I am 18. The youngest guy I have every done anything with was 36. The first person I lost my virginity to was 45 years old. I'm not sure if my first guy forced me to start liking older guys or if my liking of older guys forced me to find the 45 year. Nonetheless, I like older guys. Naturally, I have never had a boyfriend: 1. because I have come out recently and 2. because it's hard to find one these days that would go for me. Like I said earlier, I'm into older guys. Do you think it's wrong to be thinking about them? Is it wrong to want a boyfriend that is 30 years older than me? I know it would be socially unacceptable in the "straight world" but would I get funny looks? What's your advice?