Okay so my sources are my own eyes since I stumbled on personal details of him. And they are updated recently, and only he could have done it.
My other ones are people who know him and personally met him on accasion and live in his vicinity.
They confirmed his real name so that made me certain of things.
Please don't message me about his real name or my findings as I intend to keep things private. Especially now that I got confirmation he likes his solitary times.
I promise I am not lying about what I saw and spoke to about it. I have no reason to since I could have just went with the utterly grotesque rumors about him being freaking eaten by his BDSM master.
A s for messaging him, I did ponder about it but decided against it for the time being. Maybe he would be weirded out about it? I don't know....I will think about it.
His job is also government related so I don't want to stress him out unnecessarily; like, if he thinks I am putting him in danger of losing it or something. That's not my intention, but you never know how people can interpret things.
Just wanted to reassure people here that that story was so utterly false and grotesque. Even though we interacted briefly, I am still attached to that memory of him and was utterly revolted at the thought of it being true. That's why I explored as much as I have to put my mind at ease.
Edit: I just noticed I forgot to reply about how recent my findings were. The information I stumbled on are from 2023. Only he could have given them. As for the person, it's recent recent as, like I said, that person lives in his vicinity. So they would have heard if anything happened to him.
thanks for replying withing less than 24hrs, now i can sleep better!
thanks again for the information itself.
As for me, id only be intrested in physical action with him, you know...
if your like me and have "expensive" distance between you and him then thats out of the question!
As for pondering about messeging him ...id say dont bother him
if you want to know about why he "hung up his mantle" ...sure. Good luck. Youll need lots of it...
But take it slow, preferably through someone who can
AT BEST physically ask him or someone who your certain
HE knows. Any other route through YOU yourself will just come across as someone who
1 - is a very good internet scrapper and finally found him
2 - you have other intentions after finding him (the example you gave)
3 - if your not in his current life, means you must be from his past "sexual" so...again, spooked.
besides finding out about the "mantle"? what else do you have to say to him ...honestly?
(for me, just chatting with him would make me hard tbh 
and id certainly pay to see his ass a fresh for sure)
ask about his day?
his past porn life?
how his new life is?
where he lives?
- nah, likely wont get any of those so its already a dead end...unless he'd be open to an old fan and doesnt have trust issues and doesnt mind telling a stranger about his current life that he wants to keep SOLITARY? doesnt make sense there does it...so your getting nothing.
since he "hung up his mantle" its only up to him to take it up again, unless you have like half a million for his ass or something, otherwise, i doubt hed respond to any of your inquiries.
sorry for all the negativity but really, what else would you want from a "pornstar" besides their "body"
(im using blunt terms because it is what it is, they think like that too) since he dropped his "past" i mean, unless you have the half million for him to come back - he likely wont bat an eye for your dm. (im not calling him materialistic or putting a price on his body) its just that, id imagine a pornstar would want very little to do with their fan as a "friend". NOW add that they are retired!!!
your only shot that i can think of are if he knew you before and even then - he want to move on from his past, very common and expected, otherwise, he wouldnt want "solitary"
*all this is generalization of escortkor based on what id expect from a retired gay porn doer so
you could know him differently and he could be someone else, so my words arent law obviously lmao.
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everyone! gather around, we need more dicks!!! 
