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- 80% Straight, 20% Gay
I'm mostly straight, I've definitely fantasized a normal amount about guys but yeah I'm straight. I say mostly because these days it's a question.
I can appreciate a good looking guy but any thoughts of intimacy with a guy lead more to "whatever girl he has/will have would be really lucky." Henry Cavill I've definitely stared you up and down and thought unholy things but that's where it would stop, just thoughts.
Sometimes I would pay attention more to the man while watching straight porn, specifically if he was muscular, hung, good-looking, and knew what he was doing. Bruce Venture's body for one I remember being really fascinated with aesthetically, like looking at a Greek sculpture.
I don't know what it is about gay porn though that I enjoy it so much and eventually almost exclusively watched gay porn. There's something so hot about the concept of me watching another man in the act of masturbation for example. I feel almost as if I shouldn't be watching, yet something about it is so tempting, the same energy of thoughts like "it wouldn't hurt to take one peek at the guy changing next to me in the locker room." Maybe it's my mirror neurons going crazy and my caveman brain just gets horny when I observe people being sensual. And then something about two hot guys willingly getting it on is super sexy to me, yet also wrong at the same time. I think since they're both guys, they sort of know what feels good and stuff and it's exciting to have a mutually pleasing experience, but the naughtiness factor of it being two men and the "taboo" (in quotations bc it's 2025) factor of it add to the vibe. Anyway that's the gist of it I think. Does anyone else relate?
I can appreciate a good looking guy but any thoughts of intimacy with a guy lead more to "whatever girl he has/will have would be really lucky." Henry Cavill I've definitely stared you up and down and thought unholy things but that's where it would stop, just thoughts.
Sometimes I would pay attention more to the man while watching straight porn, specifically if he was muscular, hung, good-looking, and knew what he was doing. Bruce Venture's body for one I remember being really fascinated with aesthetically, like looking at a Greek sculpture.
I don't know what it is about gay porn though that I enjoy it so much and eventually almost exclusively watched gay porn. There's something so hot about the concept of me watching another man in the act of masturbation for example. I feel almost as if I shouldn't be watching, yet something about it is so tempting, the same energy of thoughts like "it wouldn't hurt to take one peek at the guy changing next to me in the locker room." Maybe it's my mirror neurons going crazy and my caveman brain just gets horny when I observe people being sensual. And then something about two hot guys willingly getting it on is super sexy to me, yet also wrong at the same time. I think since they're both guys, they sort of know what feels good and stuff and it's exciting to have a mutually pleasing experience, but the naughtiness factor of it being two men and the "taboo" (in quotations bc it's 2025) factor of it add to the vibe. Anyway that's the gist of it I think. Does anyone else relate?