Scarletbegonia
Worshipped Member
We had sex this morning. It was intense, it was passionate, it was kinky... I'm proud of myself.
I still can't masturbate, I get too angry still for reasons. But with him I felt safe this morning, I didn't feel guilty, I didn't feel overwhelmed. I just felt sexy, and had so many orgasms.
I'll never be "ok", but I'm getting to feel somewhat better in my skin.
It will continue to get better. Your body will be yours again...so have fun with it.