What to do about my 20%?

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  1. Hook

    Hook New Member

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    Hey, I'm glad I found this forum. I'm 32, have had a GF for 9 years and several girl lovers while very few "gay" experiences.

    It's really interesting that you can describe your orientation on this forum by percentages.

    I wonder if someone has the same issue as I do. I see myself as straight. I can't look at a guy and feel attracted. The problem is, I fantasize about being fucked and sucking cock. Every now and then, I watch bi/gay/ts porn or girls with strapon fucking guys.

    I have experimented with anal sex using dildos with my ex and had some amazing orgasms. I am very attracted to pre-op trannies. I fucked a beautiful one in Rio de Janeiro and was fucked by another.

    The problem is, I'm not totaly confortable with having sex with a man and maybe not attracted enough. The idea is a bit revolting to me.

    I hate too the Idea of kissing a guy and I'm attracted by feminine, not masculine energy, if you know what I mean. Softness, vulnerability, sweetness, surrender, etc... I see my thing with men/dick more as a kink/fantasy than homossexuality. What turns me on is the surrender or "humiliation" and "dirtiness" of being fucked and the actual anal stimulation which is indescribable.

    With men I had one experience with a guy from the internet where I was top and bottom. Didn't realy enjoy it that much and for a while I thought "I'm definately straight". I also masturbated a guy once who had a nice and big cock which sometimes I regret not having sucked when he asked if I would.

    Botomline is I don't really know what to do. I have these desires but they come and go and while most of the time I think its not worth the trouble and guilt sometimes its like: "man, I wish I could have it now".

    The point of this post is to "put it out there" and discuss something I can't share elsewhere. I appreciate any input.
     
  2. Andy627

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    Well first off I want to say welcome to LPSG, and I hope you enjoy your stay.

    Now I could get all psychological on you and I'm gonna say what I'm thinking anyway... but point being... I'm proooobably not right...

    When you have these feelings you say they're "trouble" or give you a feeling of guilt. When you get that urge maybe just go for it and do it... right then and there. You may be repressing the urges and locking them down and it goes away for a while, then it comes back... right?

    Idk... I might just be blabbering :)
     
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    Thanks for the reply.

    The thing is there is never a "then and there". Like I said, I never see a guy and feel attracted. The urges come when I'm alone fantacising or masturbating...

    I do feel attracted when I see a ts though...

     
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    craigslist could become your best friend, there's a M4T section that you would probably like. I was acquainted with a tranny once, she said a vast majority of the guys she fucked, and she had a big dick and got around, were straight guys.
     
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    I don't live in the us... funny thing is I'm more interested in fucking trannies than being bottom.

    I'm not very conflicted about having sex with trannies... it's guys that are complicated for me. I'm not attracted to guys, I would say I'm attracted to dick.

    I completely forgot to mention a guy I fucked from an add. He was feminine, a dancer. Slim very round and feminine ass. Was wearing a thong. Funny thing is he wouldn't let me fuck him. I was turned on by how much he seemed to enjoy fucking me. His dick was mediu-small but it was still a bit hard for me...

     
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    I fantacise being fucked in the ass buy a black guy with a big dick. I think about paying for it to make it impersonal. I'm just afraid I'll freak out when I see and actual dude live and ready to have sex...
     
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    CL isn't just in the US, pretty much all major countries have it and most seem to have a respectable number of people posting there.
     
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