean come on - it's not that huge. Besides it was hot summer and stuff was hanging sweaty and loose to begin with. I'm more of a shower than a grower, but he never gave me a chance after that... Later I finally got properly banged by with a chic that was 13 years my senior - Her pussy was so loose and wet for me, and having had a kid she loved the fullness of it - as a woman it was she that told me I was lucky to have a cock thicker than a can of shaving cream. She told me many women prefer a full thick cock that stretches them out rather than a super long dong, although they both have benefits and all women are different. Of course the ideal would be to have both like some of you lucky studs reading this. Bottom line - she helped me to recover from some of the traumatic things, and to boost my confidence back up - but still, the damage was done I suppose. Long story short - Like some of you may as well - I thought I must be a freak? - I was ashamed - there was that SHAME, and no one to talk to back in those days. You just didn't talk about this kind of stuff back then. That's why LPSG is great for men with this problem / blessing. I have more shame stories - but what I'm hoping is that you all share your stories of the shame aspect of having an above normal schlong. Gay or straight - Women too! ...love to hear from anyone about it! Well... ???