So lately I've been having very vivid dreams of various natures, ranging from seriously passionate intense sex sessions to relationships, to funerals and motorcades, and even to stupid and weird things like being in a fun house. Now I'm not looking for any sort of meaning behind any of this, it's just that I've noticed that things have been just strange. Now to not deviate to far from where I'm going to go with what I was just saying but I feel proud of my progress from the past year. In the past year I've lost some weight, not much but on average about 45 maybe 50 pounds. I have the intent of loosing another 10 maybe 15 pounds. Now to go back to where I was going with everything, I've noticed that since loosing the weight my confidence has gone up and with it comes these bizarre yet fun dreams. I don't know if loosing the weight has brought my testosterone levels up and that's the reason for the sex dreams and the desires to just have sex, but I've found my self to be more horny than usual. Considering that the last couple of years those including my last relationship have I never really been horny and never really had the desire to have sex. Now thinking about it all though it's been about 19 months since the last time i had sex. I'm amazed as to how I do feel though, and to add a bit of humor, well at least what I think it rather funny to all of this is that I feel the next time I do have sex boy is it going to be something lol. Well like I said I don't know really where to go with any of this or what to make of it. Anyone who's reading this my question to you is what do you make of all of this, what would you do, and lastly what do you think I should do besides the obvious of have sex?
