Anal sex is an act that I really need every few weeks. I function and feel so much better after being fucked. For me its a gving and release of raw emotion and energy for both of us. There are three aspects, that I enjoy about it.
The physical which is that sensation of another man penetrating my hole, the mental aspect, of where I am in a total state of bliss and happiness and the psychological component where my fuckbuddy and I become one and he breeds me. In that moment, when he orgasms deep inside me and I can hear and feel him, we share a unique bond, a closeness and intimacy. I would say at that moment when he cums and he kisses me, its a sacred act and expression of love that we share albeit briefly that exists at no other time between us.
I function so much better after I have hooked up with my fuckbuddy. Not to mention, it improves my sleep and I feel a lot more calmer and rested. Its just not only the sexual component and all the wonderful benefits that come with that, I genuinely find after being fucked, I am lot more balanced, rested and at peace.Psychologically as a bottom, being fucked my fuckbuddy helps me relax, think and sleep better for days after.
Its a beautfiul experience to be drained emotionally from the happiness, I love expressing and communicating how I am feeling to my fuckbuddy be it through moaning, groaning or screaming. Its an intoxicating, addictive experience seeing, hearing and feeling an older, larger man make animalistic grunts and build up speed and momentum as he fucks you furiously as he nears orgasm and then cumming in you makes you feel like a very proud bottom.
I have discussed this with my fuckbuddy and as a Top he feels the same way when he gets that release, using me as a sexual outlet. He gets to feel powerful, strong, masculine and virile. In contrast I feel, weak,submissive, vulnerable, feminine and desired. Its why after we fuck, he will spoon me and I will fall asleep in his arms, feeling safe, protected and calm.