I feel quite frustrated, since i reached the weight goal i wanted, i tried to be a much more social person, go out more, buy new clothes, etc, and thes past 5 months i did try my best in order to find a girl, but after all, i just realized that i lack of any thing that girls seem to find interesting, one friend told me i look like " a good boy" wich girls dnt want, i dont even know how to be a jerk since girls seem to like that as well, im not sexy, i tought i was above average on looks, but aparently not, im not "interesting", i dnt seem to have confidence (wich i tought i was doing much better since i tought that not being nervous around women and such would count as that, but aparently not), and add to that that i dnt have any experience with women (wich i did noticed girls seem to find guys like that very attractive), heck im almost 27 and i havent kissed a female, so that makes me feel bad, like ive missed a lot of things, its not like i wanted to have a ton of girls, but i would liked to had more experience and not reach to this point, in the times ive going to out to partys and such, girls seem to ignore me and dnt talk much to me, ive come to feel as women find me repulsive somehow, well thats how i feel now, frustrated, ive done everything i could do to improve but im exactly where i started, just now i dnt know what to do anymore, im out of ideas, and dissapointed of myself,
Well i just wanted to write how i feel, since i dnt have any friend to talk to about this things
Well i just wanted to write how i feel, since i dnt have any friend to talk to about this things