*SNIP* Nothing. Anything. Absolute illumination. Dark questioning. I'm more into this for the experience itself. Not all drugs are the same, NJQT.
I am aware of this Burns1de. I'm not a complete idiot.
You won't get the same trip from shrooms that you will from rum or from hash or from Special K or whatever else. A new drug is a new experience (or a bunch of them). This is VERY difficult to explain to someone who has never had a psychedelic experience.
I'll take for granted that you include me in this...
Yes, I did, but not as a slam or to come off sounding like Nancy Reagan. You are one of a small handful of people whose posts I look forward to reading even when I don't agree with them. Unlike many of the people who have posted frequently of late I truly like and respect you; I always learn something from your posts which I appreciate. I really, really, REALLY wish people would stop judging me and others like me (ie. 'drug users') on this...
I'm sorry. :frown1: You're right, I tend to do that a lot. It's one of the many things I am supposed to be working on in therapy. :redface: Just because I use drugs doesn't mean I'm not the real me on here, or anywhere else,
True, but this being the internet how much do we ever really know about anybody? or that I am less than a so-called 'normal' man, or that you should feel sorry for me or whatever. I'm not saying you're thinking all of that, but quite frankly, from the 'tone' of your post (especially the part above), it would indicate so.
You are correct, I was more than a little preachy but not pitying. :redface::frown1:
I've heard that too many times already... From personal experience, I can tell you that the 'normal' people are usually the most fucked up, disingenuous and hypocritical persons I've ever seen.
LOL :biggrin1: I have only recently come to the conclusion that there is no such thing as 'normal' and that all families (especially mine) are dysfunctional in some form or fashion. Addicted to antidepressants but feeling good about it because The Man says it's okay to take them, a lot of them tend to be walking contradictions, secretly loathing and even envying our choices and our free-spirit, those people tend to live boring, safe and meaningless existences.
I might not find God using psychedelics but hey, at least I'm trying, You want to see God?
Or just have a life altering experience? Okay, I so totally missed that reference before. I'm doing something.
As am I!
I think we may have similar goals we are just taking different paths.
Ahh, that felt good to get off my chest. :wink:
I'm glad you feel better. :smile:
No, I got the same brainwashing from my folks (well, my mom - daddy wasn't really there to do any upbringing per se, you see), but I was uncontrollable. Tell me 'this is off limit' and I'll be the first one to jump over the gate. Tell me not to try this new drug, and I'll be heading to headshops asking about it and seeking it out. Same thing.
I understand I chose to buck the establishment and my parents in more subtle ways.
Part of the fun of this is living for yourself and discovering new ways of thinking and experiencing life. Some people like to bungie jump, others like to sail around the world in a small boat, others like to try psychedelics drugs, others do all of it.
I know you probably think I am some straight-laced prude; but I'm really not. I have done things which while tame for you; took me way outside my comfort zone and made me feel exhilerated.
Here's a good rule of thumb:
when the government tells you to do something, try the opposite, instead. :wink:
You're preaching to the choir dude. :smile::biggrin1: I'm 41 and a moderate democrat with green party tendencies. I was out engaging in minor vandalism and felonies when you were still in diapers.
FYI: In case you and some of the other recreational drug users haven't figured it out yet. I kvetch and moan because I care and I would hate to see anything bad happen to any of you.
I trust that you have researched various drugs and have determined what's right for you. I just don't trust the source. :smile: I'm from Jersey I have friends who used to deal. I had another friend whose boyfriend was a runner for the mob and they paid him in crank and crack (that was back in the mid late 1980's) I know what some of this stuff is cut with and it ain't pretty. In some instances it's more dangerous than the actual drug.
I have a girlfriend who was on such good terms with her drug dealer in college he took her personal checks.
I'm her daughters' godmother and I was the maid of honor at her wedding. Yes, her daughter is totally normal; if anything she is a little too smart.:tongue::smile: