Hi everyone,
Although I am not exactly new to this site, but I didn't do an introduction when I joined but I'm glad I didn't as now I realise it wouldn't of been a true representation of me. I'm 31 year old single Irish guy. I see myself as just as average guy, nothing special. I play Gaelic (irish football), so I'm fit, decent body. I'm a hard worker and work as much as I can to make ends meet. Sometimes, that is not enough, and bills stack up. I work in IT , and my dad trained me as a mechanic growing up. So when I finish in the office, I'm then helping my father in the garage. I don't have much of a social life anymore because I can't really afford it. My social life now has turned to online forums just like this one. I don't know how I came across it, but I got here.
I've been playing football since I could walk. Being part of a team from a young age meant I have some great mates. My weekends normally meant we all were going out for drinks, but now most are all settled down and married. Whereas I'm still single, and when I do manage to have some spare cash for a night out, I've no one else to go out with. When I got to the site, I was familiar with a few other sites that were more towards adults, too.
I am straight and spent my time chatting and checking out women on those sites, but the most attention I was getting was from guys. I didn't really take them on and ignored them as their messages were a bit much, and they loved to send pictures, which I didn't want to see. I did, however, have chats with some guys who were looking for chats and having conversations without turning gay. But there was the option to block messages from guys. But, I did love the attention, though. I can't deny that. From these sites, I did manage to have a few threesomes with another guy and girl. Nearly each time, the guy would try something, but I backed off. I've no interest in guys. What I consider as normal is that I think guys always check each other out. When at the gym and playing football, I see naked guys all the time, and I do check them out. I do compare. I'm a decent size, so it makes me feel good. I also always checked what underwear they wear. I'm a boxer brief kinda guy like most. It's either the loose boxers or boxer briefs. But more recently, I'm seeing guys wear briefs. And I'll admit, they looked good. I even recently bought some myself. Briefs is adventurous for me (that's how boring my life is right now). I've even bought a jockstrap. In ireland, no one wears a jockstrap for sports. Compared to America. So I guess I'll be wearing it for personal use. I've been living with a couple of mates for a few years now. When doing the washing, I would sneak a sniff of their boxers before putting them in the washing machine. This to me was strange, and I never understood why.
When it came to signing up to this site, it asked about my sexual orientation, I sat and thought more and went with 90% straight and 10% gay. As I'm sitting here writing this, I still only have an interest in women, but I feel something is missing. And I'm questioning it. Do I want to kiss a guy? Do I want to suck a guy or have a guy suck me? Could I go further than that? And because I can't answer those questions, it must mean I want to explore it. I'm not saying no. Is that normal for a guy who is only interested in women? Am I kidding myself with even saying that? Clearly, with checking out naked guys, what undies they wear, sniffing my mates' undies, must mean that there is some attraction there. I've been on here a bit now, and my main activity has been writing a story called "New to Keiran," where I'm about to post my 39th chapter. Kieran is loosely based on me, and I've been putting him in new situations where he is finally exploring things with a guy. Whereas it was all women before. But he found another straight guy who also had no interest in guys but is up for exploring. This must be me projecting what I want. I think I need someone who understands and is in the same position. But I think I need to get away from here as ireland is full of small towns where everyone knows everyone. Gossip like this would spread like wild fire. So I need to get away, on my own, for a weekend or something. I've been checking out places like Manchester that where I can go for a few days and no one knows who I am. I know there is a sauna there, too, which I'd like to check out. It might be a bit much for me, but I think it's still worth checking out. If anything, least I'd get to hang out with other guys naked and be comfortable. But that's not going to happen anytime soon as finances aren't in my favour at the moment. But this is my first step as saying anything like this to anyone. And hopefully someday I'll be able to write about my real experiences, but I guess I'll just be putting my thoughts into the fictional story for a while.
Although I am not exactly new to this site, but I didn't do an introduction when I joined but I'm glad I didn't as now I realise it wouldn't of been a true representation of me. I'm 31 year old single Irish guy. I see myself as just as average guy, nothing special. I play Gaelic (irish football), so I'm fit, decent body. I'm a hard worker and work as much as I can to make ends meet. Sometimes, that is not enough, and bills stack up. I work in IT , and my dad trained me as a mechanic growing up. So when I finish in the office, I'm then helping my father in the garage. I don't have much of a social life anymore because I can't really afford it. My social life now has turned to online forums just like this one. I don't know how I came across it, but I got here.
I've been playing football since I could walk. Being part of a team from a young age meant I have some great mates. My weekends normally meant we all were going out for drinks, but now most are all settled down and married. Whereas I'm still single, and when I do manage to have some spare cash for a night out, I've no one else to go out with. When I got to the site, I was familiar with a few other sites that were more towards adults, too.
I am straight and spent my time chatting and checking out women on those sites, but the most attention I was getting was from guys. I didn't really take them on and ignored them as their messages were a bit much, and they loved to send pictures, which I didn't want to see. I did, however, have chats with some guys who were looking for chats and having conversations without turning gay. But there was the option to block messages from guys. But, I did love the attention, though. I can't deny that. From these sites, I did manage to have a few threesomes with another guy and girl. Nearly each time, the guy would try something, but I backed off. I've no interest in guys. What I consider as normal is that I think guys always check each other out. When at the gym and playing football, I see naked guys all the time, and I do check them out. I do compare. I'm a decent size, so it makes me feel good. I also always checked what underwear they wear. I'm a boxer brief kinda guy like most. It's either the loose boxers or boxer briefs. But more recently, I'm seeing guys wear briefs. And I'll admit, they looked good. I even recently bought some myself. Briefs is adventurous for me (that's how boring my life is right now). I've even bought a jockstrap. In ireland, no one wears a jockstrap for sports. Compared to America. So I guess I'll be wearing it for personal use. I've been living with a couple of mates for a few years now. When doing the washing, I would sneak a sniff of their boxers before putting them in the washing machine. This to me was strange, and I never understood why.
When it came to signing up to this site, it asked about my sexual orientation, I sat and thought more and went with 90% straight and 10% gay. As I'm sitting here writing this, I still only have an interest in women, but I feel something is missing. And I'm questioning it. Do I want to kiss a guy? Do I want to suck a guy or have a guy suck me? Could I go further than that? And because I can't answer those questions, it must mean I want to explore it. I'm not saying no. Is that normal for a guy who is only interested in women? Am I kidding myself with even saying that? Clearly, with checking out naked guys, what undies they wear, sniffing my mates' undies, must mean that there is some attraction there. I've been on here a bit now, and my main activity has been writing a story called "New to Keiran," where I'm about to post my 39th chapter. Kieran is loosely based on me, and I've been putting him in new situations where he is finally exploring things with a guy. Whereas it was all women before. But he found another straight guy who also had no interest in guys but is up for exploring. This must be me projecting what I want. I think I need someone who understands and is in the same position. But I think I need to get away from here as ireland is full of small towns where everyone knows everyone. Gossip like this would spread like wild fire. So I need to get away, on my own, for a weekend or something. I've been checking out places like Manchester that where I can go for a few days and no one knows who I am. I know there is a sauna there, too, which I'd like to check out. It might be a bit much for me, but I think it's still worth checking out. If anything, least I'd get to hang out with other guys naked and be comfortable. But that's not going to happen anytime soon as finances aren't in my favour at the moment. But this is my first step as saying anything like this to anyone. And hopefully someday I'll be able to write about my real experiences, but I guess I'll just be putting my thoughts into the fictional story for a while.
