As a sufferer of body dysmorphia and various other disorders I will admit to having all sorts of messed up thoughts about my penis, mainly hating it for the way it looks, not feeling big enough (especially in girth) and to be honest it’s got so bad that at times it makes me wish for the worst to happen just so I can be free of these thoughts.
To anyone reading, there’s more to it than just penis size and self-esteem problems in my personal life but these are things that I’m not sure I feel are appropriate to post on a site such as this.