Well, I dont know if some of you remember, but a about a month or so ago, I posted a thread about my girlfriend getting weirded out about me getting hard and humping the bed a little in my sleep. Well all hell broke loose this morning. This morning, we have great morning sex, it was awsome. Then afterwards, we are laying on the bed, and she asks me about my dreams last night. I said I kinda had a nightmare, about being lost in the woods. Then she says, that I woke her up laughing, and rubing my dick in my sleep. She said I let a giggle out, and say yea yea yea..ect in my sleep, all while rubing my hard dick.
Now this has been discussed before. So I look at her as I was getting dressed, and said I dunno, I dont remeber doing any of that, and kinda walked about to go to the bathroom. Well evidently this was a important topic of convo, for her because I was late for work and she wanted to continue to talk about it. I couldnt and had to leave. I knew something was up when I went to give her a kiss goodbye, and she gave me her cheek. I call her in the car, and she is livid, that i walked away from her in the middle of her talking about. I told her, that there isnt anything to discuss, I dont remember doing it, I wasnt dreaming about anyone else whats there to talk about. Well she made a big fit about this, saying that she cant talk to me, and that its not weird to her, and that if it was she wouldnt have had sex with me.
You know, I think Im at my end here. As sad as is it is, and as much as I love her, I just cant do this anymore. Everything is such a big deal to her, she flips out, gets mad, and starts crying over everything. She has high stress in her life, and very high anxiety. If I even look at her the wrong way she flips. Last night she left her waltet, in a shopping cart at the store. Realized she left her wallet there on the way home. Went back, to find the shopping cart in the same place, but no wallet. Cancled all her credit cards, only problem was her social security card was in there. So she had the call the social security office, to put a freeze on her ssn. Then the lady tells her to call the credit bureaus so they can put a fraud allert on her credit report so no can try to steal her id. Well this is at like 9pm, and of course the number for experian is all automated, and asks you like a 100 different things. She gets frusturated and hangs up. Now I am just leaving work, and she is telling me this, long story, it took about 20 min. She is then at the part when is is getting mad on the phone with the credit bureau, and she says the reason why she doesnt have her wallet is because of the area we live in, and its bullshit that someone didnt turn it in because she didnt have any money in there. Now I have listened very closley and quite the whole time. Then I say well you cant get mad at the people at the grocery store, or the poeole at experian because it isnt their fault, yea it sucks that no one turned it in but its not there fault. Well she got soo mad at me told me to fuck off, kiss her ass..ect.
See thats the thing with her, I think there is something mental wrong with her. she often flips out over nothing, takes everything so personal, doesnt trust anyone, has an anger problem, often says degrading things to me. She even gets cranky when she is hungry. But yet on the other hand when she is level headed, its wonderfull, amazing I couldnt ask for more. I dont know what to do here, I cant take these constant battles and insults. She insults me flips out calls me all the names in the book, then she begins to cry and get upset break up with me, then shes like "How do you stay with me, you dont deserve this, you should run away" I am at at a loss for words, and for the first time in my life, I actually feel as if there is not light at the end of the tunnel, and I am horribly depressed. Someone Please help, anything would help.
Now this has been discussed before. So I look at her as I was getting dressed, and said I dunno, I dont remeber doing any of that, and kinda walked about to go to the bathroom. Well evidently this was a important topic of convo, for her because I was late for work and she wanted to continue to talk about it. I couldnt and had to leave. I knew something was up when I went to give her a kiss goodbye, and she gave me her cheek. I call her in the car, and she is livid, that i walked away from her in the middle of her talking about. I told her, that there isnt anything to discuss, I dont remember doing it, I wasnt dreaming about anyone else whats there to talk about. Well she made a big fit about this, saying that she cant talk to me, and that its not weird to her, and that if it was she wouldnt have had sex with me.
You know, I think Im at my end here. As sad as is it is, and as much as I love her, I just cant do this anymore. Everything is such a big deal to her, she flips out, gets mad, and starts crying over everything. She has high stress in her life, and very high anxiety. If I even look at her the wrong way she flips. Last night she left her waltet, in a shopping cart at the store. Realized she left her wallet there on the way home. Went back, to find the shopping cart in the same place, but no wallet. Cancled all her credit cards, only problem was her social security card was in there. So she had the call the social security office, to put a freeze on her ssn. Then the lady tells her to call the credit bureaus so they can put a fraud allert on her credit report so no can try to steal her id. Well this is at like 9pm, and of course the number for experian is all automated, and asks you like a 100 different things. She gets frusturated and hangs up. Now I am just leaving work, and she is telling me this, long story, it took about 20 min. She is then at the part when is is getting mad on the phone with the credit bureau, and she says the reason why she doesnt have her wallet is because of the area we live in, and its bullshit that someone didnt turn it in because she didnt have any money in there. Now I have listened very closley and quite the whole time. Then I say well you cant get mad at the people at the grocery store, or the poeole at experian because it isnt their fault, yea it sucks that no one turned it in but its not there fault. Well she got soo mad at me told me to fuck off, kiss her ass..ect.
See thats the thing with her, I think there is something mental wrong with her. she often flips out over nothing, takes everything so personal, doesnt trust anyone, has an anger problem, often says degrading things to me. She even gets cranky when she is hungry. But yet on the other hand when she is level headed, its wonderfull, amazing I couldnt ask for more. I dont know what to do here, I cant take these constant battles and insults. She insults me flips out calls me all the names in the book, then she begins to cry and get upset break up with me, then shes like "How do you stay with me, you dont deserve this, you should run away" I am at at a loss for words, and for the first time in my life, I actually feel as if there is not light at the end of the tunnel, and I am horribly depressed. Someone Please help, anything would help.