Okay, so a little while ago I posted about a situation I was having with a straight friend of mine.
I had decided to look the other way and ignore my feelings to try and straight-seduce him...but it's getting more and more difficult.
Yesterday, he was hanging out and apparently had just gotten out of the shower before came over. He smelled reeeaaalllllllyyyyy good. Like damn good. Also, he was wearing super baggy pants and hadn't put a belt on yet. While he was going to fix himself, he just casually let his pants drop to the floor so he was standing there in his boxers showing off in front of me. It was too much for me to handle; I literally boned up immediately. Tres emberassing.
Either he felt comfortable enough to do such a thing in front of me or he was doing it on purpose to get a reaction out of me. He's been doing those types of things more and more often. Mostly when he and I are alone. We have mutual friends and when they're around he's completely modest.
I would feel quite uncomfortable with his actions if I wasn't interested...but of course I am.
Like I mentioned before, he talks alot about his size and how much he enjoys sex, which he also knows is something that gets me hot...straight sex. I feel like he's totally doing this stuff on purpose now and that he wants me to make a move; however, I'm still nervous about it since the whole "ruin a perfectly good friendship if I'm just reading too deeply" thing.
Being the total saint that I am, I did egg him on a little later, telling him that I sometimes space out while staring at a guy's crotch and that I'd been caught a couple of times doing it. He says "I'd love to catch you staring at my crotch." The end. Nothing after that...I was totally shocked, turned on and conflicted.
Ugh. I guess I'm just going to have to stay tortured and conflicted until either he makes a move or I get bold enough to risk everything.
I had decided to look the other way and ignore my feelings to try and straight-seduce him...but it's getting more and more difficult.
Yesterday, he was hanging out and apparently had just gotten out of the shower before came over. He smelled reeeaaalllllllyyyyy good. Like damn good. Also, he was wearing super baggy pants and hadn't put a belt on yet. While he was going to fix himself, he just casually let his pants drop to the floor so he was standing there in his boxers showing off in front of me. It was too much for me to handle; I literally boned up immediately. Tres emberassing.
Either he felt comfortable enough to do such a thing in front of me or he was doing it on purpose to get a reaction out of me. He's been doing those types of things more and more often. Mostly when he and I are alone. We have mutual friends and when they're around he's completely modest.
I would feel quite uncomfortable with his actions if I wasn't interested...but of course I am.
Like I mentioned before, he talks alot about his size and how much he enjoys sex, which he also knows is something that gets me hot...straight sex. I feel like he's totally doing this stuff on purpose now and that he wants me to make a move; however, I'm still nervous about it since the whole "ruin a perfectly good friendship if I'm just reading too deeply" thing.
Being the total saint that I am, I did egg him on a little later, telling him that I sometimes space out while staring at a guy's crotch and that I'd been caught a couple of times doing it. He says "I'd love to catch you staring at my crotch." The end. Nothing after that...I was totally shocked, turned on and conflicted.
Ugh. I guess I'm just going to have to stay tortured and conflicted until either he makes a move or I get bold enough to risk everything.
