I don't think I've ever been so exhausted in my life! I started dilating before Thanksgiving. I've been having contractions for a few weeks now, and it's getting old, being temporarily hobbled while trying to shop for Christmas presents, or doubled over at the grocery store, or while having coffee with a friend, but it's all completely normal. I've had hundreds of contractions by now, and they regularly wake me up in the middle of the night. TheBF is so good about that, so sympathetic and sweet, waking up to rub my back until they stop. Now I'm trying to finish up the baby's room and other household projects, with the faint hope of actually getting to put up Christmas decorations this year. I've hired help, which is costing a fortune, but I just can't do it all myself at the speed that I move or with my inability to bend over without grunting and groaning and it takes me forever to stand up once I've sat down. I timed myself today. I tire so quickly that today I could only work really hard on my feet for about 10 minutes before I need to sit down to catch my breathe, in between random contractions all day long. It's pathetic. It's almost over! I was hoping to take more belly photos before TheBaby comes, but I don't know if that will happen or not. There's just so much to do. :frown1:
Most of my LPSG browsing is now done on my phone while I'm waiting around, running an errand or waiting in line, or sitting in a doctor's waiting room, or sitting down to catch my breathe for a moment. My phone isn't the best for writing text, but I do read a lot, so I do know what's going on. I think I'm not going to be present very much in the next month. My life has sped up at the same time that I've become so slow. I can't keep up!
TheBF is asleep on the couch next to me right now and he just muttered, "You make me happy," in the sweetest voice. I said, "What did you say?" and he opened his eyes and looked at me, and he said it again. Now that was just the perfect thing to say at the perfect time. :smile:
How did he know what I needed to hear?
TheBF is a somnambulist, although he mostly just carries on his half of a dream conversation. Sometimes he'll also open his eyes, sit up, or gesture while he talks. Occasionally he'll start having sex with me in his sleep, not waking up until he's halfway through the act, groping me harder than usual, licking me, pushing me into doggy style and fucking me harder than usual, or like a few weeks ago when he kept trying to push his cock into my ass. I was sure that it would go in easily since we had just had anal sex two nights before, but after what seemed like ages of trying, I became afraid that if he pushed any harder that I would be in excruciating pain if it did go in and I stopped him. He was asleep the entire time, and I had no idea until that moment. I should recognize by now when he's asleep. He's much more primal and forceful when he initiates sex in his sleep, but most of the time I don't notice at all that he's not fully conscious. He has to tell me after, "I woke up and my tongue was on your clitoris, so I went with it." I guess it's because I'm asleep, too, at least when he starts groping me and not very observant at the moment.
He's still talking in his sleep! He just said, "Yes, many times." I wonder what he's talking about. I asked, but he mumbled the answer and I couldn't hear what he said.
Ha! I can hear snoring now, and I can't tell if it's coming from TheBF or my dog that he's cuddling. :lmao:
Most of my LPSG browsing is now done on my phone while I'm waiting around, running an errand or waiting in line, or sitting in a doctor's waiting room, or sitting down to catch my breathe for a moment. My phone isn't the best for writing text, but I do read a lot, so I do know what's going on. I think I'm not going to be present very much in the next month. My life has sped up at the same time that I've become so slow. I can't keep up!
TheBF is asleep on the couch next to me right now and he just muttered, "You make me happy," in the sweetest voice. I said, "What did you say?" and he opened his eyes and looked at me, and he said it again. Now that was just the perfect thing to say at the perfect time. :smile:
How did he know what I needed to hear?
TheBF is a somnambulist, although he mostly just carries on his half of a dream conversation. Sometimes he'll also open his eyes, sit up, or gesture while he talks. Occasionally he'll start having sex with me in his sleep, not waking up until he's halfway through the act, groping me harder than usual, licking me, pushing me into doggy style and fucking me harder than usual, or like a few weeks ago when he kept trying to push his cock into my ass. I was sure that it would go in easily since we had just had anal sex two nights before, but after what seemed like ages of trying, I became afraid that if he pushed any harder that I would be in excruciating pain if it did go in and I stopped him. He was asleep the entire time, and I had no idea until that moment. I should recognize by now when he's asleep. He's much more primal and forceful when he initiates sex in his sleep, but most of the time I don't notice at all that he's not fully conscious. He has to tell me after, "I woke up and my tongue was on your clitoris, so I went with it." I guess it's because I'm asleep, too, at least when he starts groping me and not very observant at the moment.
He's still talking in his sleep! He just said, "Yes, many times." I wonder what he's talking about. I asked, but he mumbled the answer and I couldn't hear what he said.
Ha! I can hear snoring now, and I can't tell if it's coming from TheBF or my dog that he's cuddling. :lmao:
