This is really nice.

I often find the dom/sub stuff tiresome or even unpleasant. Too often there is a cruel edge to it that I don’t enjoy. But this is damn near wholesome, and I think you for that. It feels real and decent, rather than cruel or violent.

Fantasy, I’m fine with, and enjoy immensely. And playing at this stuff has some appeal, but the more extreme stuff not so much. D/s play is tricky for me, because in real life, for all the kink positive talk I’ve seen, I have rarely seen such relationships be healthy. Some have been so obviously toxic it sickened me. From the outside it was obviously not good for either of them, and in one I saw something I really wish I’d acted on before that friend got hurt.

You’ve managed to show something caring.
 
This is really nice.

I often find the dom/sub stuff tiresome or even unpleasant. Too often there is a cruel edge to it that I don’t enjoy. But this is damn near wholesome, and I think you for that. It feels real and decent, rather than cruel or violent.

Fantasy, I’m fine with, and enjoy immensely. And playing at this stuff has some appeal, but the more extreme stuff not so much. D/s play is tricky for me, because in real life, for all the kink positive talk I’ve seen, I have rarely seen such relationships be healthy. Some have been so obviously toxic it sickened me. From the outside it was obviously not good for either of them, and in one I saw something I really wish I’d acted on before that friend got hurt.

You’ve managed to show something caring.
Thank you!

As you said, fantasy and fiction are one thing, but real life is another. When I play with a submissive, I always make sure they're comfortable, we test things out, we communicate. That's one of the most important things in a relationship, and many relationships nowadays (since ever I think), don't do communication well.

It's really sad.

So, through "The Lost Jock" I wanted to show people that kinky play, BDSM, D/s relationships are loving and caring, and that they don't need to be toxic to be arousing.

I think Dark Romance in general influences people the wrong way. It preaches that "Possessiveness" is sexy, meanwhile, being a Dom means you have to care for someone who offers you their entire being. Who trusts you, in my opinion this trust should never be broken.

I'm glad you're liking the story so far, and be sure that I'll be leaning more into that side of D/s relationships in my future stories 😊
 
Chapter 12

The variety in dildos and butt plugs was staggering. Sebastian gulped as he put down a particularly thick one, afraid it wouldn’t fit anyway.


He thought the clamps he picked up next might draw blood if hooked to his nipples, so he discarded those, too. He dove deeper into the chest, bending over and feeling increasingly hot in the face, even though cold air was titillating his asshole.


He jumped when warm fingertips pressed against it, massaging his entrance without attempting penetration.


All the times Shaun had been a caring teacher flooded back, from the moment Sebastian stepped into the farm to the first time he had tasted his cock. Sebastian was happy he hadn’t wasted his virginity on another man. Fate had been kind enough to prevent him from wasting it on someone who didn’t deserve it.


“See anything you like?” Shaun asked hoarsely, drawing circles around Sebastian’s entrance that caused his half-hard cock to throb right up.


“I-I don’t know, there’s so much stuff in there.”


“A collection years in the making.” Shaun laughed, drifting from Sebastian’s ass to the small of his back. “We could shop for more down the line.”


“Yeah, I’d love that,” Sebastian replied absent-mindedly.


The room dimmed, and Sebastian looked out the small window on the opposite wall. Clouds were gathering, and the moderately clear morning sky was set to be swallowed up.


They could only hope there wouldn’t be another storm; they’d just finished fixing up the mess made by the last one, and Sebastian’s blistered hands and bruised limbs needed some time to heal. Lucky for him, he’d dodged a trip to the ER after nearly nailing his hand on a plank of wood.


His reflexes were still good, even if he hadn’t played football in a while.


He checked a weighty set of ball stretchers and pictured them hugging his testicles down as he walked naked throughout the house. He wanted them to hang as low as possible, for his own selfish sake.


The ropes just under them looked rough but were surprisingly smooth. Sebastian cast them aside, telling himself they’d have plenty of time to put Shaun’s knotting abilities to the test.


Feeling the tension in his lower back, he kneeled and continued his search, squinting as he dug deeper inside the chest.


“I love you in that position,” Shaun said with a chuckle.


“You looked amazing earlier, too.”


“I did,” Shaun grabbed his bulge. “You’re gonna have to repay my service.”


“I could suck your cock all day, you know that.”


Sebastian grabbed a black leather pouch and zipped it open.


Inside was a set of eight sounding rods laid on red velvet. Sebastian knew there was another kit somewhere because these rods had a beaded tip, unlike the long, smooth ones he had seen before. He lingered on them a bit longer than he should’ve; he imagined his urethra stretched gently, and his dick jumped, asking for a test drive.


It was exhilarating to think of Shaun using him that way; it was the last frontier, the last hole to be claimed.


“This is it,” Sebastian said, showing the kit with steady hands.


“Are you sure?” Shaun asked, genuinely wary. “This is a big step, you can’t push yourself too far the first time around, even to please me.”


“Copy that, sir.”


Sebastian stayed hard while Shaun disinfected the sounds. His cockhead was thoroughly washed, too, before Shaun scrubbed his own hands clean twice.


Seeing his owner so attentive drew a smile on Sebastian’s face, and the feeling of love he felt for the man only grew stronger, one beat at a time.


He wouldn’t have chosen a life of servitude otherwise; he’d have dashed out of the farm if Shaun had proven remotely mean and uncaring. But all he saw as he watched him, with his black beard, scarred hands, and sun-kissed skin, was kindness.


“Lay on the kitchen counter,” Shaun said authoritatively, placing a pillow where Sebastian’s head was supposed to go. “Remember, be still, behave, let it slide in and don’t force it.”


“Yes, sir,” Sebastian smiled, tugging at Shaun’s pants. “My cock hole is yours.”


“Like everything else,” Shaun kissed him gently. “You belong to me.”


“Completely.”


The last of their exchange was shared in hushed tones, as if they didn’t even want the walls around them to hear. It was their vow, only meant for the ears, directed to their hearts. Sebastian let his arms rest along his body, his powerful chest rising up and down slowly.


The cold of the counter was not uncomfortable against his skin.


The lubricant Shaun injected into his urethra was equally cool, and Sebastian felt it seep down into his cock pleasantly.


Then the first sounding rod hovered over his slit; it was the thinnest, with the smallest bead. Shaun explained it was called a rosebud urethral sound as he teased Sebastian’s glans with it. Sebastian repeated it to himself several times, eager to absorb the information.


“Are you ready, boy?”


“Yes, master.”


The tip of the sound penetrated him smoothly; his cock barely even fought it. The bead, he saw, split his slit open and was swallowed easily.


Was it being pushed, or was it sliding down his urethra on its own?


Sebastian couldn’t tell from where he was, but all he knew was that the rod went all in and only stopped its descent thanks to its flared ending.


The moans that escaped his throat couldn’t be contained; the pleasure was too great, the pressure of the bead in his shaft too distracting. He could’ve sworn he could see it move through the thin skin of his cock.


He only began to grunt and twitch when Shaun moved up and down inside his shaft with more determination. The sounding rod robbed him of his sense of self, but he reckoned he had to remain for his own safety.


“Good boy,” Shaun praised as he took the entirety of the rod out. “How’re you holding up?”


“Great,” Sebastian panted. “Thank you, sir.”


“You’re doing amazing,” Shaun kissed his forehead, and played with Sebastian’s blond locks for a second. “You’re so gorgeous, all hard and flushed. That’s how I’d keep you for all eternity if I could.”


The new size was a tighter fit, and Sebastian’s slit wasn’t as willing to be pried open this time. But with some gentle persuasion, it was breached without much of a fuss. Sebastian felt his urethra widening as the sound thrust into him. It didn’t burn, it didn’t hurt, but the feeling was weird, alien. He couldn’t tell whether he liked it or not.


Not knowing was frustrating, excruciating in the best way. His fingers clung to the edges of the marble counter, preventing him from moving away or thrusting his hips.


He was too afraid he’d hurt himself by doing so.


Emptiness demanded to be filled when Shaun removed the second rod, but fortunately, it was meant to be replaced by a third. The cold steel sent his cock into overdrive; it screamed as the bead tried to penetrate its slit.


“Sir, sir, sir, please, easy, sir,” Sebastian pleaded, and Shaun stopped.


“It’s all right, we can stop.”


“No, I’ll manage it. Just let me take a breather for a second.”


“My good boy, I told you to take it easy. I’m already super happy with how well you’ve taken the first two rods.”


Sebastian gazed up and was met by Shaun and his raging hardon. “I can take more, I know you love it.”


“I do,” Shaun licked his lips, the third rod still in hand. “But I care about you more.”


“Shaun,” Sebastian’s eyes watered, stinging with salt. For some reason, he felt more fragile than he ever had been. “I do too, that’s why I want to keep going.”


“Fuck!”


Shaun captured Sebastian’s lips in his, and the kiss wasn’t broken until the two of them were out of breath.


Rumbling thunder broke, and light rain pattered against the windows.


The pleasant sound blanketed them; they were tucked away from the world by dirt roads and woods, and that only served to deepen their bond. Nobody would barge in; they were safe, and Sebastian’s heart pumped louder and clearer than the lightnings tearing the clouds apart.


“Keep going,” Sebastian uttered to Shaun.


The penetration wasn’t as tedious this time; it was as if his cock had understood the rod wouldn’t cause him any harm. His urethra was now lubricated by precum in addition to the lube, and Shaun fucked it more confidently. The hardest part was when the beaded tip reached Sebastian’s meatus; it left him breathless, his moans louder and more plaintive.


“Shit, it’s so fucking strange, it’s so tight,” he hitched.


“Where? Here?”


Shaun cruelly stroked the entrance of Sebastian’s sensitive cockhead, the bead sending jolts of pleasure deep into his bones. Sweat shone on his skin, making the countertop slippery.


“It’s too much!”


“I know… Does it hurt?” Shaun twirled the rod without going any deeper.


“No, it’s just… I can’t describe it.”


“Does it feel good?”


“Sort of,” Sebastian admitted, arching his back.


“Use your hands, play with your nips for me,” Shaun commanded, taking out the sound and grabbing another.


Its sheer size had Sebastian’s wide green eyes filled with apprehension, his eyebrows twisted with uncertainty.


Be a good boy, breathe through it. He told himself angrily, pinching his nipples harder.


“We’ll try this one, I won’t be mad if you can’t handle it.”


Sebastian nodded confidently. “Got it!”


“Who’s my good boy?”


“I am!” Sebastian replied proudly. “I’m your good boy.”


“Yes, you are.” Shaun kissed him chastely.


The bead was bigger, rounded, and slightly flattened; it looked like a badly drawn teardrop.


The first squeeze was rebuked with sharpness, even though the rod was slick with lube. Shaun watched Sebastian closely, looking for signs of discomfort that would indicate the sounding session had gone too far. But Sebastian remained passive, allowing Shaun to continue.


The beaded ending of the sound popped into him, spreading the lips of his cock slit before vanishing. At this point, his cock was a dripping mess of blue, bulging veins. It throbbed, and Sebastian realized Shaun had barely jerked it.


As if reading his mind, his ever-loving master wrapped his fingers around his shaft and pumped it with precision.


It didn’t take long for Sebastian to be brought to the edge. Even though his urethra was suffering from the assault of the sounding rod, even though he could barely endure it anymore, he didn’t warn Shaun of his distress. There was no pain in his ordeal, only endless pleasure.


The strokes quickened along with the thrusts of the rod.


Soon, Sebastian was on the brink of cumming.


“I’m about to cum? Am I allowed to, sir?” He asked with pleading eyes, barely able to control his own breathing.


“Go on, boy, push the sound out with your load.”


It was a challenge Sebastian gladly accepted.


His urethra swelled; it was a feeling he would be eager to experience again. Stark white cum pooled at the edges of the sounding rod until it shot out over his abs. His cum gutters were drenched in white, and his peehole was stretched and willing to take more.


“Fuuuuck,” Sebastian almost yelled, panting. “Please, stroke me, stroke me.”


Shaun did, and leaned in for a long, sweet kiss as he polished Sebastian’s spent cockhead. To make him proud, Sebastian humped into his fist, wincing and losing his mind at the sensitivity of his own manhood.


“Thank you, sir,” he said, trembling, muzzled into the crook of Shaun’s neck.


Shaun kissed his temple. “I’m sure you’ll be able to handle the bigger sounds soon. You’re a natural. I didn’t even have to restrain you.”


Shaun helped Sebastian sit up and wrapped him in a long bear hug. It lasted until Sebastian stopped shivering, the warmth of Shaun’s embrace helping him recover.




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Chapter 13


The leaves fell, and the woods became quieter and colder. Until one morning, Sebastian and Shaun were greeted by thick sheets of white snow. It covered everything, from the mountains to the kitchen garden; the world around them looked clean as if it was taking a well-earned rest after working overtime. Sebastian found it calming; he had never seen so much snow in his entire life, and the only thing he wanted to do was to go outside and build a snowman. That was childish, and mentioning the idea to anyone else would’ve been a source of embarrassment, but not with Shaun.


The windows were frosted over, another indication of how cold it was outside, but it didn’t deter Sebastian.


“It’s so crazy, all of this snow in a single night,” he said, nestling his nose in the throw blanket he’d wrapped around his shoulders. “We’ll have to check on the animals.”


“Yeah,” Shaun replied sleepily. “They’ll be fine, though. They’re used to that kind of weather, and their shelters are pretty warm.”


“Isn’t the road going to be blocked?”


“You think of everything, don’t you?” Shaun laughed. “I love that about you.”


Sebastian flushed red, his cheeks burned, and his smile reflected in the glazing. Outside, a few birds frolicked in the fresh snow, the dark shapes of pine trees swaying heavily behind them. While they had been elegant and majestic before, they now appeared lumpish and tired. Winter apparently affected even the most unbending giants.


Cold reached Sebastian’s core from his bare feet, and he headed back into bed to steal the heat radiating from Shaun’s body. He was a living heat pad, and in the warmer months, it had been uncomfortable at times, but now Sebastian knew he’d seek out his presence even more. His chest hair was a bonus, and feeling it on his naked skin was as reassuring as it was fun to play with. The little twirling motions Sebastian made as he wrapped single strands of hair around his finger made Shaun laugh softly.


“It tickles,” he said, pulling Sebastian closer. “We’ll have to get out of bed eventually.”


“Guess so.”


“How’s your dick feeling?”


“It burned a little when I peed,” Sebastian admitted, kissing Shaun’s chest. “But nothing I can’t handle.”


“You’d tell me, though, right?”


“Of course, I would.”


Sebastian looked up and caught a hint of worry in Shaun’s brown eyes. For some reason, his cock swelled a bit. Shaun’s concern was sexy as hell, and it was also another reminder as to why Sebastian trusted him so completely.


The kiss Sebastian planted on Shaun’s sharp jaw was a way to show him everything was fine, but it was the one on his mouth that relaxed him.


“I know you’d never do anything to hurt me,” Sebastian said, and, chuckling, bit Shaun’s neck. “Unless you’re punishing me, and even then, I know you’re always careful.”


There was a long pause, and Sebastian almost fell back asleep when Shaun started to speak again.


“I think,” he swallowed loudly, kissing the top of Sebastian’s head. “I think I’m in love with you, hard.”


The revelation wasn’t all that surprising, but fuck, Sebastian hadn’t expected it. He’d wanted to say it ever since they’d agreed on being an actual couple. But he’d told himself it was too soon, that he’d appear too eager. Too young and immature to understand that feelings take time and that love isn’t something that happens in only a few months.


Wasn’t it?


Shit, did he have to say it back?



They liked each other, but love was a binding contract, and it meant more to Sebastian than Shaun might realize. There hadn’t been a love confession; there was only the comfortable routine they’d settled into the moment Sebastian set foot into the farm. Now, the possibility of an ever after struck harder than it should’ve. Not because Sebastian didn’t wish for it, he had every night, but because he was afraid putting such powerful words out there would destroy the balance of everything they’d built up to this point.


Instead, Sebastian leaned in for another kiss, this one more pressing and raw. Then, he sank under the cover and pulled down Shaun’s pants to reveal his hardening dick. The shaft was beautiful, the head exposed and ready to be sucked, and Sebastian had become an expert at servicing it. He licked the tip, using his tongue to moisten the head until it gleamed. The quilt was down to his knees, but the thinner summer sheet covered his head. It was thin enough to let the stark winter light filter through, and even though it was getting stuffy under there, he wasn’t ready to face Shaun.


So he sucked him off with passion, gobbled up his balls one by one until he had him breathing loud and clear. Precum poured onto Sebastian’s tongue.


A little victory.


The sheets were thrown over the edge of the bed, and Sebastian had to shut his eyes not to be blinded by the light. Shaun was sitting against the headboard, flushed and hungry, his dark hair falling over his forehead in a way that flustered Sebastian every time.


They stared at each other for a second until Shaun grabbed Sebastian and pulled him over his lap. His cock was resting against Sebastian’s crack, grinding into him without penetrating his hole.


“We can take our time, I’ll wait for you,” Shaun said, placing a tender hand on Sebastian’s cheek.


“I… I don’t want you to think that…” Sebastian looked down, almost ashamed.


“It’s okay,” Shaun laughed. “I just wanted you to know how I feel.”


Sebastian attacked his mouth, desperate for contact. Their bodies were pressed against one another, crushingly so. Not even a slip of paper could’ve fit between them, and their breathing became one. Sebastian’s hard cock was smearing a good amount of precum on Shaun’s belly, and his hole twitched, ready to be taken. He felt slutty, and shitty for being so hesitant to reciprocate the confession.


His hesitation wasn’t fair, but every time he tried to say it, it stuck in his throat.


“Fuck me!”


That he could say without a second thought.


You’re such a fucking slut.


His hole opened easily as Shaun’s cockhead breached it after applying a good amount of lube to it. It was still a bit sore from last night’s fucking, slightly painful, but he would take it as punishment for not being truthful. He pushed into the cock in his ass, stretching himself to the point it hurt. Sebastian’s face contorted in pain, and Shaun held him by the hips to stop him.


“What are you doing?” He asked. “You’re going too fast, take it easy!”


“Let me do it, I can take it,” Sebastian said, desperately holding Shaun’s face with both hands. “I’m yours, you know that, right?”


Yet, I love you was stuck in his throat.


He thought he’d grown enough to ignore his abandonment issues, or the fact that he believed that every time something good came his way, it would turn to ash eventually. Telling Shaun that he loved him would mean admitting his life was good, that happiness had truly reached him, and that he could lose it in a heartbeat.


By ignoring his own feelings, he was safe, and so was Shaun.


Nothing bad would happen.


If he let them out, however, everything would change for the best, and for the worst.


Sebastian cried out when his prostate was hit by pleasure. It was still puffy and sensitive, and each time Shaun hit it, his own cock throbbed and leaked. He wanted to ask for permission to stroke it, but he forbade himself from doing so. He didn’t deserve that kind of pleasure; he had to focus on Shaun’s.


That’s the least he could do to make up for being a shitty person.


Why did it have to be so complicated?


The words were simple, and the farm was his home.


Shaun was his.


He was Shaun’s.


He met the thrust with roughness, making sure his hole suffered as much as it could. The cock inside him was relentless in its pursuit of pleasure, and it brushed his walls roughly and pounded into his prostate with such force that there was a continuous flow of precum coming out of his slit.


They were both sweating and panting like beasts in heat, and when Shaun tried to reach for Sebastian cock, Sebastian removed his hand.


“I won’t cum unless I can do it hands-free,” he told him with more authority than anticipated. “Sir, let me try.”


Shaun nodded and put his hands behind his head to let Sebastian ride. His hole sloppily swallowed all the cock he was given; he bounced on it tirelessly, notwithstanding his own discomfort and pain. He grabbed Shaun’s shoulder, pressing their forehead together as his entire body heated up to such a point that he believed he might be feverish.


His balls were painfully tight, and he felt as if he might pee. It was the sensation he felt when close to cumming, but he’d never managed to do it entirely hands-free. There was always a little help.


But not this time.


Shaun looked exhausted, on the brink of passing out as he stared at Sebastian with glazed-over eyes. He was being used, and he accepted it without complaint. So, Sebastian slowed down and took his cock more gently. Going up and down his length with careful, long strokes. The head almost slipped out, but Sebastian held it inside.


Outside the window, a few snowflakes were descending from the turpid sky. They seemed to be falling in slow motion, prompting Sebastian to slow his movements even further.


He hadn’t been aware of how noisy they were being, how badly Shaun arched under him.


“I’m sorry,” Sebastian apologized, dropping his weight on the man he loved.


Though he was still hesitant to say it.


“About what?” Shaun asked, hugging him gently.


“For not being able to say it. I need a little time, it’s just… You know I care about you, right?”


“I do,” Shaun whispered.


Sebastian propped himself back up. “I wanna say it, but I’m scared it’ll… Just forget it.”


He started moving again. This pause caused his hole and prostate to be even more sensitive somehow, and each time Shaun’s cockhead hit him deep, it sent jolts of uncontrollable pleasure throughout his body.


Shaun flipped him over, and Sebastian wrapped his legs around his waist.


The pounding he endured wasn’t rough, but it was firm, and the angle was so perfect that Shaun scored consistently. He had Sebastian squirming in no time, the sound of Shaun’s hefty balls hitting his ass timed like a metronome.


Sebastian was close, but his deep-seated frustration kept him from going over the edge. He leaked loads, his precum turning white in some instances. But no orgasm hit him, and when Shaun released his seed deep inside his hole, he knew it was the end of the road.


There would be no cumming for him.


The cum flowing out of his hole was a reward in itself, and the long, satisfied sigh that rumbled out of Shaun’s throat was the sweetest thing. They remained entangled until their sweat had dried out, until cum stopped pouring out of Sebastian.


The shy kisses and playful pinches were better than sex in a way.


Gestures that signified care beyond sexual gratification, and Sebastian craved them at an unhealthy level.


He was loved, and he wanted to shout his own feelings at the top of his lungs, too.


The only thing he wasn’t ready for was for the world to know about them. Once they’re out there, they’re ripe for the world to take.


His lips quivered; he was terrified it would happen, because the only person who had ever brought him true happiness had been taken from him too soon, too violently. Sebastian hadn’t thought about it until now, because he realized his joys and successes had been insubstantial.


But Shaun wasn’t, and he wasn’t ready to let life have him.


As his thoughts drifted to his grandmother’s closed casket, Sebastian cuddled Shaun until he couldn’t breathe.


“Big boy, I know you’re strong, no need to show off,” Shaun joked, kissing Sebastian’s nose.


“Fuck, sorry,” Sebastian breathed, the room coming back into focus.


“Stop saying that, there’s nothing to be sorry about.”


Shaun rolled over onto the bed, and Sebastian turned his head toward him. Shaun’s dark hair crowned his head beautifully, and his long lashes framed his intense eyes. He didn’t say a thing, only stared at Sebastian with one of his lazy smiles. Then, he reached out with his hand, and Sebastian took it.


His heart skipped a beat, and Sebastian wished they could stay like this forever.

“I’ve got a stupid question.” Sebastian brushed his thumb over Shaun’s rough skin. “Do you want to build a snowman?”


Laughter erupted and filled the room, Shaun hunching over as he laughed. He wiped a single tear and kissed Sebastian languorously.


“Of course, we can build as many as you want.”


The fuzzy feeling that warmed Sebastian’s heart every time Shaun looked at him returned, and nearly replaced his anxiety.


But not quite.


He would tell Shaun he loved him, but now, he knew he had to make it extra special. An idea crept into his mind, and he smiled as it took form.




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Chapter 11


Shaun did own up to his prediction, and the fish they had caught was indeed meaty and delicious.


The promise of a good breeding was forgotten, much to Sebastian’s relief.


His belly was too full to handle another round. But he did start to think about setting up a makeshift gym in the barn, or somewhere where it wouldn’t be much of a bother. He had never gone that long without working out and was starting to notice the difference.


He wanted to be in top shape for himself and for Shaun.


What if Shaun lost interest when his physique stopped being an asset? Maybe he would seek out another young jock to train.


Sebastian didn’t know why he was being so doom-and-gloom after spending such an intimate day with Shaun. But then it occurred to him that their one-month trial period had passed, and neither of them had noticed. It was a good sign, but Sebastian almost gasped when he understood they would be having a big talk in the coming days. He wondered if he should be the one to bring it up.


The faster they discussed their relationship, the quicker Sebastian would be fixed on his fate. He trusted Shaun enough to know he wouldn’t boot him out like an unwanted guest. But what if he didn’t wish to pursue a long-lasting partnership with him? What if Shaun was, in the end, only playing with him because he considered him a shiny new toy?


He did seem loving, and he seemed to like Sebastian as more than a possession. But Sebastian was all too conscious that people were double-faced.


The prospect of being replaced by someone prettier and more muscular tugged at Sebastian, who tensed up while cuddled against Shaun. He sighed deeply, trying to keep his focus on the horror movie they’d chosen.


A girl wearing skimpy clothes was getting chased, but Sebastian couldn’t care less about her. Not that she was annoying, but the whole plot had been subpar at best, and none of the characters had had the time to grow into fleshed-out human beings. They were just there to get slaughtered, though he suspected the final girl was going to be the geeky one with red hair.


“Feeling tired?” Shaun asked, kissing the top of his head. “This movie’s a bust.”


“Yeah,” Sebastian replied softly.


“Yeah, the movie is a bust, or yeah, you’re tired?”


“A bit of both, I guess,” Sebastian looked up at Shaun, eyes half closed. “But I still want to see who gets out of this alive.”


He turned to the TV without another word, possessively holding onto Shaun’s arms.


Sebastian’s hole was still sore, but it comforted him in a way. It proved that Shaun was more than content to use him; he even took it upon himself to clean him in the shower, using his fingers to gently clear out any remnant of cum so Sebastian would be more comfortable.


The pull of sleep was strong, but Sebastian wasn’t ready for their bedroom’s intimacy, so he lay his head on Shaun’s muscly thigh and slowly drifted to sleep.


When he woke up, he could feel a strong body pressed tightly against his back, an arm under him, and another holding him loosely. The TV was dark, but the small lamp in the corner still cast its warm yellow light. The soft breathing of the man cradling him nearly lulled Sebastian back to sleep, but his thirst urged him to be quenched.


So, he carefully slipped out of Shaun’s sleepy embrace.


With a glass of water still in hand, Sebastian walked back to the living room, his bare feet cushioned by the thick rug separating the space from the rest of the floor. Shaun was still fast asleep, mouth slightly agape, his powerful chest rising and falling calmly.


He had trimmed his beard a couple of days ago, but some wild hair was already sticking out of the black mass of fuzz, and his hair tangled in heaps over the rough couch pillow.


Sebastian smiled, even though the threat of his new world falling apart sliced through his mind.


It would be all right. He told himself, setting the empty glass on the kitchen counter before returning to Shaun. He crouched, leaving the shadow of a kiss on his cheek.


His eyes fluttered open.


“Let’s go to bed,” Sebastian murmured, softly caressing his scalp. “Your old man back won’t thank you if you sleep the whole night on the couch.”


“I’m not that old, you little shit,” Shaun yawned, smirking good-naturedly. “Your thirties will get you faster than you can blink.”


“Yeah, yeah, that’s what old people say,” Sebastian joked, knowing Shaun was right.






The next morning, Sebastian woke before Shaun did.


He made sure to set the table just right, with Shaun’s favorite mug, fork, and knife, and prepared everything so he would only have to settle down and eat.


He wasn’t usually the one doing that sort of thing, but Sebastian wanted them to discuss the matter at hand over breakfast. He couldn’t wait any longer; he had barely slept the previous night and felt like biting his nails.


A dirty habit he had managed to drop when he was thirteen or fourteen.


He busied himself in the kitchen, music playing on his phone, which he barely used anymore, seeing how he had deleted all his social media. He also moved all his photos and videos to the cloud, as if it would fix everything. He had yearned to log on to his socials to take a peek, but he had decided against it for obvious reasons. He believed that all he would find would be contempt.


The particular creaking of the stairs alerted him to Shaun’s coming. He turned to focus on firing up the stove, making sure his naked butt was on full display. He had chosen the red jockstrap today, which he knew Shaun particularly adored, and had thrown on the apron Shaun had bought him a few weeks ago, not to get burned.


“Morning,” Shaun greeted, placing a gentle kiss on his nape. “You’re early.”


“It’s nine already, I’d say you’re a bit late,” Sebastian commented with a chuckle barely concealing his apprehension. “It means you needed the sleep; we overworked ourselves this week.”


“I know, but it means next week will leave us more time for ourselves,” Shaun said, hugging him, burying his face in Sebastian’s shoulder. “What are we having?”


“The usual, I’m no chef, so scrambled eggs, bacon, some muesli, I already cut a batch of fresh fruits, it’s on the table.”


Sebastian had been meticulous; the eggshells were in a small bowl, the bottle of milk was already back into the fridge, and the sizzling bacon was cooking leisurely so he wouldn’t burn the edges.


“You’re doing super well.” Shaun praised, rocking his hips against Sebastian’s. “What’s the occasion? What did I do to deserve all of this?”


There it was.


“The thing is…” Sebastian trailed off, swallowed, and took a deep breath. “You remember the trial period?”


“Oh, yeah,” Shaun said, surprised. “It totally slipped my mind.”


“Me too,” Sebastian admitted, knuckles white on the wooden spoon. “I realized the due date had passed by a few days. We need to talk about it. What we gotta do next. What we want to do.”


“That’s what got you riled up since yesterday?”


“Of course, you knew,” Sebastian said, slightly annoyed. “Why didn’t you mention it?”


“Well, to be fair, I knew something was up, but I didn’t know what,” Shaun laughed, holding him tighter. “When I said it slipped my mind, it truly did.”


Sebastian eyed him anxiously. “So, what?”


“Does it really need to be discussed?” Shaun sighed. “I think I’ve made myself pretty clear on what I want.”


Sebastian scrambled the eggs, unsure of what to say next. He moved on to the bacon and decided it looked perfect, so he laid the strips on a plate he had prepared.


“You want to keep me… as your boy, or your toy?”


A shadow obscured the light in Shaun’s eyes for a short moment. He didn’t seem angry or confused, but he was hurt. And instantly, Sebastian regretted what he had just said. He dropped the plates with a loud clink and moved toward the man who had so kindly opened his door to him.


But still.


Was their relationship surface-level, based on pleasure?


Or was it something more?


It might have been too early to ask that sort of question, but Sebastian had to know he represented more than just another stray Shaun had taken under his wing.


Even if it didn’t last a lifetime, he wished to experience something genuine. He would submit, he would obey, but he wanted it to be under the watchful eyes of affection, if not love.


“What do you think?” Shaun asked, deadpan.


“I-I’m not sure.”


“Damnit,” Shaun uttered, distraught. “You’re so fucking thick, boy.”


Sebastian dropped his eyes to the floor, but Shaun gently brought them back up.


“I thought I’d been clear about my intentions. I want you to stay. I couldn’t have made it more obvious.”


The fire of Sebastian’s hearth lit up again, and a smile reached his lips. He spilled the eggs on the floor as he leaned to catch himself on the counter, drowning in Shaun’s kind eyes as his heart beat, light as a feather. The sleepless night had been pointless, his fears unfounded, but the wreck that had been his life before his arrival on the farm hadn’t allowed him room to breathe.


There was always the option that he would be asked to leave, that he had outlived his usefulness. But he could see Shaun wasn’t lying; he meant every word he’d said.


“You just made it that much more obvious,” Sebastian blushed. “I couldn’t allow myself to believe it before you said it.” He played with the seam of his apron, feeling stupid for doubting Shaun. “I thought… I thought there was a risk that…”


“No, never,” Shaun cupped his face in his warm, rough hands, not letting him finish. “I had my doubts at first as well. Most people take whatever they need and leave; they don’t want anything more. Do you want to know when I understood you weren’t one of those?”


Sebastian nodded, wrapping his fingers around Shaun’s wrists to anchor himself.


“When you asked me if I wouldn’t get tired of you too quickly,” Shaun laughed, there was sadness behind it. “That’s when I thought I needed to show you you were worth more than you know,” he kissed Sebastian longingly, pinning him against the counter tenderly. “A relationship takes dedication, but I know we’ll be able to work it out together.”


“Yes, we will,” Sebastian replied, sure of himself, diving in for another kiss. “We will.”


Suddenly, Shaun dropped to his knees. Seeing him like this was strange. Sebastian was usually the one assuming this position.


The jockstrap slid down to his ankles, and it didn’t take long for his cock to make a tent out of the gray apron. Shaun dove under it, wordlessly, dragging his tongue over Sebastian’s balls enthusiastically.


Then, his mouth took his cock, confidently. He sucked it until Sebastian’s hands gripped the marble countertop; it was cold, and his asscheeks were pressed against it. He was unable to escape Shaun’s expert mouth. His balls were conscientiously kneaded, worked like dough. Sebastian focused, breathing with practiced minutia so he wouldn’t blow his load too fast.


He ripped the apron off his body, revealing Shaun’s sharp eyes underneath. His lips were beautifully wrapped around his rock-hard dick. He didn’t gag, he didn’t hesitate, he took him in with fervor.


Sebastian petted his head, still asking for permission with a hesitant stare. Shaun smiled, prompting Sebastian to push his head down his length.


“You feel so good,” Sebastian panted, feeling himself getting close to the edge.


He was pumped closer to the brink of cumming, but he held it, right at the moment his cum was about to burst. He clenched his muscles, forced his body to control his instinctual need to cum. He had been trained to do so; he knew he was capable of it. He knew his orgasm would be all the more worth it when Shaun finally allowed him to blow.


His breath caught in his throat; he wouldn’t be able to hold it much longer.


“Please, sir, can I cum?”


There wasn’t a clear response, but Shaun quickened his pace and tugged on Sebastian’s testicles more firmly. Sebastian took this as permission and blasted a massive amount of cum into Shaun’s mouth; some of it spilled, but he kept on sucking.


Sebastian couldn’t move away; he was trapped, and he had to endure the post-orgasm teasing. His ragged breathing betrayed his composure; he squirmed as his sensitive cockhead was lapped by Shaun’s tongue. The kneeling man then stood and grabbed a fistful of Sebastian’s blond curls, forcing him to bend his neck backward. He opened his mouth naturally, and Shaun let a long string of cum trickle down Sebastian’s throat.


Then, he claimed his mouth, and spit and sperm were exchanged in a breathless kiss.


Sebastian loved his own taste mixed with Shaun’s. The lingering memory of his own dick on his man’s breath kept him erect, but he was too focused on what that kiss meant to care, as his dick refused to go limp.


It symbolized their union, one that wasn’t bound by a contract.


One that would be long-lasting.


“You still have a long way to go; your training is about to become that much more intense. You know that, right?” Shaun asked, wiping some cum from his mouth.


“I do, sir, and I’m ready for it,” Sebastian replied, giddily.


“Good boy, my best boy,” Shaun said.


He had said it before, but this time it struck differently. Sebastian had felt at home at the farm before, but now he was sure it was his. It wasn’t a simple rest stop; it was the destination.


“When do we begin?” Sebastian asked, expectantly.


“Let’s say after breakfast.” Shaun grabbed a bacon strip and chewed on it. “Everything’s already cold. I’m sorry for that.”


“It’s fine, we’ll have plenty more breakfasts together.”


“Sure as hell we will.”


They kissed, hugged, and ate.


After the dishes were done, they cleaned up a bit and headed to the storage space. The chest hadn’t been closed, and lay there with promises of discoveries.


“I’ll let you pick what’s next,” Shaun declared, smirking mischievously.




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Chapter 13


The leaves fell, and the woods became quieter and colder. Until one morning, Sebastian and Shaun were greeted by thick sheets of white snow. It covered everything, from the mountains to the kitchen garden; the world around them looked clean as if it was taking a well-earned rest after working overtime. Sebastian found it calming; he had never seen so much snow in his entire life, and the only thing he wanted to do was to go outside and build a snowman. That was childish, and mentioning the idea to anyone else would’ve been a source of embarrassment, but not with Shaun.


The windows were frosted over, another indication of how cold it was outside, but it didn’t deter Sebastian.


“It’s so crazy, all of this snow in a single night,” he said, nestling his nose in the throw blanket he’d wrapped around his shoulders. “We’ll have to check on the animals.”


“Yeah,” Shaun replied sleepily. “They’ll be fine, though. They’re used to that kind of weather, and their shelters are pretty warm.”


“Isn’t the road going to be blocked?”


“You think of everything, don’t you?” Shaun laughed. “I love that about you.”


Sebastian flushed red, his cheeks burned, and his smile reflected in the glazing. Outside, a few birds frolicked in the fresh snow, the dark shapes of pine trees swaying heavily behind them. While they had been elegant and majestic before, they now appeared lumpish and tired. Winter apparently affected even the most unbending giants.


Cold reached Sebastian’s core from his bare feet, and he headed back into bed to steal the heat radiating from Shaun’s body. He was a living heat pad, and in the warmer months, it had been uncomfortable at times, but now Sebastian knew he’d seek out his presence even more. His chest hair was a bonus, and feeling it on his naked skin was as reassuring as it was fun to play with. The little twirling motions Sebastian made as he wrapped single strands of hair around his finger made Shaun laugh softly.


“It tickles,” he said, pulling Sebastian closer. “We’ll have to get out of bed eventually.”


“Guess so.”


“How’s your dick feeling?”


“It burned a little when I peed,” Sebastian admitted, kissing Shaun’s chest. “But nothing I can’t handle.”


“You’d tell me, though, right?”


“Of course, I would.”


Sebastian looked up and caught a hint of worry in Shaun’s brown eyes. For some reason, his cock swelled a bit. Shaun’s concern was sexy as hell, and it was also another reminder as to why Sebastian trusted him so completely.


The kiss Sebastian planted on Shaun’s sharp jaw was a way to show him everything was fine, but it was the one on his mouth that relaxed him.


“I know you’d never do anything to hurt me,” Sebastian said, and, chuckling, bit Shaun’s neck. “Unless you’re punishing me, and even then, I know you’re always careful.”


There was a long pause, and Sebastian almost fell back asleep when Shaun started to speak again.


“I think,” he swallowed loudly, kissing the top of Sebastian’s head. “I think I’m in love with you, hard.”


The revelation wasn’t all that surprising, but fuck, Sebastian hadn’t expected it. He’d wanted to say it ever since they’d agreed on being an actual couple. But he’d told himself it was too soon, that he’d appear too eager. Too young and immature to understand that feelings take time and that love isn’t something that happens in only a few months.


Wasn’t it?


Shit, did he have to say it back?



They liked each other, but love was a binding contract, and it meant more to Sebastian than Shaun might realize. There hadn’t been a love confession; there was only the comfortable routine they’d settled into the moment Sebastian set foot into the farm. Now, the possibility of an ever after struck harder than it should’ve. Not because Sebastian didn’t wish for it, he had every night, but because he was afraid putting such powerful words out there would destroy the balance of everything they’d built up to this point.


Instead, Sebastian leaned in for another kiss, this one more pressing and raw. Then, he sank under the cover and pulled down Shaun’s pants to reveal his hardening dick. The shaft was beautiful, the head exposed and ready to be sucked, and Sebastian had become an expert at servicing it. He licked the tip, using his tongue to moisten the head until it gleamed. The quilt was down to his knees, but the thinner summer sheet covered his head. It was thin enough to let the stark winter light filter through, and even though it was getting stuffy under there, he wasn’t ready to face Shaun.


So he sucked him off with passion, gobbled up his balls one by one until he had him breathing loud and clear. Precum poured onto Sebastian’s tongue.


A little victory.


The sheets were thrown over the edge of the bed, and Sebastian had to shut his eyes not to be blinded by the light. Shaun was sitting against the headboard, flushed and hungry, his dark hair falling over his forehead in a way that flustered Sebastian every time.


They stared at each other for a second until Shaun grabbed Sebastian and pulled him over his lap. His cock was resting against Sebastian’s crack, grinding into him without penetrating his hole.


“We can take our time, I’ll wait for you,” Shaun said, placing a tender hand on Sebastian’s cheek.


“I… I don’t want you to think that…” Sebastian looked down, almost ashamed.


“It’s okay,” Shaun laughed. “I just wanted you to know how I feel.”


Sebastian attacked his mouth, desperate for contact. Their bodies were pressed against one another, crushingly so. Not even a slip of paper could’ve fit between them, and their breathing became one. Sebastian’s hard cock was smearing a good amount of precum on Shaun’s belly, and his hole twitched, ready to be taken. He felt slutty, and shitty for being so hesitant to reciprocate the confession.


His hesitation wasn’t fair, but every time he tried to say it, it stuck in his throat.


“Fuck me!”


That he could say without a second thought.


You’re such a fucking slut.


His hole opened easily as Shaun’s cockhead breached it after applying a good amount of lube to it. It was still a bit sore from last night’s fucking, slightly painful, but he would take it as punishment for not being truthful. He pushed into the cock in his ass, stretching himself to the point it hurt. Sebastian’s face contorted in pain, and Shaun held him by the hips to stop him.


“What are you doing?” He asked. “You’re going too fast, take it easy!”


“Let me do it, I can take it,” Sebastian said, desperately holding Shaun’s face with both hands. “I’m yours, you know that, right?”


Yet, I love you was stuck in his throat.


He thought he’d grown enough to ignore his abandonment issues, or the fact that he believed that every time something good came his way, it would turn to ash eventually. Telling Shaun that he loved him would mean admitting his life was good, that happiness had truly reached him, and that he could lose it in a heartbeat.


By ignoring his own feelings, he was safe, and so was Shaun.


Nothing bad would happen.


If he let them out, however, everything would change for the best, and for the worst.


Sebastian cried out when his prostate was hit by pleasure. It was still puffy and sensitive, and each time Shaun hit it, his own cock throbbed and leaked. He wanted to ask for permission to stroke it, but he forbade himself from doing so. He didn’t deserve that kind of pleasure; he had to focus on Shaun’s.


That’s the least he could do to make up for being a shitty person.


Why did it have to be so complicated?


The words were simple, and the farm was his home.


Shaun was his.


He was Shaun’s.


He met the thrust with roughness, making sure his hole suffered as much as it could. The cock inside him was relentless in its pursuit of pleasure, and it brushed his walls roughly and pounded into his prostate with such force that there was a continuous flow of precum coming out of his slit.


They were both sweating and panting like beasts in heat, and when Shaun tried to reach for Sebastian cock, Sebastian removed his hand.


“I won’t cum unless I can do it hands-free,” he told him with more authority than anticipated. “Sir, let me try.”


Shaun nodded and put his hands behind his head to let Sebastian ride. His hole sloppily swallowed all the cock he was given; he bounced on it tirelessly, notwithstanding his own discomfort and pain. He grabbed Shaun’s shoulder, pressing their forehead together as his entire body heated up to such a point that he believed he might be feverish.


His balls were painfully tight, and he felt as if he might pee. It was the sensation he felt when close to cumming, but he’d never managed to do it entirely hands-free. There was always a little help.


But not this time.


Shaun looked exhausted, on the brink of passing out as he stared at Sebastian with glazed-over eyes. He was being used, and he accepted it without complaint. So, Sebastian slowed down and took his cock more gently. Going up and down his length with careful, long strokes. The head almost slipped out, but Sebastian held it inside.


Outside the window, a few snowflakes were descending from the turpid sky. They seemed to be falling in slow motion, prompting Sebastian to slow his movements even further.


He hadn’t been aware of how noisy they were being, how badly Shaun arched under him.


“I’m sorry,” Sebastian apologized, dropping his weight on the man he loved.


Though he was still hesitant to say it.


“About what?” Shaun asked, hugging him gently.


“For not being able to say it. I need a little time, it’s just… You know I care about you, right?”


“I do,” Shaun whispered.


Sebastian propped himself back up. “I wanna say it, but I’m scared it’ll… Just forget it.”


He started moving again. This pause caused his hole and prostate to be even more sensitive somehow, and each time Shaun’s cockhead hit him deep, it sent jolts of uncontrollable pleasure throughout his body.


Shaun flipped him over, and Sebastian wrapped his legs around his waist.


The pounding he endured wasn’t rough, but it was firm, and the angle was so perfect that Shaun scored consistently. He had Sebastian squirming in no time, the sound of Shaun’s hefty balls hitting his ass timed like a metronome.


Sebastian was close, but his deep-seated frustration kept him from going over the edge. He leaked loads, his precum turning white in some instances. But no orgasm hit him, and when Shaun released his seed deep inside his hole, he knew it was the end of the road.


There would be no cumming for him.


The cum flowing out of his hole was a reward in itself, and the long, satisfied sigh that rumbled out of Shaun’s throat was the sweetest thing. They remained entangled until their sweat had dried out, until cum stopped pouring out of Sebastian.


The shy kisses and playful pinches were better than sex in a way.


Gestures that signified care beyond sexual gratification, and Sebastian craved them at an unhealthy level.


He was loved, and he wanted to shout his own feelings at the top of his lungs, too.


The only thing he wasn’t ready for was for the world to know about them. Once they’re out there, they’re ripe for the world to take.


His lips quivered; he was terrified it would happen, because the only person who had ever brought him true happiness had been taken from him too soon, too violently. Sebastian hadn’t thought about it until now, because he realized his joys and successes had been insubstantial.


But Shaun wasn’t, and he wasn’t ready to let life have him.


As his thoughts drifted to his grandmother’s closed casket, Sebastian cuddled Shaun until he couldn’t breathe.


“Big boy, I know you’re strong, no need to show off,” Shaun joked, kissing Sebastian’s nose.


“Fuck, sorry,” Sebastian breathed, the room coming back into focus.


“Stop saying that, there’s nothing to be sorry about.”


Shaun rolled over onto the bed, and Sebastian turned his head toward him. Shaun’s dark hair crowned his head beautifully, and his long lashes framed his intense eyes. He didn’t say a thing, only stared at Sebastian with one of his lazy smiles. Then, he reached out with his hand, and Sebastian took it.


His heart skipped a beat, and Sebastian wished they could stay like this forever.

“I’ve got a stupid question.” Sebastian brushed his thumb over Shaun’s rough skin. “Do you want to build a snowman?”


Laughter erupted and filled the room, Shaun hunching over as he laughed. He wiped a single tear and kissed Sebastian languorously.


“Of course, we can build as many as you want.”


The fuzzy feeling that warmed Sebastian’s heart every time Shaun looked at him returned, and nearly replaced his anxiety.


But not quite.


He would tell Shaun he loved him, but now, he knew he had to make it extra special. An idea crept into his mind, and he smiled as it took form.




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Chapter 14


The snow didn’t melt, and getting to town had become a hassle. Sebastian never looked forward to driving on muddy dirt paths covered by frost, but he had to pick up something that Shaun couldn’t see.


His knuckles were white with tension on the steering wheel.


One specific turn was especially tight, and the pickup truck was so wide it would veer into the ditch if he weren’t careful.


Consequently, Sebastian frowned and stuck his tongue out when he approached this last obstacle; he shouldn’t have been stressed. He had taken this road multiple times, twice since the snow had covered everything, but only once alone.


The truck was old; still, he’d feel bad if he totaled it.


“Shit,” he huffed once he was back on a straighter path.


Not only was the road arduous to navigate, but Sebastian was also anxious about Shaun’s reaction. He was sure he’d love the gift, probably. Or maybe he’d find it too corny, or too personal.


It might be too soon…


There was no way to know his reaction if Sebastian didn’t man up. Shaun had told him he loved him, and things hadn’t gone to shit yet, and they wouldn’t if Sebastian added his own stone to the life they were trying to build. If they did, then life was one cruel bitch.


Asphalt came into view, and Sebastian relaxed as soon as the tires screeched on it; it was so smooth and safe.


He took a second to check the mailbox, grabbed what was inside, threw everything on the passenger seat, and drove off. Some country song he didn’t know played on the radio, though it crackled from time to time, and soon the first roofs peeked from behind the woods.


The trees cleared, wild bushes turned into well-maintained hedges, and trails into sidewalks.


Sebastian parked the car in his usual spot because he had found he always parked there, and stepped onto the crunching snow. His waterproof boots, already heavy, grew heavier as he walked toward the jeweler, the shop’s front sign calling to him with bold gold lettering on a black background.


The little entrance bell rang as Sebastian pushed the glass door open, and immediately a tall woman with long, bright red hair stepped out from behind a green velvet curtain. She smiled, her teeth white and straight like the ones you’d see on a toothpaste commercial. The crow’s feet in the corner of her brown eyes were deep, due to years of smiling and greeting customers.


“Hello, Sebastian, how’ve you been?” She asked in a sing-song voice. “How was the drive?”


“Not too bad,” Sebastian replied, rubbing his hands together to bring some blood back into them. “I’m getting used to it, I think.”


“Gotta be careful anyway, even if you know the road well,” Chrissy, as she liked to be called, said, sounding motherly.


A pang of appreciation reached into Sebastian, which was stupid; he barely knew her. She seemed kind and genuine, and they’d surely be friends if he made some effort to know her better. In the past few weeks, he and Shaun had taken trips to town more often, and Sebastian met a lot of folks he found weren’t that bad.


He wasn’t sure that they wouldn’t cast him out, and Shaun, for that matter, if they discovered they were fucking on a daily basis.


Sebastian grinned and cupped his neck awkwardly. “Thanks for worrying.”


“This community’s small, we gotta look out for each other,” Chrissy clasped a strong hand on Sebastian’s shoulder. “I guess you’re here for the necklaces. Great job by the way, I can’t believe you drew the designs yourself. You’ve got talent!”


“It’s just something I used to do, I kinda dropped drawing when I started playing football. That’s true, what they say, some things are like riding a bike. You never forget how to.”


“I’m not sure I could ride a bike anymore,” Chrissy laughed loudly. “My long legs would drag on the ground. Anyway…”


She went into the back and returned with a small, simple box made of polished, honey-colored wood. Sebastian had brought it along with his drawings and asked her what he wanted. Chrissy had been all too happy to engrave the medallions with something fresh and unusual.


People settle for what she has in store, she’d told Sebastian that day.


When the lid was lifted, the two gold medallions shone sharply under the bright ceiling lights, and a smile spread on Sebastian’s face as his cheeks flushed red.


“I love them, you ‘re amazing,” he praised.


Chrissy winked. “I had something great to work with, which makes the job easy,” she leaned forward and whispered, amused. “I’m sure Shaun will love them too.”


Sebastian blushed some more.


She knew, of course, she did.




“I’m home,” Sebastian announced as he stepped into the house, kicking his snowy boots out on the porch.


He hid the box quickly in a random drawer, hearing Shaun yell back from the bedroom.


Sebastian had bought some groceries to make a nice dinner; it’d be something simple, he had decided to treat Shaun to a Sauce Forestière this evening. It sounded French and classy, and it didn’t seem that complicated to make; it’d tie in nicely with tagliatelle.


He was stowing the goods away when Shaun attacked him from behind, biting his ear playfully.


“You’re cold,” Shaun kissed him on the cheek and hugged him close. “What was so important for you to get out there anyway?”


“Nothing,” Sebastian lied. “I just wanted to grab a few things to cook for you tonight.”


“Are you sure?” Shaun was undressing him.


“Yeah,” Sebastian chuckled. “I want us to have a nice dinner together, and then spend some time in front of the fireplace. Maybe pick a movie, maybe fuck…”


“Bold of you to assume I won’t just fuck you now,” Shaun groaned, peeling each layer of clothes from Sebastian’s back.


He was shirtless in no time, and his pants and briefs dropped just as fast.


Shaun ran a thumb over his slit. He wasn’t leaking yet, but it wouldn’t be long until he did.


“On your knees,” Shaun demanded, shedding his own clothes hurriedly.


“I won’t run, you know,” Sebastian said, his knees on the hardwood floor. “I’m your property, yours.”


The lick he gave Shaun’s balls extended to the tip of his cock, and without warning, Sebastian took his entire length into his mouth. Shaun’s testicles hit his chin with a thud. He sucked on the dick he was offered, the pace and pressure he applied with his mouth and tongue rewarding him with ecstatic moans.


Sebastian controlled his breathing, holding his breath at the right moments to maintain his momentum, all the while keeping his wrists behind his back. His own cock was irrelevant; he got satisfaction from Shaun’s own, and if they hadn’t fucked this morning, he would have released his seed hands-free just from seeing his man shake from pleasure.


“You’ve gotten so good at this,” Shaun massaged his throat. “I can almost feel my cock, this is so fucking hot.”


He thrust into Sebastian’s mouth, grabbing his head gently to steady himself.


“You trained me well,” Sebastian answered hoarsely. “You’re a great master, I’m lucky to have you.”


Unexpectedly, Shaun dropped to his knees as well and kissed Sebastian roughly to the point of asphyxiation.


“But I’m not only that to you, am I? I don’t want to be only that.”


Sebastian would’ve cried if it weren’t for his manly pride. He wanted to fetch the box and put the necklace around Shaun’s neck to prove to him that he was, indeed, much more than just his master. Shaun owned his body, but he also owned his heart. They made out, their throbbing dicks pressed against one another and leaking loads of precum onto their bellies.


Suddenly, Shaun sprang up and held out his hand.


“Come on, the couch’ll be more comfortable.”


There were thick, mismatched throw blankets on the sofa, and they were for sure warmer than the floor. The fire lazily consumed the logs it had been fed, and all Sebastian could think about was how happy he was. He instinctively angled up his ass, spreading his legs to let Shaun reach his hole more easily.


Sebastian had one arm resting on Shaun and the other on the headrest, and sitting like this was the most natural thing in the world. Sebastian was still a bit sore from his morning breeding, but he trusted Shaun would be gentle, at first.


Because Sebastian wouldn’t be able to contain himself, he’d ask to be drilled mercilessly.


“Stick out your tongue,” Shaun uttered.


Sebastian obeyed, and he felt two fingers sliding down his throat.


“Suck on them, make them wet,” Shaun continued, gazing intensely into Sebastian’s eyes. “Good boy.”


The two fingers broke into his hole easily, the burning sensation made Sebastian wince.


“Is it okay, love?”


“Yes,” Sebastian replied, breathless as his heartbeat quickened. “It’s all right.”


The fingering went on for a long time, and Shaun kissed Sebastian hungrily as he wiggled his fingers to open him up. When he was satisfied, Shaun got down on the floor and propped Sebastian’s legs higher in the air before sticking his tongue inside him.


Sebastian clutched the pillows, writhed as he was being eaten out. He stared at his cock, transfixed on the precum oozing out of his slit and pooling onto his hard stomach. His abs acted as gutters, keeping his juice from overflowing onto the blankets. Sebastian arched his head back and released a drawn-out grunt when Shaun kissed his hole as he withdrew from it.


“You want it?” Shaun asked, playing with his big cock.


“Yes, sir, please!”


“What do you want me to do?”


“I want you to fuck me, sir, use me!”


A few months ago, Sebastian wouldn’t even have dared to whisper those words, and now he openly professed his need to be fucked and bred. He didn’t blush this time; it was his purpose, and he knew it. He was Shaun’s plaything, and he was grateful for it. He opened his legs wide, his hands holding his knees up so Shaun could claim him. The warm air in the living room dried the spit dripping from his hole. Shaun spit into it and aligned his cockhead with it.


“Think you can take it in a single thrust?”


Sebastian nodded and felt Shaun ripping into him with all his length, hitting his prostate without even trying.


“Fuuuck!” Sebastian screamed.


“Shit, are you okay?”


“Fuck,” Sebastian panted, tears in his eyes. “I’m not made of glass.”


Shaun laughed and tugged at Sebastian’s nipples. “That’s my boy!”


The afternoon passed in the blink of an eye, and Shaun and Sebastian were sweating profusely when the sun started to dwindle. Shaun had outdone himself, fucked Sebastian by edging himself into him. He babbled instructions, slapped Sebastian around when he wasn’t obeying fast enough, and kissed him the moment after to be forgiven.


Meanwhile, Sebastian could feel his hole sucking on Shaun’s dick mechanically, clenching and unclenching around it depending on his mood. Then, Shaun grabbed his balls roughly; he held them so tight in his fist that Sebastian thought they might pop.


But it wasn’t painful, quite the contrary, it was all he needed to get over the edge.


As Shaun pumped faster into him, Sebastian squirmed.


“I’m gonna cum, sir!”


“Go on, go on, boy!”


Not one stroke was needed for Sebastian to cum, the first spurt hit him in the face, it had Shaun laughing wildly. He didn’t let go of his ballsack; he waited for Sebastian to release the last of his load, and only then did he unload himself. The amount of cum that filled Sebastian was so great that it leaked out before Shaun retrieved his dick.


They caught their breath and cuddled, still slimy and sweaty.


He’ll love the gift. Sebastian thought with a smile.


“How about we get cleaned up and go for a walk?” Sebastian proposed.


“I don’t want to,” Shaun complained. “You’re too comfy.”


“I’m disgusting.”


“Just two more minutes.”




Sebastian was determined to give Shaun his present at dinner, but he came up with a better idea. When Shaun was getting water bottles in the kitchen, he stuffed the box in his backpack and decided on a place that meant something to him, and hopefully to Shaun. He couldn’t help but smile as they headed out, biting his lower lip to contain his grin.


“What’s up with you?”


“Just follow me,” Sebastian instructed, and zoomed past Shaun and the disheveled bodies of all the snowmen they’d built.


“Hey, slow down! You tired me out!”


“You’re not the one with a sore asshole, and that shows.”


They laughed, throwing a few snowballs at each other as they made their way into the woods. Around them, all was quiet; more snow had fallen during the night.


The slumbering forest was beautiful, sparkling as if covered in millions of tiny crystals. The sky was clear blue, and if Sebastian didn’t know any better, he’d have believed they lived under a dome.


The spot he had in mind wasn’t far, and they reached it in only a few minutes.


The mountain range that surrounded the valley stood gray and white, more austere than it had been the first time Sebastian had set eyes on it. Shaun reached out for him when he got too close to the edge.


“Be careful,” he warned.


“I’ll be fine,” Sebastian chuckled, dropping to one knee as he put his backpack on the floor.


“Might be a bit cold for a blowjob.”


“Perv’,” Sebastian scoffed. “You still got any juice left? Not bad for an old man!”


“I’m not old, little asshole,” Shaun fumed fakely.


He was smiling, and he smiled wider when Sebastian took the small box out of the bag and opened it.


“This is for me?” He asked, wide-eyed.


“For us,” Sebastian said, unlatching the necklace meant for Shaun and securing it around his neck. “Do you like it?”


“I love it!” He beamed.


“And I love you,” Sebastian replied, wholeheartedly. “I love you so much.”


Shaun remained frozen in place, holding onto the medallion like it was the most precious thing in the world.


“I love you, too! Where?” Shaun sniffled; his eyes were wet. “Where did you get these?”


“At Chrissy’s, and I drew the patterns,” Sebastian explained proudly.


Shaun focused on his medallion, and his face lit up when he understood what it was.


“You promise?”


“I do, always and forever,” Sebastian replied, kissing him lovingly as their hearts synced.


The future was bright, and Sebastian was confident it would be happy.


Even if life got in the way, they’d face it together.



THE END




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Chapter 14


The snow didn’t melt, and getting to town had become a hassle. Sebastian never looked forward to driving on muddy dirt paths covered by frost, but he had to pick up something that Shaun couldn’t see.


His knuckles were white with tension on the steering wheel.


One specific turn was especially tight, and the pickup truck was so wide it would veer into the ditch if he weren’t careful.


Consequently, Sebastian frowned and stuck his tongue out when he approached this last obstacle; he shouldn’t have been stressed. He had taken this road multiple times, twice since the snow had covered everything, but only once alone.


The truck was old; still, he’d feel bad if he totaled it.


“Shit,” he huffed once he was back on a straighter path.


Not only was the road arduous to navigate, but Sebastian was also anxious about Shaun’s reaction. He was sure he’d love the gift, probably. Or maybe he’d find it too corny, or too personal.


It might be too soon…


There was no way to know his reaction if Sebastian didn’t man up. Shaun had told him he loved him, and things hadn’t gone to shit yet, and they wouldn’t if Sebastian added his own stone to the life they were trying to build. If they did, then life was one cruel bitch.


Asphalt came into view, and Sebastian relaxed as soon as the tires screeched on it; it was so smooth and safe.


He took a second to check the mailbox, grabbed what was inside, threw everything on the passenger seat, and drove off. Some country song he didn’t know played on the radio, though it crackled from time to time, and soon the first roofs peeked from behind the woods.


The trees cleared, wild bushes turned into well-maintained hedges, and trails into sidewalks.


Sebastian parked the car in his usual spot because he had found he always parked there, and stepped onto the crunching snow. His waterproof boots, already heavy, grew heavier as he walked toward the jeweler, the shop’s front sign calling to him with bold gold lettering on a black background.


The little entrance bell rang as Sebastian pushed the glass door open, and immediately a tall woman with long, bright red hair stepped out from behind a green velvet curtain. She smiled, her teeth white and straight like the ones you’d see on a toothpaste commercial. The crow’s feet in the corner of her brown eyes were deep, due to years of smiling and greeting customers.


“Hello, Sebastian, how’ve you been?” She asked in a sing-song voice. “How was the drive?”


“Not too bad,” Sebastian replied, rubbing his hands together to bring some blood back into them. “I’m getting used to it, I think.”


“Gotta be careful anyway, even if you know the road well,” Chrissy, as she liked to be called, said, sounding motherly.


A pang of appreciation reached into Sebastian, which was stupid; he barely knew her. She seemed kind and genuine, and they’d surely be friends if he made some effort to know her better. In the past few weeks, he and Shaun had taken trips to town more often, and Sebastian met a lot of folks he found weren’t that bad.


He wasn’t sure that they wouldn’t cast him out, and Shaun, for that matter, if they discovered they were fucking on a daily basis.


Sebastian grinned and cupped his neck awkwardly. “Thanks for worrying.”


“This community’s small, we gotta look out for each other,” Chrissy clasped a strong hand on Sebastian’s shoulder. “I guess you’re here for the necklaces. Great job by the way, I can’t believe you drew the designs yourself. You’ve got talent!”


“It’s just something I used to do, I kinda dropped drawing when I started playing football. That’s true, what they say, some things are like riding a bike. You never forget how to.”


“I’m not sure I could ride a bike anymore,” Chrissy laughed loudly. “My long legs would drag on the ground. Anyway…”


She went into the back and returned with a small, simple box made of polished, honey-colored wood. Sebastian had brought it along with his drawings and asked her what he wanted. Chrissy had been all too happy to engrave the medallions with something fresh and unusual.


People settle for what she has in store, she’d told Sebastian that day.


When the lid was lifted, the two gold medallions shone sharply under the bright ceiling lights, and a smile spread on Sebastian’s face as his cheeks flushed red.


“I love them, you ‘re amazing,” he praised.


Chrissy winked. “I had something great to work with, which makes the job easy,” she leaned forward and whispered, amused. “I’m sure Shaun will love them too.”


Sebastian blushed some more.


She knew, of course, she did.




“I’m home,” Sebastian announced as he stepped into the house, kicking his snowy boots out on the porch.


He hid the box quickly in a random drawer, hearing Shaun yell back from the bedroom.


Sebastian had bought some groceries to make a nice dinner; it’d be something simple, he had decided to treat Shaun to a Sauce Forestière this evening. It sounded French and classy, and it didn’t seem that complicated to make; it’d tie in nicely with tagliatelle.


He was stowing the goods away when Shaun attacked him from behind, biting his ear playfully.


“You’re cold,” Shaun kissed him on the cheek and hugged him close. “What was so important for you to get out there anyway?”


“Nothing,” Sebastian lied. “I just wanted to grab a few things to cook for you tonight.”


“Are you sure?” Shaun was undressing him.


“Yeah,” Sebastian chuckled. “I want us to have a nice dinner together, and then spend some time in front of the fireplace. Maybe pick a movie, maybe fuck…”


“Bold of you to assume I won’t just fuck you now,” Shaun groaned, peeling each layer of clothes from Sebastian’s back.


He was shirtless in no time, and his pants and briefs dropped just as fast.


Shaun ran a thumb over his slit. He wasn’t leaking yet, but it wouldn’t be long until he did.


“On your knees,” Shaun demanded, shedding his own clothes hurriedly.


“I won’t run, you know,” Sebastian said, his knees on the hardwood floor. “I’m your property, yours.”


The lick he gave Shaun’s balls extended to the tip of his cock, and without warning, Sebastian took his entire length into his mouth. Shaun’s testicles hit his chin with a thud. He sucked on the dick he was offered, the pace and pressure he applied with his mouth and tongue rewarding him with ecstatic moans.


Sebastian controlled his breathing, holding his breath at the right moments to maintain his momentum, all the while keeping his wrists behind his back. His own cock was irrelevant; he got satisfaction from Shaun’s own, and if they hadn’t fucked this morning, he would have released his seed hands-free just from seeing his man shake from pleasure.


“You’ve gotten so good at this,” Shaun massaged his throat. “I can almost feel my cock, this is so fucking hot.”


He thrust into Sebastian’s mouth, grabbing his head gently to steady himself.


“You trained me well,” Sebastian answered hoarsely. “You’re a great master, I’m lucky to have you.”


Unexpectedly, Shaun dropped to his knees as well and kissed Sebastian roughly to the point of asphyxiation.


“But I’m not only that to you, am I? I don’t want to be only that.”


Sebastian would’ve cried if it weren’t for his manly pride. He wanted to fetch the box and put the necklace around Shaun’s neck to prove to him that he was, indeed, much more than just his master. Shaun owned his body, but he also owned his heart. They made out, their throbbing dicks pressed against one another and leaking loads of precum onto their bellies.


Suddenly, Shaun sprang up and held out his hand.


“Come on, the couch’ll be more comfortable.”


There were thick, mismatched throw blankets on the sofa, and they were for sure warmer than the floor. The fire lazily consumed the logs it had been fed, and all Sebastian could think about was how happy he was. He instinctively angled up his ass, spreading his legs to let Shaun reach his hole more easily.


Sebastian had one arm resting on Shaun and the other on the headrest, and sitting like this was the most natural thing in the world. Sebastian was still a bit sore from his morning breeding, but he trusted Shaun would be gentle, at first.


Because Sebastian wouldn’t be able to contain himself, he’d ask to be drilled mercilessly.


“Stick out your tongue,” Shaun uttered.


Sebastian obeyed, and he felt two fingers sliding down his throat.


“Suck on them, make them wet,” Shaun continued, gazing intensely into Sebastian’s eyes. “Good boy.”


The two fingers broke into his hole easily, the burning sensation made Sebastian wince.


“Is it okay, love?”


“Yes,” Sebastian replied, breathless as his heartbeat quickened. “It’s all right.”


The fingering went on for a long time, and Shaun kissed Sebastian hungrily as he wiggled his fingers to open him up. When he was satisfied, Shaun got down on the floor and propped Sebastian’s legs higher in the air before sticking his tongue inside him.


Sebastian clutched the pillows, writhed as he was being eaten out. He stared at his cock, transfixed on the precum oozing out of his slit and pooling onto his hard stomach. His abs acted as gutters, keeping his juice from overflowing onto the blankets. Sebastian arched his head back and released a drawn-out grunt when Shaun kissed his hole as he withdrew from it.


“You want it?” Shaun asked, playing with his big cock.


“Yes, sir, please!”


“What do you want me to do?”


“I want you to fuck me, sir, use me!”


A few months ago, Sebastian wouldn’t even have dared to whisper those words, and now he openly professed his need to be fucked and bred. He didn’t blush this time; it was his purpose, and he knew it. He was Shaun’s plaything, and he was grateful for it. He opened his legs wide, his hands holding his knees up so Shaun could claim him. The warm air in the living room dried the spit dripping from his hole. Shaun spit into it and aligned his cockhead with it.


“Think you can take it in a single thrust?”


Sebastian nodded and felt Shaun ripping into him with all his length, hitting his prostate without even trying.


“Fuuuck!” Sebastian screamed.


“Shit, are you okay?”


“Fuck,” Sebastian panted, tears in his eyes. “I’m not made of glass.”


Shaun laughed and tugged at Sebastian’s nipples. “That’s my boy!”


The afternoon passed in the blink of an eye, and Shaun and Sebastian were sweating profusely when the sun started to dwindle. Shaun had outdone himself, fucked Sebastian by edging himself into him. He babbled instructions, slapped Sebastian around when he wasn’t obeying fast enough, and kissed him the moment after to be forgiven.


Meanwhile, Sebastian could feel his hole sucking on Shaun’s dick mechanically, clenching and unclenching around it depending on his mood. Then, Shaun grabbed his balls roughly; he held them so tight in his fist that Sebastian thought they might pop.


But it wasn’t painful, quite the contrary, it was all he needed to get over the edge.


As Shaun pumped faster into him, Sebastian squirmed.


“I’m gonna cum, sir!”


“Go on, go on, boy!”


Not one stroke was needed for Sebastian to cum, the first spurt hit him in the face, it had Shaun laughing wildly. He didn’t let go of his ballsack; he waited for Sebastian to release the last of his load, and only then did he unload himself. The amount of cum that filled Sebastian was so great that it leaked out before Shaun retrieved his dick.


They caught their breath and cuddled, still slimy and sweaty.


He’ll love the gift. Sebastian thought with a smile.


“How about we get cleaned up and go for a walk?” Sebastian proposed.


“I don’t want to,” Shaun complained. “You’re too comfy.”


“I’m disgusting.”


“Just two more minutes.”




Sebastian was determined to give Shaun his present at dinner, but he came up with a better idea. When Shaun was getting water bottles in the kitchen, he stuffed the box in his backpack and decided on a place that meant something to him, and hopefully to Shaun. He couldn’t help but smile as they headed out, biting his lower lip to contain his grin.


“What’s up with you?”


“Just follow me,” Sebastian instructed, and zoomed past Shaun and the disheveled bodies of all the snowmen they’d built.


“Hey, slow down! You tired me out!”


“You’re not the one with a sore asshole, and that shows.”


They laughed, throwing a few snowballs at each other as they made their way into the woods. Around them, all was quiet; more snow had fallen during the night.


The slumbering forest was beautiful, sparkling as if covered in millions of tiny crystals. The sky was clear blue, and if Sebastian didn’t know any better, he’d have believed they lived under a dome.


The spot he had in mind wasn’t far, and they reached it in only a few minutes.


The mountain range that surrounded the valley stood gray and white, more austere than it had been the first time Sebastian had set eyes on it. Shaun reached out for him when he got too close to the edge.


“Be careful,” he warned.


“I’ll be fine,” Sebastian chuckled, dropping to one knee as he put his backpack on the floor.


“Might be a bit cold for a blowjob.”


“Perv’,” Sebastian scoffed. “You still got any juice left? Not bad for an old man!”


“I’m not old, little asshole,” Shaun fumed fakely.


He was smiling, and he smiled wider when Sebastian took the small box out of the bag and opened it.


“This is for me?” He asked, wide-eyed.


“For us,” Sebastian said, unlatching the necklace meant for Shaun and securing it around his neck. “Do you like it?”


“I love it!” He beamed.


“And I love you,” Sebastian replied, wholeheartedly. “I love you so much.”


Shaun remained frozen in place, holding onto the medallion like it was the most precious thing in the world.


“I love you, too! Where?” Shaun sniffled; his eyes were wet. “Where did you get these?”


“At Chrissy’s, and I drew the patterns,” Sebastian explained proudly.


Shaun focused on his medallion, and his face lit up when he understood what it was.


“You promise?”


“I do, always and forever,” Sebastian replied, kissing him lovingly as their hearts synced.


The future was bright, and Sebastian was confident it would be happy.


Even if life got in the way, they’d face it together.



THE END




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