We are all "ready" to go, in every way possible, lol. I asked him earlier if he was looking forward to taking my virginity, and he said "what do you think?" And I told him I was looking forward to it. He said he didn't really know how he felt about it, he continued, "you're going to be tighter than any girl's cherry I popped and I know it's going to feel really good, but idk how you're going to take it." I said "it's going to be your dick inside me, tbh I've wanted this for as long as we've known each other..." and he just let that sink in for a minute and said "I think I've always known you wanted it too, hahaha" and I replied "was it obvious?!" And he said "no not at all, you're very DL and nobody would think you want dick, especially mine, but thinking back I always remember seeing you trying to get a glimpse of my bulge, I just wish I knew you would worship it and give me so much pleasure sooner, haha." I said "there was one time a few years ago when I spent the night and I heard you jerking off in the darkness in your room when I spent the night (backstory: I used to sleeping bag it on the floor of his bedroom when he lived at his parents house still a few years ago before he got his own place). I was seconds away from asking you if you wanted a blowjob instead, but I heard you moaning quietly and knew that you already cum" He was white as a sheet when I told him that and said "I remember doing that too... you were awake?!?!?" I said "mhm, and when you used your boxers to wipe your cum off and threw them across the room I waited until I knew you were asleep and carefully slid across the floor to get to them... that was the first night I smelled and tasted your cum..." then I told him, "I still have that pair of boxers hidden in my bedroom at home..." the smile on his face was unlike anything I've ever seen before and he said "I wondered wtf I did with those, I couldn't find them and thought they just disappeared" we both laughed, and I admitted that I jerked off ever single day for a long time just holding those to my face at night. Then he said "now you have the real thing" and whipped it out and shook it me in all its glory. I walked over knelt down and give it a nice wet kiss right on his foreskin. He put it back in his shorts and said "I want to keep building my load for you, you gonna make me nut, haha" He is taking a shower now and words can't express how bad I want him inside of me. We leave at 10am tomorrow for the west coast. I'll update you all when we are back.