Zorrus, I am much better off than I was before. However, as Txquis put it... it still hurt and sometimes does still. I invested 9 years with this man..... that is a lot to contend with, especially considering we were never married. I loved him and will always have feelings for him.
Regrets, yes, we should have ended it earlier, particularly because of his behavior and his temper. Nonetheless, he taught me a lot for which I am grateful.
Bblumbee,
I'm sorry I missed this reply. I did not mean to sound callous. That was not my intention at all. I thought yours was a moving story: but I did think that over all you were better off without him.
Yes, we learn lessons. Would'nt it be nice in a way if we did not have to,
All the best from,
zzorus