so anyway, an update--i'm really bad at using my brain.
I just got back from a really long walk in a beautiful area of woodland, which is where our friends, who are all talking bears, live. I knew i was going to have dinner with them, (and would be tempted to eat all their food as well as mine), which is why i posted yesterday morning before i left
after i got lost walking in the woods yesterday afternoon, i went to their house, and none of the bears were home yet (they don't get home from doing bear things until 6:30 or 7:00), but there was some food already laid out. That's nothing real out of the ordinary, as they usually just have some food already laid out and we eat when they get home (my wife is usually with us though).
Of course, just when i'm telling myself the entire day that i'm going to be good and not eat all their food before they get home, i get there and there's three bowls on the table, all smelling absolutely delicious, that made me drool enough to put niagara falls to shame. I had a few sniffs, i ended up talking to myself about how it's not fair that some fucking bears get to live in this nice house and have tasteful furniture, more mumbling to myself, more sniffing, and then my hands were out of control, and i'm grabbing a spoon to dig into the first bowl (which was too hot ). I tried the second bowl but it was too cold, so i didn't eat anymore of it. I tried the third bowl and it was just right, i ate all of it.
The bears came home an hour later, and i was so sick to my stomach i couldn't even look them in the eyes and not just because they're much taller than me when they're standing. I'm a horrible person, i did a horrible thing, and yep, i really fucked up. I realize that. So, everyone on here was right. I'm an idiot.