Sucking obsession

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  1. Stickjuice

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    So here's my story :
    I am 19 and was very curious about sucking cock for the past months. As a kid (7-9years old) me and my cousin and one friend would love to play and suck each others dicks. So I decided to meet up with a gay guy to give him a blowjob because i wanted it soooo badly. I fantasize about sucking a nice big cock (especially those with big heads) every time i masturbate, although I love girls for sex, love and all that. Funny thing is the idea of sucking cock just disappears after i cum...only to come back later on.

    So i met up with this guy who had a nice 7.5" cut cock with a wonderful head and sucked him off... I was very nervous, unsure about it and felt rly weird when doing it, questioning myself like wtf am i doing. However i rly did enjoy it filling my mouth, the soft and yet hard texture, the mild warmth of it and the feeling of his nice head bumping my lips and tongue...

    after sucking for a while, I could tell he was on the edge and I didnt want my experience to stop too soon, so I let him suck me for a bit so his cock could cool down. It felt very good, but very strange to have a guy sucking me.
    When he came it was intense, he was moaning out rly loud and sorta quaking but i didnt rly get to feel his cum squirt in my mouth :( i didnt swallow, but i kind of regret i didnt :(
    Guy's sorta turn me off and I rly cant imagine a love relationship with one xD i guess girls are still the best at sucking and at have sex!
    When we were done, like 40min later i was pretty blown away ( and him too) by what we did and sort of decided that this wasnt rly for me, although it wasnt such a bad experience. I told him so, and he was cool with it. Very nice guy tbh.

    However, later that night after getting home I was starting to feel horny again and the urge of sucking him was coming back, and i even woke up during the night bcos of it... The next morning i was rly horny for it and jerked off like 5-8 times in a row thinking about his cock in my mouth :(

    I exchanged some txts with him, and he told me i gave him a mindblowing blowjob, that he felt like it was the greatest ever, etc..
    However I didnt meet him again because i am rly emotionaly attracted to women, and am very afraid that sucking him again would rly make me become addicted to the point where i couldnt stop sucking him and even want to find other cock to continuously suck on!

    So my question is, do any other ppl have this same sort of cock sucking obsession as me? Do you also feel like you're addicted to it and often can help but to think about it at random times?
    If so, how do you cope with it? Can it be good to just suck non-stop to your hearts content until the envy goes away?

    I guess sucking is really addicting, damn if i had a nice cock to freely suck on in my proximity i would be on it non stop. The only way to completely shut off that desire for me is to cum. The envy always goes away after i do, leaving me in a sort of grossed out state :(
     
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    I was the same way. I always wanted to suck cock, started around 14 yrs old. I offiially sucked my first cock at 18 and what merely started as curiosity[such as yourself] is something I enjoy. I only date men, and never ever date women. You should be careful, feelings may get in the way. You should stop everything and really figure out what or whom you like. Someone could get hurt. Being with a guy is great, but don't let your emotions and desire get better of u.
     
  3. Chase1600

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    [QUOTE=Stickjuice;3179062]

    If so, how do you cope with it? Can it be good to just suck non-stop to your hearts content until the envy goes away?

    I guess sucking is really addicting, damn if i had a nice cock to freely suck on in my proximity i would be on it non stop. The only way to completely shut off that desire for me is to cum. The envy always goes away after i do, leaving me in a sort of grossed out state :([/QUOTE]


    Hi Stick, your use of the word “envy” is interesting.

    As a gay man, who is a seriously committed cocksucker, I don’t recall ever thinking “envy.” Were I to blurt out something Freudian I might reveal some Catholic guilt, fantasies about the greater masculinity of a straight man, or how fitting it is for average hung me who is average looking to be servicing a good looking, well hung, cum-filled, hunk.

    I can see how I might have reason to feel “envious” but it’s not my gestalt.

    I mention this, because you seem to have much ambivalence about how hot this is for you – I think it hot too – but seem to be saying you are worrying about your sucking.

    Maybe, you might want to give some thought to why you chose the word “envy.” It might help you understand what’s going on with all this.
     
  4. wellhunguk

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    I have always been curious about sucking one, but only one bigger than mine.

    Not tried it yet......
     
  5. Stickjuice

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    well by "envy" i simply mean that i want to suck a cock. And yea, wellhunguk, im also attracted to the bigger ones. only 7-8" ++ would fully please me
     
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    OP,

    I think you very articulately describe what a lot of others here feel.
     
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    If you enjoy sucking dick and getting blown, by all means go ahead. It's all about what you think, not what others think. I mean, don't get married becasue you're "supposed to." It's all about what makes you happy.

    Don't overthink this. Let nature take its course. Don't think 30 years in the future. Think about how much you enjoy this now. And, go bury your nose in his pubes.
     
  8. dylz

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    its ok, this is an extremely common issue for straight men who are nonetheless obsessed with sucking penis
     
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    I could get obsessed with sucking dylz's cock, but I'm not straight.
     
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    How many "straight" men do you think are obsessed with sucking cock? I'm seriously curious.
     
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    Not being straight, but BI, I can't really speak for them, but I've known a lot who have said they were straight (mostly married
    and I have no reason to doubt them) that sure like sucking
    cock....and are very good at it, too....

    But, I've often wondered the same thing...:shrug:...
     
  12. Charles Finn

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    welcome to the bi side of life
    been bi since but started out and fooling around with girls
    I started young like 4 yo in the bushes
    yes it was the 70's
    in many ways now at 43 I was one of the first to be openly bi
    love sucking dick
    comes from sucking my thumb all my life
    girls were nice but I really liked guys better
    till I started hanging out with a broader circle of friends.
    there are some females that do turn my on but they have to be butch i can be friends with fem male or female but I like strong masculine people be it male or female
    all my life I have loved to suck cock and jack off with other guys.
    I was happy to have not one but 2 dads in my life.
    so i know how guys are supposed to act but i am still me
    my grandfather turns 97 in Feb of 2011
    I am close to all my family but the males in my fathers side of the family are German shake hands and yes the men do hug.
    I have always been a slave to my feelings and I feel very strongly but I have learned very hard to control my emotions sometimes
    in short
    too late
    if it feels goo and feels right and nobody gunna get hurt learn from it
    you are 19 at 19 i lived with my 31yo man wife in San Fransisco that was in 1986.
    if you enjoy sucking and being sucked go for it I lost my taste for cum about 10 years ago but still love to see a guy shoot
     
  13. jayphillips1980

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    I'm the same way. I like sucking cock and think about it a lot. But I'm very much into women, I don't check out men in public at all.
     
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    Same here. I have been married for 12 years, and I love my wife. Nothing else about guys turns me on, except a nice big hard throbbing cock. I LOVE to suck cock.
     
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    Well, lpsg is the place to find one that's bigger. Most other places you won't. :biggrin1:

    However, I find it hard to believe that you never had a guy suck yours.
     
  16. Stickjuice

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    so if you suck cock alot, will you become addicted and always want to do it more and longer?
    Any experienced cock addicts that can share their experience?
     
  17. maxcok

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    All I know is there are a whole lot of "straight" men on this site waaaaay more into sucking cock than I am,
    and I don't identify myself as straight by a long shot.
     
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    As much as I like doing it, I’m really confident saying it is neither addictive nor compulsive for me. I’m gay. That makes a difference. I’m attracted to other guys. This is my most intuitive and instinctive way to express my attraction. I can really enjoy anonymous sex, but no to such a compulsive sense that I would suck just any guy just to be sucking. I have to have some sort of attraction to the guy.

    As to the use of the word “addiction,” I haven’t smoked in 20 years but know I’m a cigarette addict. I might be compulsive about jerking off if I’m not getting sex; but my attraction to guys and my desire to blow them if they are attractive is different.

    I can’t tell you if you are going to experience this attraction as an addiction; I can tell you not every cocksucker does and I doubt most of us do.
     
  19. luvmycock8

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    im so happy to read this. im straight, i have no interest in men. im really attracted to women. but man do i love huge cocks and fantasize about blowing one. ive often thought about posting craigslist and trying it out. i even own an 8.5" realistic dong i suck on wile jacking off.
     
  20. tracjam

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    I've had sex with more than 30 women. I am not attracted to men but I fantasize about sucking cock almost every day.:rolleyes: