Well another week rolls by and im sitting here starting my first blog. I hope im doing this right I never have done one of these... so here goes nothing .. lately i have been refecting on times gone by you know how you come to a time in your life that you want what you want.. for me a nice white man attached to the dick of my dreams. You know the kind you want to where his shirts after he sweats in it.one you want to drop a jaw when he drops his pants.. lately i have been listing to 5 for fighting 100 yrs .. wow it stirs the soul .. so what am i doing with my life i say to my self im working during the day and go to school at night so i may be worthy of the man of my dreams. working on my self to be methodical in my habits .. i used to be ..or am i just to hard on my self .. nope dont think so .. so i sit on the banks of life contiplating .. watching hopeing learning .. cause i only have 120 years to live.. 
