been married 32 yrs. she seldom gave me BJs until after our second child, during that 2nd pregnancy I did a little PE, got a little larger. she just got on a sex kick for awhile, I got a lot of BJs spontaneous, cock worshipping. it was very nice, and she looked friggin great about 4 months after the baby. she never tries to take it all, I'm too thick, she never swallows. she will suck, and lick til the pre cum, and then jack me, sometimes she will suck me more if I don't cum. now in our 50's sex is seldom, I need to be BJ'd to get real hard, and she just wont do it anymore. so sex has died for the most part. I take Cialis once in awhile and we have sex, actually I have sex she just lays there, no input, no enjoyment for either one. one time I took Viagra and she wasn't into it, so I just quit, went to the bathroom and jacked. about 45 minutes later I was ready again. she wasn't, so I just jacked in bed next to her. that was a first, and she didn't like it. great huh?