Well I strongly believe that there is most definitely an inherent level of submissiveness as a male cocksucker whenever you give another man a blowjob! Falling to your knees to allow another man to penetrate your mouth with his penis, and then proceed to fuck your mouth like he would with a woman's vagina is definitely a sexually submissive act by a male cocksucker. Now you can use whatever semantics you want to use when it comes to the sexual act of a male cocksucker giving another man a blowjob. If you don't like the term "cock worship" for a cocksucker giving another man a blowjob, then that's fine by me. Call it whatever you want.
Now personally it took me many years to fully accept the fact that I'm a sexually submissive male cocksucker cum slut. I mentally and emotionally resisted and fought against the fact that giving a blowjob to a big white cut penis with a large mushroom head is genuinely my favorite type of sex by far. No other form of sex comes even close to the type of satisfaction and sexual ecstasy I feel when I'm on my knees giving another man with a big cock a blowjob, and I'm doing slutty things with his sperm. I've also accepted the fact that I'm more of a beta male when it comes to comparing myself to most men. Looking back at my life that's always been my nature with other men. Moreover, I think for a long time in our society male cocksuckers were strongly looked down upon by most people in our society. I think that fact fed into some of my resistance in admitting my true sexuality to myself. I also come from a conservative family, and that made me feel a sense of shame in being a male cocksucker for many years as well
Finally I reached a point where I got sick and tired of fighting my true sexuality as a male cocksucker! I realized by trying to hide and suppress my true submissive sexuality as a male cocksucker that I was only kidding myself, and lying to myself. I finally realized that my sexuality as a male cocksucker is no one else's business except for me, and the feeder I'm giving blowjobs to. Who cares what other people may think about me being a slutty male cocksucker? It's no one else's business that I happen to love submitting myself sexually to another man's penis and sperm to give other men blowjobs. So I don't view being called a "cock worshipper" as an insult at all! I feel that by its very nature a male cocksucker getting on his knees to give another man a blowjob is an inherently sexually submissive act.
I’ve always liked your posts, I think you and my cock would find each other in a crowded room. And be very hard to separate!
And of course it’s a submissive act, but ideally it’s between my cocksucker and my cock—-I’ve commented before about one of my fine fine cocksuckers—-very type A socially, business, etc—-who I’d clashed with in that world—mutual avoidance ensuing. Till he called me—-can we put that on hold—-and let me be with him??
We ended up being able to compartmentise——hes superb cocksucker—-and is usually granted “I need to see Him!” wish on short notice.
Quite a battle of wills with this one—initially—-I was very very forceful—-unrelenting—-and held back coming for loooong time—as you did—he resisted mentally, emotionally—and physically—I think it surprised him when it dawned on him that I had backed off on the instruction and hands—-that he was taking the initiative on getting to know my cock.
Now he was getting more excited. I want you to make eye contact, I want cock kept in mouth, you can just nod.
I now had one hand on his head, other on base of cock.
Happy so far?
First cock?
And so on—-I put an investment into thiscocksucker, helped him to find acceptance within himself. Really tried to give him what he needed.
My covksuckers remain fully clothed, I have no interest in males sexually. They are superior cocksuckers and the ones I keep will do it for hours.
It’s been years since I tolerated a cocksucker who acted like he was collectingsemen @ a stud farm—-I like sucked a long time, I like to be edged, I can orgasm w.o coming.
I never masturbate—-that is not wasted—-onecocksucker doesn’t want the come—the next one does—even if my nuts are full for a bit. The cocksucker I’ve just talked about—-mine is only cock hes ever touched, hes totally imprinted on it, he continues to evolve —and he’s already superb! And he’s currently on his knees, sucking on my nuts, drawing them back down, letting me back down , his hand gently milking, another drop of precum shining…