Blog entries by sleepiboi
I just wanted to say that :redface: and everyone should love theirs too!
That is all :tongue:
Time for another post! WooT WooT!
Now, of course I lost my virginity a month ago, and my friends know now too. One of these people that found out through friends that told was a girl that I am friends with, but she is also someone who I liked last year. We seemed to click well, but she didn't...
I lost my virginity earlier this week, and it is now on the end of the week. After a long week, I've had time to reflect on everything and I've come to the conclusion that:
I am happy that I lost my virginity to someone that I see as a close friend. At the same time, the situation in which it...
I wish I actually had someone interested in me. I guess I'm never good enough to be seen as boyfriend/relationship material as I am a nice guy as they seem to finish last...I just wish things would change. With everything else in my life that sucks, this area of my life seems to be lifeless...
Last week, a friend of mine told me that she wanted to be friends with benefits, and actually exercise those benefits. At first, I was reluctant to, but I decided to give it a go, and so far, it has been so fun!
Today was our 2nd time at it, and we actually went for sex(and I'm a virgin!)! We...
With everything bad I've been experiencing and I've posted in the past, this past week seems to be the week where everything went wrong.
I guess...at this point, I feel like what ever negative things come my way, I'm pretty much ready to look forward to more positive things happening. I guess...
Positivity is something that everybody wants to see. Nobody seems to want to be involved with Negativity. It seems for me negativity has been easier to identify with then positivity. I've been trying to be positive for 2011, not neglecting my New Years Resolution.
I feel like so far, it has...
It's a new year! A new beginning...
With that being said, I guess it's time for me to make my resolution for the year. I guess this year, I have 2 resolutions, with one of them being optional.
#1: If I get in a relationship, don't be afraid to lose my virginity and/or explore sex.
^^^That is...
One day...I have to learn to start taking care of myself. I always help others out with advice when they have problems, insecurities, troubles, but never myself. I seem to know so much, and give others my knowledge and words of wisdom, but never myself...
I feel like...it's harming me. I always...
Things don't seem to be getting better...
Things seem just as worse as they've always been...
Things that have happened make me sad and depressed 90% of the time...
Things like what I previously said make me want to cry...
Things make me want to give up...
Things are ruining my hope...
and all...
You just need to have a good cry and let everything out...just wanted to say that...
I haven't had one yet, but I feel like it's coming sooner then later...
So...I was riding high! Everything was going great! and theeen...WAMM! Got sick Thursday...missed classes so far...I missed going out last night...just...UGH!
Oh well...hope that things get better...Not gonna dwell on it but DAMNIT! :cool:
-sleepiboi
I want to start off first by saying :biggrin1:
I've been down, but I swear it felt like last week a lot of stuff turned around. I'm going to a special event this coming Sunday. I spent the past weekend hanging out with friends, and I even met someone who I will be going to the movies with next...
Looks like things didn't go as planned...we just didn't click I guess, and I got the same old "just be friends" thing...I seem to get this all the time...
I was nervous doing this because I've gotten the "just be friends" thing so many times that it has made me give up. I had high hopes that...
So...I talked to a friend at the end of the summer, and her and her bf went through things, as well as her and her best friend who i am friends with as well (or was friends with after I found out what happened). Long story short, I was that one person who I feel like actually asked her if she...
Sometimes all you have to do is talk like civilized people. People always want to attack a situation in such an angry and ignorant way like through a text because they are scared, or on a phone call or an email. There was a thread I think about people not using common sense. I think that it's...
Well...it's been a whole week in classes, and seeing people again felt great. I still feel like things aren't better though...I'm still stressed out, not relaxed, having trouble taking to people, and I still feel out of place. Only good thing that I got my confidence back to talk to women again...