BlackHoleFun and Psidom if you really want to know about my fascination with fisting...
My desire to be fisted started about 6 years ago. Out of no where during foreplay my husband and i got really crazy and started stretching me out while we were in the bathtub. It seemed like the warm water made for my stretching to happen a little easier.
As many here know, i have a very small vagina. It's not just tight in the hymen area, the vaginal canal itself and muscles are very tight. It's been a real problem for me. It's not a vaginismis sort of tightness. Im just naturally built this way.
So it was fun but also painful to have my husband try to stretch me to his fist. His fist is huge for a man and my vagina is just too small. I love to watch fisting videos and i would love to have that feeling so many women decribe.
So we've tried many times but its just never been able to happen. I've never liked the sensation of fingering myself, but ive been craving that sensation and i've been doing it while masturbating more and more. Im finding that i can fit more of my own fingers (since they are smaller obviously) and i love feeling my vagina stretch around them.
So im working on getting to self fisting because i can totally see this being possible, unlike the impossibility of taking my husbands hand. The pain of that is unreal.
There is nothing remotely attractive to me about gaping or wanting to be able to gape. It's just a mountain i want to conquer as people who are built like me never get to have extreme fun.