I ejaculate. The first few times my boyfriend at the time was oralling me, and i felt like i had to pee really really bad and made him stop so i could go. he always tried to tell me to just let it go, but i was too embarassed. After that relationship fell through and i had started masterbating more often, i found that i actually *do* ejaculate. i only seem to be able to do it when i used a body massager, which is a bit more powerful than the normal dildo/vibe. i seem to squirt everytime i do that, without any vaginal stimulation, just clitoral. i have noticed that the ejaculate comes after intense muscle spasims(which is what the orgasm is i suppose) the amount of ejaculate i produce is quite a bit! i just don't dribble it out, it literally shoots out in spurts with the muscle spasims! depending on how my pelvis is tilted, it shoots, literally, 3ft across the room. i've noticed that because i was laying over the side of my bed one time and felt it on the carpet when i got off the bed.
it literally feels like i'm peeing, but ooooh much more pleasurable
it is a clear fluid, just like urine, but there is no odor nor stain. one time while masturbating, i thought i had just ejaculated, but i later noticed the odor of urine, so i must have peed instead. it's hard to tell whether or not its ejaculate fluids or urine when you're doing it. so i make sure i've emptied my bladder before i masturbate now.
i have read around about it online, after i discovered that is what i did. there have actually been experiments done with cathedars etc. i don't have any links to provide to the findings i had back then, it was some time ago.
i have yet to ejaculate while being with a partner, since that one guy i was with when i was too embarassed. i can only hope that if i do ejaculate with a guy, that he takes to it kindly and not think i'm pissing myself. heehee
0h--also, after i ejaculate, i feel such a sense of release! after having the ejaculate orgasms, i feel like a weight was lifted off me...the feeling afterwards is much more than just getting off.