So my last blog was posted for a specific person. I emailed him to let him know it was there, since he's stated he won't be logging into LPSG anymore. He logged in six hours ago, and I have no idea if he read it or not, but he didn't respond. I'm not sure what to make of that. I was hoping he'd at least say something, even if it was negative. Guess I'll have to wait and see...
And hope. :frown1:
In other news, tomorrow is my sons eighth birthday. That makes me feel old! I hope his birthday party is a success. Last years party didn't go well at ALL... I feel bad, even though it wasn't my fault. Pray for good weather for me! We're supposed to be going swimming. :biggrin: We have a place to go if the weather sucks, but I know everyone would prefer the pool.
I met a boy...
Or rather, I met a boy a long time ago and recently reconnected with him. I met him about 10 or 11 years ago. We mostly had a friends with benefits relationship. I haven't seen him or talked to him in about 4 years, and I ran into him in an AOL chat room last night. I learned some interesting things. For example.. he told me that he always intended and wanted to have more than just a FWB relationship with me, but everytime we'd "hookup", I'd end up meeting someone new very shortly thereafter and getting into a committed relationship with them. He was actually a bit jealous, which surprised me. I never knew he felt that way about me. I had a massive crush on him but thought he just wanted sex so I didn't bother trying to have anything serious. Anyway, we're supposed to go hang out together sometime. I'm looking forward to it! We used to have such a fun time together (not counting sex.) In fact, my favorite memory of him was from when I was 18 years old... my neighbor was having me babysit her daughter for her three nights a week while she worked. (She was a nurse, worked 3 12-hour shifts a week.) I was allowed to have company over as long as it was only 1 or 2 people and we were responsible and quiet. So I invited Ben over one night. We sat in the living room and watched cartoons and played with Play-doh. It was completely juvenile and immature, but it was an absolute blast. He told me he wants to come over and color with me sometime. :tongue: I have massive amounts of coloring books. It'll be a good time.
Other than that, I guess I don't have much going on. Anxiously awaiting school to start. August 17th! :biggrin: Yay.
And hope. :frown1:
In other news, tomorrow is my sons eighth birthday. That makes me feel old! I hope his birthday party is a success. Last years party didn't go well at ALL... I feel bad, even though it wasn't my fault. Pray for good weather for me! We're supposed to be going swimming. :biggrin: We have a place to go if the weather sucks, but I know everyone would prefer the pool.
I met a boy...
Or rather, I met a boy a long time ago and recently reconnected with him. I met him about 10 or 11 years ago. We mostly had a friends with benefits relationship. I haven't seen him or talked to him in about 4 years, and I ran into him in an AOL chat room last night. I learned some interesting things. For example.. he told me that he always intended and wanted to have more than just a FWB relationship with me, but everytime we'd "hookup", I'd end up meeting someone new very shortly thereafter and getting into a committed relationship with them. He was actually a bit jealous, which surprised me. I never knew he felt that way about me. I had a massive crush on him but thought he just wanted sex so I didn't bother trying to have anything serious. Anyway, we're supposed to go hang out together sometime. I'm looking forward to it! We used to have such a fun time together (not counting sex.) In fact, my favorite memory of him was from when I was 18 years old... my neighbor was having me babysit her daughter for her three nights a week while she worked. (She was a nurse, worked 3 12-hour shifts a week.) I was allowed to have company over as long as it was only 1 or 2 people and we were responsible and quiet. So I invited Ben over one night. We sat in the living room and watched cartoons and played with Play-doh. It was completely juvenile and immature, but it was an absolute blast. He told me he wants to come over and color with me sometime. :tongue: I have massive amounts of coloring books. It'll be a good time.
Other than that, I guess I don't have much going on. Anxiously awaiting school to start. August 17th! :biggrin: Yay.
