@Thr3Dk1LL3r: Here's a suggestion that works for me when I'm feeling kinda ughish...
You're not far (about 44 miles/an hour or less driving due East) from the beach in Ocean City, MD living in Salisbury, MD. I know from a good friend that lived in Salisbury that buses run regularly back and forth too if you can't/don't want to drive. Even a bus ride with some new scenery can be cathartic.
I find that time spent on the beach or a bench just staring at the ocean can do wonders for my mood. Especially at this time of year. Or simply strolling the boardwalk. Taking in the sights, the smell, the sounds. Not to mention Thrasher's french fries, funnel cakes, caramel corn, salt water taffy...nom nom.
I've been known to hop in my car and drive 130 miles (one way) and back in the same day just for some ocean/beach time reflection. Along with some good tunes, it never failed to improve my mood/outlook.
I do hope you find something that can help you overcome whatever challenges you are currently facing. But as
@Tight_N_Juicy said, using a substance to fill an emotional void is potentially problematic.
Happiness/contentment comes from within. From you. I've yet to meet the person who's gotten "better" from abusing any substance. Certainly not in the long term.
Regardless, I wish you well. Get out there and go live. Life's too short not to be happy! Best wishes to you.