So I went to Manhandler Bar in Chicago. I found it on gaycities. So I went - and cruised around a bit. I - at age 21 - was by far the youngest person in there. I went to the backroom - which was a dark ourdoor patio - but totally obstructed by outsider's view (if you were just walking by, the only you'd see what was going on is if you were purposely and actively trying to). So I went and it was the quietest bar I'd ever been to. I met a black man who claimed to be named "Andres." I was drunk/bored and it was the 2nd bar of the night. So I grabbed a condom out of the jar, strapped it on. "Andres" got down - blew me, but I couldn't feel hardly anything through the latex and inebriation. He asked for some anal play. Still with the condom on, he bent over, I gave it to him up his ass hole. I enjoyed it but now I feel disgusting. I have nothing against other gays who go there but I just feel like barfing my guts out. I can't believe I did that. Never again will I go to a bathhouse/sexclub/go cruising. I just feel nasty. Even though I didn't take the condom off until we stopped, I still felt the need to go wash my penis off with the liquid hand soap they had in the bathroom. And now that I'm home, I want to go wash my penis again with antibacterial soap. I hate random sex.