Samantha Hopkins
Loved Member
I have many times. When i turned legal drinking age, I would dress and go to a bar, where it was dark enough for me not to totally freak out about being passable. Once I was drunk enough, I would go with any guy that showed interest. A lot of times I would go out to a car, an alley or even in the club bathroom, get laid, then go back in the bar and start over like nothing ever happened.
I had a thing for black guys at the time, and whatever the vibes i put out were, they seemed to insist or demand bareback. I knoew it was a mistake but would let them. I also had a few instances where the condom broke. It wasn't the gross guys that freaked me out so much. It was the hot ones. When the guy is like a 12 on a scale of 1 to 10, you know he has been with a million people. Finally the light went on and I realized I was being really stupid.
If I was single, I probably would do it on a first date.
I had a thing for black guys at the time, and whatever the vibes i put out were, they seemed to insist or demand bareback. I knoew it was a mistake but would let them. I also had a few instances where the condom broke. It wasn't the gross guys that freaked me out so much. It was the hot ones. When the guy is like a 12 on a scale of 1 to 10, you know he has been with a million people. Finally the light went on and I realized I was being really stupid.
If I was single, I probably would do it on a first date.
